HLKJGHADJHG welp.

that's that I guess. i'm out!!!!

What oh geez D:

What D:

(urgh im fine but im leaving the office in like 5 min so i wont be able to respond to this much)

YEAH i cant say im actually THAT surprised tbh

oh no!

All right, but if you want to talk to anybody about it you know how to reach me

i know :*

ngl and i didnt say this to them but this is probably for the best, at least for right now in my life

Oh no 8(

i need to focus on finishing grad school and this job was way too intense to make that happen

hopefully i can convince them to bring me back after i graduate but we'll see!

it's ok

... christ, glad you're all right with it, but.

IM LESS UPSET BY IT THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD BE

im actually pretty ok right now

tbh this is a lot of pressure off

i can focus on choir and my thesis without constantly worrying about work

All right

its clear to everyone how insanely stressed out i was and it was making me sick

i feel a bit like a useless asshole but i think ultimately this will be better for my health and my grades

Yeah dude, it always sounded way intense

im sad to lose such a great opportunity and a great job but i know they'll give me a great reference for other jobs in the industry so i know i can make this work for me

IT WAS, it was very intense, i always had very little time for myself which i think was obvious

a job plus a thesis plus choir plus grad school was taking its toll

... yeah, okay, good. So, step two: get well, buy a large carton of ice cream.

i get to go back to being worried on what's going to happen when i finish, like, where i'm going to be professionally

i am now worried about all the bills that are going to come due all over again :E

but there's a lot more i can do with my life and my time now without always freaking out or feeling exhausted

IT'S

HONESTLY OKAY.

I'm actually pretty ok with this. I MEAN I AM OBVIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED but I can see where they're coming from.

yeah me too. i'll be scrambling in april/may to start tossing resumes all over creation.

but I was going to do it anyway tbh.

lbr if I landed in the hospital from exhaustion by pushing myself so hard all the time this would have happened anyway. I'm glad it happened this way and now instead of like that.

LKJDHGLKASHDAHFKJ i might be sad/mad about this later but it will only be in the capacity of WHAT A COOL JOB TO LOSE I HATE MYSELF but it is what it is.

I HAVE A LOT OF EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW TO BE HONEST

LIKE JUST EMOTIONS EVERYWHERE. but i think 90% of it is residual scon stuff like i was already a little weepy earlier over that so i think i'm just like

with this too i've got emotions coming out my eyeballs rn

SO MANY FEELS AND I CAN'T HOLD THEM ALL leave friends you love get fired from job you also love ARGH

my hearto

ITS GON BE OK

i think im gonna go home and get some schoolwork done

since

I CAN DO THAT NOW

HAR HAR

Oh shit, well at least you're handling it well D:

that sucks D:

oh wow

WHAT NEWS TO COME BACK TO

but like you said it's for the best at this juncture in your life and I'm glad you can see it that way :*

HAHA RIGHT? Welcome home also you're fired

But it's all good :* I mean IT'S NOT IDEAL but yes I can roll with the punches

Oh jesus hon, glad you can find a bright side. Hoping for the best

Yeah me too 8(

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