my grandma just called, and my grandpa is passing blood so they're taking him to the hospital. me & my mom are both drunk so we can't drive there; my aunt is coming to take him but this is still rly scary

justin is in europe so i can't talk to him and i really just need someone to hold onto rn.

my mom is like freaking out because she can't drive out to them and like i don't know what to do

she's crying and i just don't know what to say

If they're taking him to the hospital it's the best thing they can do. Obviously it's hard not to, but try not to panic. Hopefully it's just something easy to fix. That is scary, but it doesn't mean it's

something horrible.

yeah. i mean, i know it's probably nothing bad, but between the alcohol in my system and my mom crying, im just trying to keep my head

normally justin would be here and he could make it okay, but he's in stupid austria so i'm really on my own

I know, I understand.

Just try and be as rational as you can. You'll get to see him and like you said, it's probably nothing bad. Hopefully they'll figure it out quick and he'll be back home!

that gif literally made be feel liek a million times better ; u ; i love tangled

thank you. my mom fell asleep so i'm feeling a little better. it's really hard to keep a level head in this family, but i always try my best. i'm really emotional, but i know emotions fuck shit up a lot too.

I was hoping it'd help. <3

Yeah, just try and relax/sleep soon if you can, I'm sure you'll be kept in the loop.

we're going to see him tomorrow, but my adreniline is going so i can't really sleep now - plus i'm trying to stay up till 2 in case justin is able to call me when he lands

Ooooh, alright. Well, try and distract yourself then. Read or draw or do something you like to pass the time.

i'm writing a fanfic haha, trying to keep my mind distracted till i finally pass out. i just feel so helpless though. even if it's just smth small, its still there.

I know, I understand. Just try and be as positive you can about it. I'll send good vibes his way too.

thank you. that really means a lot <3

No problem!

i think it's worse because of the situation + alcohol + worrying about justin flying to austria. it's a lot of stuff that alone would be a little upsetting but together is kind of overwhelming

i'm sorry, ire ally don't mean to go on like this

It's ok. And no, I don't blame you at all, I'd be super-anxious too. I'm sure Justin will be fine, hopefully he calls you soon. The alcohol will go away in a bit, and your grandpa's going to get taken care of.

Things are how they're supposed to be, in terms of helpfulness for him. And I'm sure Justin knows you're worried and will call if it's a possibility.

He said he'd call around 2am if he could. his dad's phone is international or something, but i'm just afraid if he does calll i'm just going to incoherently sob to him

i gguess i feel a littly guilty too, because i havent seen my grandpa in a few weeks even thoug my mom & sister visit him & my gtandma weekly. but i'm usually doing something with justin

Well, go once in awhile then, maybe!

Justin cares about you, he's not going to get upset if you cry at him. Just remember he might not be able to stay on the phone that long.

i visit occasionally, i think the last time i saw them was valentine's day. i mean i see them like once a month which isnt bad

and justin is used ot me crying at him lol. most likely i'll fall asleep talking ot him so it shouldn't be that long anyway. idk.

zpeaking of, my cat decided its sleepy time and im hardly one to argue. thank you so much, you really really helped me <3

You're welcome. I hope things get better for you. <3

thank you <3 i'll post an update once i know what;s going on