Live and let loose hahaha

cant be too serious on plurk also la.

need to unwind ma. how to be so serious at work then be serious here too. i so sien.

i hate talking srsly abt deaths and diseases ald.

idk. i feel that if i tell so much here and then theres ppl here also knows me at work, i wont like it.

so im beginning to think of leaving this line of work completely so my work has some boundaries and then i dont need to think abt what i share here will affect work & family etc.

im not completely anonymous at all. alot of ppl know who i am but i dont want to reveal too much ald coz i shared so much and previously it affected other parts of my life.

idk how to explain properly.. anyway... it is only just nthg diff to me. i share what i feel and i dont wanna feel i have to refrain here.

idk... i want to meet up really then the thought of so many ppl meeting up for the first time at the same time just makes me too uncomf.

im not a very good person to be with in a big social situation. i get bored really fast so i think i wont be nice to be ard.

Hmm even if I do a bit abt someone which other ppl don't know abt, I wouldn't share tat info freely

ya i understand that. i get upset abt that too. i dont like that. i wont know where to focus.

and it tires me.

Noogins: ya!

Eh my responses r a bit slow here ar coz am using web based plurk haha

im very sure i wld be quiet mostly and listening if i meet up in a big group and everyone will be like "u are soooo not like the naeboo we know online!!!" and it is so not true

i wont be fun at all. so no need laaa

I don't like big group at a table or gatherings too hehe. I feel lost in the crowd

N most of the plurkers tat I know, knows tat I'm very quiet during conversations haha

XXX = more expensive?

wow. wtf.

Hahah

it amazes me sometimes ppl can be so rude. u dont know someone 100% ler. how can she say that? even we dont know ourselves sometimes.

speaking of which... i think i wld be most afraid to meet up with Utau and start calling her Elizabeth. still got that intimidated by awesome principal feelings.

Maybe she just don't realise it

or even Miss Lee.

knitkitten: u dont look nearing 40 la!!! wtf

that word "us" again.

more than 2ppl rite

Noogins is in miri ley. no ar...

hehe when I'm in kl lor

yeah and I'm a super introvert person hahah

i ald promised Lotus to meet her first. ald feel so bad abt it since havent managed to slot a time proper.

dual vert how? switchable according to occasion?

i used to have a fri dinner thing with my childhood gf but we no longer able to do that too. shes been busy and im forgetful and busy. tht makes me feel bad too.

I'm pretty bad at this social stuffs. I mostly try to hide myself away when I do get invited to parties or the likes

i need alot of time to recover from alot of stuf now. and also social meets. im also like noogins. need to ve dragged out kicking and screaming sometimes.

naeboo

Test. Damn connection getting slow

Noogins: yaro. i chose the wrong job

i thought it wld make me a less introverted person apalah...

every case can be a nightmare when u are not told properly whats the prob is.

i like being introverted. i just wanted to feel less tired out by social stuf if i wld "just get used to it". now i know it is not that simple ler.

now i think it just made me even more tired.

nah. i blame no one. it was my own rationale when i decided to join. i wasnt serious abt it at first. i thought being more comfortable ard strangers wld be a bonus from the job. how wrong was i!

idk. depends. for me, the worst part is calling ppl up.

im finally on laptop! grr.. took ages to load

ok ttyl. hanging clothes and sleep!!!

nites!

aduii haha.. gnites boo

my manager says im too slow

y la

meticulous lor lolol

reason y i chose my current line of work is coz i dont like to deal with ppl a lot.. manatau my new role now involves me having to talk alot to ppl pulak hahaha

what new role? okok rly need tp go or i sleep on sofa d... zzz

hahaha go go

knitkitten: haha ya rite. clients will never be happy unless it is to claim money. i havent done a claim yet coz clients all healthy.

all they care is fast fast fast.

hahahahaha farnee la the name

poor mr telur lost his telur hehe

one of our cats got neutered 2 months ago and he grew up to be a big handsome cat. too bad someone curi him or maybe caught him for makan

ermm there are foreigners here who eats dogs and cats

he din charmed his way thru.. he was caught by someone and tied with a string. there were marks on his body. n he even hurt his paws from being dipped in kerosene

well he's lost for more than 2 mths de

ya lo

anyway ur cat seems to be enjoying a happy life now

it's ok.. we've got 6 kittens to make up for the lost

oh dear

i pretty much can detach myself from over-attachment especially with pets. got used to it coz of human detachment too haha

on...?

actually i need some counselling myself. trying to find one.. but i want a cheap or free counsellor haha

i tried that too but i owez tend to over analyse myself. sometimes i feel i dont do justice on my ownself

haha yeah. we cn pp on our pvt issues another time

dont worry my plurk is pvt

hahaha. sure

happy valentine's !!

bravo. u hv such a big heart