joan walks upp slowly walking into the house hello?.... kugel are you home?

walks around finding him.............. kugel?........

throws the empty bottle at the wall as it shatters....

Ahh! scared keeping her distance K... Kugel.... i.... im so sorry.....

dosent look at her but getting up going to the corner finding a rope makeing a noose

gasps running to him pulling the rope away KUGEL NO!!!!!

eyes looking dead.......going to the shattered glass picking up a big pice cutting himself violently

bleeding quickly sobbing quietly....

runs to him tearing a peice of her skirt stopping the bleeding stop this!! kugel i dont want to loose you!!

........sniffles but you dont want me ....

Kugel i want you in my life more than anything..... its just.... i also love vash...... please dont do this i love you kisses his forhead

....i....sniffles..I love you too...so much..so much it hurts

oh kugel pulls him close holding him crying

why?...why did you leave?....I...loved you so much

kugel i still love you and always will but...... something from my past was missing and i found it with vash..... i had to go.... oh kugel i didnt mean to hurt you

holding into her tightly not wanting to let her go dont leave me....bitte.....bitte dont leave me

holds him close now in tears d.... damn it..... i dont know what to do........ i love you both so much and i dont want to hurt either of you.....

holds her tightly.....puts his lips against hers enjoying every milisecond

eyes wide refexivly kissing him back k... kugel i......

bitte....stay with me...anything you want....I'll do my best to make you happy bitte

but...... vash...... i disappeared and he just got me back..... i cant... but i love you.... kugel... im so confused......

...I know......I...I just want you back to me..I'll do anything.......crying on her shoulder

kugel... you havnt lost me..... i swear you havnt smiles (gtg ttyl)

I...havent...kisses her again alittle deeper

Mmm~ Kugel...... holds him kugel i love you....... but......

i know .....i...i know.....you like....him!

i like you too!.... but.... he has a place in my heart.... but you do too smiles caressing his face

sigh i wish i could be with both of you.......