I've been having this giant art block for years and I just hate it so much

anything I make, even tiny doodles, infuriates me.

I used to think about having a career in art, but it's just impossible if I have this hanging over my head

/hugs. I know this feel.

I used to think I was gonna be an art student for sure but... nope. and I'm out of practice.

and you are always your worst critic.