saan yung jr tartee?

tmc chosen yet?

jose reyes, yung sa may tayuman wala pang nilalabas ang tmc tartee. i dont know when. im still hoping but i dont want to wait anymore.

i seeee. alamo mo tartee, four days kong tinry na magmove on dun sa apparent rejection sakin nung choice firm ko. mag-aapply na ako dapat sa SC, kaso biglang tumawag si choice firm.

waaa wait ano sabi ng choice firm?

so i think, okay lang din to try let go and make contingency plans. kung ibibigay sayo, ibibigay naman sayo. otherwise, it's not the end of the world. it's a chance to look at other opportunities.

before, i had plan a b c and d. but everything was ruined when jr made me choose, and i knew how it goes in jr. im now on the process of making another plan b c and d. last week lang kasi i was really waiting..

..ay this week pala. kasi they said paguusapan na by tuesday then they would release 2 sure accepted applicants this week. so i cant move on.

e dahil wala pa rin, i HAVE TO MOVE ON. hehe. di ba?

i guess so. keep hoping pero manage expectations na lang. if it's for you, it's for you. personally, i tried to look at it that way cos before the call, nagpaplunge na ang self-esteem ko

grabe we really are on the same road tartee. haha. this is a real test of self esteem and character. but at least all these things happening had a good effect, narealize kong gusto ko talaga neuro.

and maybe for you rin, in the process, you would realize what you want for your future.

Aw... Oo. Some texts missing ang peg ng story mo. hehe Anyway,sayang naman yun JR pero kung sa tingin mo hindi mo trip yung program nila, good choice na rin na hindi mo tinanggap. Pray, pray muna.

i had a comparison kasi eh, kung sa jr lang siguro ko nagpreres and not in tmc baka ok ako sa jr. sa tmc, i could grow without the "seniority" pressure. sobrang risk nga ginawa ko kasi they wouldn't accept

me at jr if ever nag apply ako uli. but then naisip ko ayoko talaga ng ganung environment

kaya tama lang.

wag mo na ipilit dahil lang sayang. in the end baka magsisi ka lalo.

yaaay tarteee seems like an enlightenment for you right there!