OK HERES HOW IT ENDED the nightmare part

i was living alone in a house and i went back there and i heard a knock and a ring at the door so i went to open it

and i felt a little uneasy so i only opened it a crack and outside were these two women in official-looking uniforms, but slightly off

not police but security or something

and they had this dog with a badly broken leg there

and one of them was like "can we come in and use your phone/borrow some supplies" and for some reason i was SO UNEASY and i hesitated too long so they knew something was up and ran away suddenly

and then i knew for sure something was up so i slammed the door and locked it shut just as one of them came running back with a weapon or something

and started pounding on the door and i was like FUCK OFF I'M CALLING THE POLICE RIGHT NOW

but i was scared to leave the door to grab the phone in case they busted it down but i could hear them outside hesitating

BEFORE THAT it was a cool dream :c i was some kind of famous, a model or something? and at some kind of family reunion where my big rich family didnt ~understand me~ except for one cousin who was cool

and i had magic powers and was having a fuckin great time flying around and skating on the surface of the water in this big fountain

until these two bitches tried to push me in and got my outfit all wet and we were like MEH and made it look intentional and super fun and everyone laughed

and made a joke of it. also there was some discussion about how they were remaking beauty and the beast in cgi and were going to make the beast "more human" and we were all like

WTF BUT THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT HE'S NOT HUMAN

also there was some weird subplot there with like... some kid finding a walkman/recording machine thing with a tape with a messages on it that lead to some kind of adventure

i was simultaneously a part of this and also watching it as a movie, there was some meta commentary about how using older technology made it slightly more timeless as a movie since it involved

time travel or different time eras anyway

anyway then me and my cousin/friend person had to go explore this site where there was like some crazy massacre at a school bathroom and a bunch of kids died and the spot it happened in

had been closed and turned into a memorial but we needed some kind of confirmation but i flipped out and couldn't even go inside so my partner hadto do it

and then we were in a park just hangin out and chilling and we looked down the bleacher/bench thing we were on in time to see someone accidentally hurt their new puppy and toddler son :c

not badly, just enough to make them cry like kids do, but the parent had bought some treats to bribe them with and everyone was like "awwwwwwwwwww"

then some fan of mine approached me and we had a long discussion about fashion that was really cool

like they were so into me and looked up to me as a role model and i was like :3 :3 :3 about it, i gave them some personal info or they gave me their email so i could contact them with some

details i couldnt quite remember at the time, then i went home, and that's when the attempted burglary part happened p_q

i guess in my dream the burglars were trying to make it look like their dog was the same dog as the one who had been injured? they were both pit bulls

and they were dressed sort of as security officers and i'd seen security officers around when the other dog and kid got hurt

THE FIRST PART WAS SO COOL MAN I WAS SEMI-FAMOUS AND HAD A COOL SIDEKICK AND DID ADVENTURES AND HAD MAGIC POWERS

AND HAD A TINY TEENAGE FRAND WHO LOOKED UP TO ME

and then that part.

it sucked.

ok im going back to bed bye

(i think i was a model. and i think i was wolfgang? we were definitely talking about androgyny, the teenage kid's style was like SO COSTUMEY AND THEATRICAL complete with like, prosthetics and makeup to make his

face look inhuman and distorted, it was cool. this was probably bc i was just talking about how i miss how in the 80s it was stylish for women to look super boyish or tomboyish.)

OK BYE