I'm still worried about what that boy thinks of me

Unanswered tumblr asks eating away at my soul

reblog me so i know its real

my blood just went cold

oh

ah i have so much trouble talking with this boy

ugh im so annoying why did i think he would deal with my bullshit

its not over yet!

i can redeem myself and get over my fears yeaH

GET THE D

but for right now im gonna sit here shaking

AQUARIUS ARE TOO DEEP 4 MI

cant he just punch me or something

that would be easier than talking

p much anything is easier than talking

"How many times do I have to make direct eye contact before you get that I want to talk to you."

that a good or bad thing

im thinking bad

idk if its even directed at me

but

i dont know who else it would be at

im so dumb why is this so hard

maybe i'll just punch him instead lol

"I just want to let them talk to me on their own terms."

so are u talking abutt me???

idk because we almost never see eachother so maybe no

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either way i should really try to talk more!!