I have no problems with it at all, I support him and appreciate him wanting to do something like that for us. But apparently he'll be gone for the first 3 months.. so..

Alone, without him for 3 months..

It'll be hard, I can't say it won't be. I'll have some pretty bad nights... but it'll be worth it in the end i'm sure.

Draven's gonna join the army? ;~; Is he gonna be safe?

RevenantsRepose: I hope so... I hope he doesn't get shipped off anywhere.. That's the biggest thing that scares me. Because if something happens to him... I don't know what I would do.

Join the national guard? ;~; I'd suggest that firt.

first...

No he's just joining the canadian military as infantry.

That sounds scary...;~;

Yup. It's pretty scary.. and he won't be around for 3 months.. it'll be hard...

;~; I'd imagine. Anything I can do for you guys?

D'awww nooo, you just being you makes things awesome. <3

But but but...sad times. ;~;

I know, life is unpredictable like this constantly but... just even trying to picture my life with out him... all my heart does is break.

I am sad for you. I don't have words.

It's okay.. it's just.. ugh. I'm here to support him but i'm so scared and I don't want to tell him i'm scared because then he won't do it. He won't want to worry me.. but I can't do that to him.

He really wants this to better us so I have to hold all of this terror in.

It's so hard.

That is hard. ;~; It sounds most unfun too. I mean, I totally get it, but at the same time I'm worried. I don't want him hurt.

I don't either and he'd smile because you said that.