NO!! I so terrible... i can't! why him? please~! i can't stop it... I such an Idiot.. I should forget about this feelings i'm hiding... I should forget them "No-Love Rule'

he's very kind to me... i don't know how to express my thanks...I'm so terrible

I can't do this! I can't trample on others feelings.. just because I-I L-lo.........him... doesn't mean i have to trample on their feelings...

They are all important to me!

developing this feelings is not good... very not good...