I'm terrible at long distance things and keeping in touch

and I feel terrible 'cause I'm not really close to my dad - I'm not sure if I ever have been, really.

And that's kinda terrible. It's not that I ever meant for that to happen, especially with how much he reaches out to me

but I guess I grew up so used to not having him around that it feels odd now.

ugh bluhhh - I wish I was a better daughter is all

I love my dad but it's horrible of me if I can actually choose favorites between my parents

I wish they stayed together after they moved apart for their studies

ah, sorry for complaining like this hsdflksndf

I just felt terrible after reading one of my dad's e-mails.

He really only knows me from the time I spent a year with him and I guess he still holds me to to that image.

that was sixth grade elementary though so

a-ahaha.

/holds Its okay.

I don't personally think it makes you a bad daughter, especially if you're not used to being around him much...

redfirelight: bbbbb maybe. 'S just I'm expected to be more communicative I guess );;

oh - hsdlfkn emootteee noo -

but uhm. I mean, I'm good with calling my mom on a fairly regular basis, but hmm.

it's also 'cause I really don't like e-mails for whatever reason ;;

and I can't just call my dad whenever. But hsdhln bbbbb

/gathers Some things are just harder to do 8( It doesn't make you good or bad, I don't think. Just a person. I'm sorry it's stressful though bb

;w; t-thanks ;333; I-I'll get over it once I get the courage to respond back to him hsdlkfn I'll probably have to leave it until I regain full use of my mental facilities

I'm sleepy hsdlfnk sorry you have to see me venting like this hsdlkfn I try not to bother but ah - i-it feels nice to just write things out where people might see I suppose

;3333; //squishes - thanks for putting up with it hskfldng

Hey, it's okay <3 People need to get things out sometimes.

I'm not the best at advice, but I will listen, no problem

;w; a-ah just tolerating is enough uwwu

t-thanks for talking with me hdfl;kn

FFFFF not tolerating! You're a sweetheart <3 It's no problem at all

;w;

hang in there

t-thanks! ;w;