i put that in quotes because there's not really much to say

plurk is kind of like a diary that I use very poorly

so instead of writing what i feel to get it out of my system in a coherent way

i kinda just make bullet points that everyone can see

but at least i sorta feel better

So Im really sick with a bad cold

im freaking about the future and comics making

cause i think im not open enough about my work which is a problem

cause even the shittest of artists go around excited about what they drew and show it off to people

but whenever i show people my work, i always get a silent remark or a quick and dismissing "cool"

so its a little disheartening THEN again maybe if i showed my shit more then maybe id find people whod ACTUALLY give me a helpful response

ive just been in a really weird mood lately and im not really sure why

i guess its just the weather or something or my cold

i just feel oddly distant from everything like im looking at everything through a lens

or like a shitty 1950s movie

maybe im just in one of my "moods" im sure itll pass

i dont really want to go too much into it i guess

But im trying to not let it get to my aparment life

i guess i need to sit my roommates down and tell them a few problems I have with the apartment

like dennis leaving 8 pairs of shoes next to my dresser all the time

or gray leaving 5 dishes on the couch area

and dennis' passive aggressive way of handling stuff

which is exactly what i want to avoid doing so thats why im just gunna confront them just to get these things off my chest

and clear the air a little bit

I guess that's it

i just gotta clear my head out first

i dont wanna talk to anyone while im sick/in a funk

I think i just need to go get some exercise and sweat out all my frustrations and anger out

not at my roommates just in general

which i kind of feel shitty for saying cause LOL what do I have to complain about/feel angry about

cause i've got it pretty damn good, so im trying to keep shit in perspective and just take it easy

BLECH

THERE DONE

in other news

I get to visit Helen in a few weeks! so im super excited about that!!!!

I met some cool JoJo fans from the internet that were ACTUALLY really cool

I reconnected with some friends that i haven't spoken to in a long while so im looking forward to hanging out with them again

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND just found out the kid that I hate from highschool is now a father at 21-22 and im just laughing at him

i mean good luck to that kid??? cause youre dad is kinda a shitty person

so i hope he grows the fuck up for the sake of his new kid

AUGH

ANYWAY

i guess ill go to bed. not that its almost 4am or anything

yeahhh passive aggressive isnt a good way of handling things so just talk to them about it

and i've been in a sort of a funk too, i think it's being sick + changes in seasons. like i love fall but any weather change is an

abrupt shock to your system both physically and mentally

yeah totally. Im not that kind of dude

but yeah i guess just getting sick and the weather was a big shift in my gears

cause im just like woah what is happening to my everything right now

I would be interested in taking a look at your comics. I can give you some critique if ya like.