Well, sure. No one is perfect and the need to prove yourself to be better in front of those who play the same muse as you is, naturally,

going to be a lot higher.

These days I try not to think about it that way and instead stick to my notes and to having fun.

That, and I have a narcissism kink so I sometimes just wish I could ship my character with someone else's take on it.

Because that would be so hot.

w-what