ACK *holds you tight and kicks anything even slightly remotely resembling cancer's ass.*

Egads.

Anxiety about something that you have noticed? Or just general lack of control in life?

No more anxiety than I have about life in general, being unemployed, apparently unemployable, and continually teetering on the brink...

...of bankruptcy. So, really no change in the last six years.

On the plus-side, there's no morning commute.

I'm not one to usually put stock into magic omens, but I'm wondering if this is a way my body is telling me I HAVE CANCER.

So I'm thinking of finding a clinic I can afford and take a look at some moles.

No job means no insurance until 2014

I think you should be very very proactive on finding a clinic or something- you have me worried.

Always good to get worrisome moles looked at. Wouldn't spend tons of money you don't have on a ton of tests, that can be a money pit

Most folks I ever cared for had no idea, felt great when they were initially diagnosed.

It makes me sad to hear someone with your amazing talent is struggling as well. Hopefully better times ahead.