why did i even send this first chapter off to that competition? its so baaaad D:

oh god -deep breaths- must. not. freak. out.

i'm going to go have a hair cut

YAY HAIRCUT

then print out this god awful chapter

ALSO: COURAGE

then go to class this evening

COURAGE

JOEY

-CRASH TACKLE HUGS-

i'm trying not to panic or cry

or both

-HUGS-

YOUR WRITING IS AWESOME AND YOUR WORLDS ARE BEAUTIFUL.

D:

TRUST ME. I KNOW GOOD WRITING WHEN I SEE IT

I'VE READ BOOKS

LOTS OF THEM

... well that's true

-another calming breath-

TELL THEM ABOUT SAIM

AND HOW THEIR LOVE IS LEGENDARY

and you really think my first chapter is any good? i've read it so many times, i just can't see it being anything but awful

SO LEGENDARY THAT THE ANKARAS BOW DOWN

HAHAHA, i don't know if that's something that should be shared beyond the crazy fandom

SOON

Well the first chapter ends with Wavesong getting them, right?

yeah, the mysterious storm

the prison escape, all of that

it was like "BY AYLIN"

THEN BOOM

when i wrote it, it was all exciting and confusing and like BAM

yeah omg if I was reading that book and I didn't have the second chapter I would ghlsghfdkjghlkfdjg

but i think i'm too close to it now

That's what they get for just getting the first cchapter XD

really? :/

Yeah!

ugh, i wish i knew how to stop freaking out so much

Like omg WHAT DID DAIM SEE

OMG WILL THEY GET AWAY

OMG I SHIP THIS MOREN GUY WITH THIS HOT THEIF OMG

who are these people? what is this storm? what's happening? i'm confused but i like it~

I HOPE THEY END UP TOGETHER OMG

MARRIED

MARRIED

crying

HAHAHAHA that might just be you, but i know what you mean :3

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

it's really good

ugh, i have a feeling you're going to need to calm me down at least once more before i leave this evening, lol

YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVEEEEEEEE

omg I'll try but I have school today remember?

yeah... alright... i can believe i don't completely suck

oh my gosh that's right

THAT IS THE FIRST STEP

my bb, all grown up

XD

NU I DUN WANNA GROW UP

I JUST WANNA READ BOOKS AND WEAR PRETTY CLOTHES 5EVA

and i mean, once i'm there and i suss everything and everyone out, then i'll surely feel better

and then i'll be busy listening to the teacher and other people's ideas and standing up and sharing my story shouldn't be so difficult

they're all there because they have writing projects or plans to start as well, so they'll know what i'm going through

maybe some of them are worried they suck as well

THAT'S RIGHT!

:3

If I were there omg I wouldn't shut up

and i'm going to do my best to encourage and help them, so hopefully they'll do the same

And just have a lot of feels while I talk about my story because gojredfgljf

AND THEN YOU'LL SAY "Joey it's been twenty minutes"

HAHAHA

AND THEN I'LL SAY "WHAT? I'M ONLY HALFWAY DONE!"

and the teacher will be like o.o 'um... please sit down now...'

"BUT... BUT MR.MS. TEACHER

CREYS

looool

then it's your turn

OMG THEN I'LL FREAK OUT WHEN YOU SAY DAIM AND SIRA IN THE SAME SENTENCE

maybe i'll do what i used to do in school and volunteer to go first

HAHAHA

oh man, it's already 2:30, i've gotta get my shoes on

almost time to cut off all my hair yaaaaay -skips around-

WEEEEEEEEEEEE HAIR CUTTTT

it's alllll going joey

its down to my shoulderblades but it's going to be goooone

fun fun fun fun

i'll be back with pictures

see you later my bb, thanks for cheering me up

-hugs-