Maybe if I just keep crying I can forget everything

hugs you tightly

thanks honey. I've been hugging my teddy bear, Reed, for like the past hour now

Oh sweetie. Do you need to talk about it?

I don't know. It just hurts. I

I'm probably going to end up ranting

just because I need to get it out

So there's this girl that I practically love and a few months ago I told her that I liked her. She told me that she liked me back

After that we had two perfect weeks of cute messages and everything just felt amazing. Except we never like confirmed what we were

but I just felt so happy so I didn't bring it up. I didn't want to ruin anything.

After those two weeks we slowly started to stop with the cuteness and then we barely talked at all. There would be like one day within two

weeks where we talked about us and shit like that. And then she started to get really jealous of people so of course I assumed that

the problem

A few weeks ago she was telling me that she was really confused about something but she couldn't tell me

because she didn't want to make me cry

yesterday I had finally had enough of everything so I messaged her saying that I hated the way we were so distanced

and that I still loved her and what not

her only response was that she was busy and couldn't explain but that I didn't do anything wrong

She was finally free tonight but she never said anything to me, so of course I started the conversation

she keeps asking if I'll be alright but she isn't explaining anything. Not to mention she brought up the fact that one of our friends

texted her asking if she still liked me. She hasn't given them an answer and she hasn't told me anything. She just keeps asking if

I'm alrigh

And at this point I've jsut sort of assumed the worst. It fucking hurts

snuggles you and passes you cookies

Especially because for a small amount of time I really thought that everything would be perfect

cuddles and wolfs down cookies

I've eaten so much chocolate today, I'm going to be so fat

I'm sure you'll look beautiful no matter what.

Haha, I doubt it but thanks :/

At this point I just wish she'd at least tell me what the fuck the deal is. I'd rather just get the damn tears over with then sit here n

not knowing and leaving everything to my imagination