huh?

And this whole thing is just ridiculous... I pushed Bash into asking her out... From now on I will not intervene with anything!!!!!!!!!

Okay... mark is a really old good friend and he and Blake were supposed to get together but I went and introduced Blake to char
.

And it was whatever because Mark was getting back with a bad ex... but Mark changed his mind and dumped the bad ex...

I had finally gotten bash to ask char out and not even two weeks and she ended it for a buy I dumbly introduced her to ...

This wasn't supposed to happen and its all my stupid fault

What the fuck. I'm sorry you can't be happy for Blake and I. You clearly don't see the connection that we have. Thanks so much for calling

me a monster. I really appreciate it. I had NO intentions of this hahppening, but you know what... I talked to Bash about it and everything.

I've done NOTHING wrong. I'm not going to sit around and take your "I'm a monster talk" so just fuck off if that's what you're going to say

to me. I'm happy and I wish you could just understand that.

and for the record, Bash and I didn't make a good couple, if it wasn't for you introducing me to Blake I wouldn't have seen that.

as for Marky, It was unavoidable. Somebody was going to get hurt, and for ONCE I chose myself over someone else. I deserve to be happy too!

and don't EVER speak to me like this again!

Ugh. No I'm not calling you a monster. I'm calling the situation a monster. And I'm more concerned about mark's feelings than you and Blake.

Don't you see though that by doing that you're basically saying that what Blake and I are going is wrong.. and you accused ME of having a

Fuck this. We'll talk when you realize how silly you're being

hormone rush.

You know what, no. We're going to talk about it right now. You started this and you can damn well talk it out with me.

and you know what else? I'm allowed to have hormones! It's NATURAL. I'm not a slut or anything so what's the big deal?

I'm sick of this. I'm really about to just say fuck everything

Wow, and over a guy. I thought you were better than this Katie. I thought we understood each other more than that.

Have fun with your new family and your super freaking Bf.... I quit

THAT what this about? The fact I have more family now? He's not even my boyfriend what the fuck is this.

I've been holding back what I feel for everyone else's sake and um suck of it

Well I don't know why you do that. I've told you many times I like honestly and being open.

Yeah but you're so much happier when you're not stuck with me all day

It's not that at all Mogi. It's different feeling special by someone who isn't family to me. It makes a huge difference. I've tried

including you in times where I've been with my extended family and stuff and I don't know, you never want to come it's like you're worried

about interupting, but I invite you because I enjoy your company so I don't know.

and yes, I am suuuper happy.. it's nice being given the attention that I am getting from Blake. He's like a breath of fresh air and he

treats me well. I don't see the harm in it is all.

I don't know ... I'm just really annoyed.... with everything... kudos for you ans Blake I guess ... idk anymore... just have fun

I'll see you when you get back.

If I ever get back
.

Why wouldn't you?

Well if my Sis can restore the comp. Then I can but we can't afford to get it fixed and I don't have another comp to use

Oh. Great.

Mhmm..

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