- I feel like I come home and just sleep

I'm not sure if it's depression, poor physical health, the fact that Thomas' computer is in the bedroom now & emits a lot of unnatural light

Or a combination of factors. All I know is that I sleep from 8-10 to 12-3, am awake later, might fall back asleep to get up between 7-10

My extremities keep having low circulation which is worrisome too.

And I'm having the hardest time motivating myself to eat here. If I don't eat while out I might not eat at all.

- Friday morning I fly to Anaheim.

I ha be my hotel & flight confirmation. I'm gonna get paid the week I get back so I won't really be spending much $ down there.

Ha be? Should be have.

Now that I think about it, Disneyland probably won't happen. Oh well.

Whine whine

i am sorry

Everyone keeps asking if I'm excited and I'm not really.