still wish he wasn't on my mind

Your ex, I assume?

no..this guy that goes to my school that doesn't know i exist

Talk to him!

Iv tried...he ignores me...

Keep trying! No giving up!!

but...its complicared...it doesnt work that way here...we are in catagories..we dont talk to people out of our catagory

FUCK THE CATEGORIES!!!

iv tried talking outside of our group...i got screamed at..punched..and i left

FUCK THE SYSTEM!!!!!

FUCK EXCUSES!!!!!!!

your not making me feel any better...my nervousness is gettin worse..

Sorry... But really, it's never gonna change unless someone tries to change it. It's bullshit to be forced apart like that.

Someone's gotta break that damn tradition, and I think you really should.

i know..come to my school and fix it!

If I could, I would.

Iv tried messaging him on my yearbook..he wont reply

Talk in PERSON.

i can't...i dont have classes with him anymore..i only see him in the halls..in the morning..and at lunch

Perfect opportunities.

not really..

Even if you just write him a random-ass note and hand it to him.

i can't do that...teachers get pissed about notes

:/

remember..marshall county...dumb ass county

I know.

i can't message hm to much because hes ganna think im obsessed

:/

im screwed

Not at all.

?

You can still win in the end.

doubtful...if i even say something to somone about liking him...i get laughed at ...or punched

Why?

its a cruel world here at north

...

that...and they think im a whore and im just ganna hurt him..they assume a lot of shit...peice of advise...don't come here

No, I kinda wanna go just to tell them to go fuck themselves.

why? i don't do that because that will just make my life worse..i dnt want it worse...i want it better..thats not happening soon

Meh. If they'd try putting me in any of their damn groups, I'd tell 'em to go fuck themselves. I like having REAL friends.

i want one..

hugs

thank you

It's no problem.

i guess im just ganna do a little bit of thinking..i will stay online in case you need me

Okay. hugs And good luck.

thank you

It's nothing.