woke up curled up against Berwald, he was slightly confused..
slept like a log, one arm draped over Tino.
looked up at him a bit sleepy still, not to mention the pounding headache he had. He shifted a bit before he carefully tried to slip out
from under his arm.
pulled him in tighter.
frowned a bit, he wanted to go find some pain medicine of some sort. He lightly nudged at him, trying to wake him up.
Sweden
was
an extremely heavy sleeper... He mumbled in his sleep, moving so that he was practically laying on top of Tino.
blinked and squirmed, trying to shove him off now. "Berwald I swear if you don't wake up..."
nuzzled in to Tino, still not quite awake. "Mmm. Love y'..." He grumbled in his sleep.
smiled a bit, but he still wanted to get up. He pinched him now. "Wake up..."
grumbled, pulling the blankets back over them. He didn't want to wake up yet, and it was too bright.
frowned now as he shifted a bit, he moved and kissed him, sliding a hand down under his boxers... maybe that would wake him up.
stirred, surprised to be woken up that way. He made no movement to stop Tino, but pretended to snore softly in to the kiss.
Tino
was
less than impressed by that, instead he pulled back from kissing him but let his hands slide further under his boxers, lightly groping him.
shivered at the touch and tightened his arms around Tino. He hummed quietly against Tino's neck as he kissed the skin.
smirked at that as he slowly started stroking him. He closed his eyes, "you're awake."
"Mmm." He hummed, trailing kisses up along Tino's jaw, nearing his ear. His hand trailed down Tino's side until it reached his bottom.
flushed a bit as he kept stroking him, he was enjoying the kisses. His other hand slid his hand over his chest.
felt himself waking up more as his heart raced. He let out a soft sigh as he kissed at Tino's ear lobe lightly and pressed in to him_
sleepily. His hand slid beneath his boxers and gently grasped at the smooth skin of his butt.
made a small sound at that, pressing into him now. He continued what he was doing, he was pretty awake now. He shifted a bit and kissed him
lightly on the lips.
adjusted his weight and smiled in to the kiss. His hand daringly trailed over the front of Tino's thighs, stopping just short of touching_
anything. He pulled back sheepishly from the kiss, resting his forehead against Tino's.
kept his eyes closed, his hand pulling away from him now. "Do you want to get up? or...."
kissed the tip of his nose. "Mm. Wh'd'y' wan't' do?"
hummed a bit as he thought about it, "something... we haven't done yet."
"Hm?... Eat 'n bed?" He teased, leaning down to kiss his neck more.
laughed slightly at that as he tilted his head a bit for him, his hand sliding out of his boxers to push them down. "Something like that..."
stiffened as he felt his boxers being pushed off. He took in a slow, steadying breath and wiggled out of them. He sat up straight, the_
blankets sufficiently covering everything. Slowly, he reached out to touch Tino's hair, brushing it out of his face.
looked up at him and smiled a bit, watching him for a few seconds before he moved to kiss him softly on the lips. "I love you," he whispered
and he wanted to see more of Berwald... without the blankets in the way...
leaned down and kissed Tino softly. "Love you too..." He didn't feel very comfortable being openly naked in front of Tino.
shifted a bit closer to him again, he didn't know why Berwald wasn't comfortable around him... it sort of made him feel like he wasn't good
enough for Berwald or something. He sighed a bit as he wrapped his arms around him and held onto him. "We can just get breakfast if you
want?"
shook his head and brushed his fingers through Tino's hair. "'F y' want..." He wouldn't argue over it, though he would be disappointed.
blinked a bit at that before he smiled faintly. He placed a light kiss on his cheek with that. "I meant what I said last night... I wasn't
just drunk..."
"Hm?" He was only half certain that he remembered what he had said.
flushed a bit, he wasn't sure he wanted to repeat it. "I really do want to..." he moved closer to him, kissing him again. "Sleep with you.."
"Ah..." He said slowly, holding back a smirk as he kissed along Tino's jaw, his hand reaching down to tease at the elastic on his boxers._
"But... W' already slept t'gether last night..."
went a shade darker as he closed his eyes, pressing towards that hand a bit. "You I don't mean like that..."
"Hm?" He taunted him, sliding his hand over the front of Tino's boxers, grazing over him gently enough to tease him.
caught his breath a bit at that, he shifted slightly, pressing into his hand even more. He knew Berwald was just teasing him but... "I want
you to fuck me." He figured he might as well say it.
froze, his entire body undoubtedly going red. Physically he wanted it, and he had to take a deep breath when he felt Tino press in to his_
hand.
gave him a questioning look, suddenly wondering if he should have said it at all. He hesitated as he watched him. "Ah... I'm sorry."
shook his head slowly, biting his lip in thought before he massaged Tino over the fabric of his boxers. "'M sorry..."
flushed again as he felt that, his breath hitched slightly. "W-Why?" He moved to run his hand down Berwald's chest as he pressed into his
hand more.
decided to kiss Tino rather than answer. He felt embarrassed enough about this as it was.
smiled a bit into the kiss, her wrapped an arm around his shoulders and pulled him close kissing him back.
timidly deepened the kiss as he reached his hand beneath the fabric slowly, his fingers itching to reach closer, but his mind overthinking_
it.
noticed the way he seemed to be so... shy. He broke the kiss, licking his lips lightly, "Berwald... you weren't this... shy with anyone else
you slept with were you?" he really didn't want him to be. He wasn't going to judge him.
"Ah..." He pulled his hand back, placing it on the bed besides Tino to prop himself up with to relieve his other arm. "Not all 'f th'm." He_
hadn't cared as much with them, however. He'd been coveting Tino for centuries, this wasn't something he took lightly...
nodded a bit, he ran his hand along his arm, feeling the muscle there. "You... don't have to be like that with me." He looked up at him,
"I think you're wonderful, in every sense. I mean... granted I hated you when we first met... but I've learned so much about you since then.
"
nodded slowly. "I know..." But he still worried about it... He constantly second guessed everything he did with Tino, and wanted anything_
they did together to be perfect.
thought everything they did together was perfect... aside from when they fought... that was less than perfect. He kissed him lightly again,
resting his hand on his upper arm now.
sighed softly in to the kiss. "J'st... Don't wan't' hurt y'..." In any sense of the word, and he knew he had hurt the other man more times_
than either of them could count.
looked up at him and blinked a few times, he moved his hand to brush his fingers over his hair. "You wont," he kissed him again lightly.
nodded slowly, but didn't look convinced.
sighed a bit at that, he rested his head on his shoulder lightly. "You'll only hurt me if you keep thinking that way. I'm not some delicate
thing that always needs your protecting."
obviously disagreed with that statement. Even if he knew that Tino didn't need his protection, he still wanted to give it; not because Tino_
Sweden
was
incapable, but because it made him feel better at night knowing Tino was safe and happy... even if it meant making himself unhappy in the_
process. "'M sorry..." He kissed him softly.
shook his head as he pulled back a bit, "Berwald... don't say sorry... I..." he looked down a bit before he shifted to sit up. "I want
you to be happy..." he looked over at him before he moved to get up, looking for a sweater he could put on. "I'm going to make something to
eat."
sighed quietly, but didn't want to argue. He rolled off of him quietly and nodded. "Ah... 'kay."
glanced over at him as he got off the bed and grabbed a sweater. He put it on, "you're supposed to keep in bed and refuse to let me get up
you know."
"..." Oh. He hadn't thought about that. If Tino had wanted to stay in bed why did he say he was going to get up? "Thought y' want'd t' get_
up..."
shook his head as he rubbed at his temples, sometimes Berwald frustrated him. "I know I said that... but I was hoping you wouldn't let me."
"... I thought y'..." This was so confusing. He forces Tino in to staying somewhere and Tino gets mad. He doesn't force Tino to stay_
somewhere and he gets mad! Which was the right thing to do?!
Tino
thinks
that this is a completely different story, there are times when it's okay to force something... he smiled a bit at that, moving over to him
he wrapped his arms around him and kissed him. "I sort of miss the Berwald that I first met. Don't get me wrong, I love you as you are, but
you're a bit of a push over now... I want you to do something for yourself for once."
wasn't a push-over... He was... diplomatic and peace-loving... He sighed and scooted closer. "'M sorry..." He seemed to be apologizing a lot
lately.
sighed a bit as he sat next to him, still hugging him and resting his head on his shoulder. "Don't be sorry."
sighed, resting his head on top of Tino's. He didn't mean to be a push-over, but his drive to conquer and take over things or people had_
long since disappeared, and now he wanted peace and quiet, and content happiness. He was more than happy to do nothing but lay in bed with_
Tino doing nothing but watch tv or listen to him talk about anything... but he knew that Tino wasn't happy with just that.
tilted his head a bit under his, he held onto him a bit longer. "Berwald... do you want to move in with me?" He said it quietly, not sure
what his answer would be.
blinked. "Eh?" He wasn't sure he had heard the question correctly... Why would Tino offer that?
looked up at him, sitting up a bit, "move in together... do you want to?"
"I... ah... uh..." He wasn't sure how to answer that. It was a little soon, and he didn't feel right about leaving his house... But at least
it wasn't marriage, or anything like that. "Are y' sure?" He didn't want to say no and offend Tino, but he'd much rather Tino moved in with_
him.
shrugged a bit, "well... if you want to, but doesn't have to be my house." He nodded, knowing Berwald might have some issues with leaving
his house.
"Ah..." He said slowly. "If y' want'd t'... Y' could move in w'th me..." He still had spare rooms, and it was always nice to have Tino and_
Hana at home.
thought about it for a bit, leaning into him again. "I feel like I'm inviting myself..." he sort of felt bad. "Only if you want."
shook his head and moved to kiss the top of Tino's head. "Of course I want y' to..."
smiled a bit as he looked up at him. "You're positive?"
nodded firmly.
hugged him tightly, kissing him again deeply. The traveling back and forth to see him was getting a bit tiring.
would have lied if he said he wasn't excited at the prospect of Tino living with him again. The house never felt the same without him. He_
smiled in to the kiss, pressing deeper in to it until a quiet grumbling in his stomach caused his cheeks to burn red. He may not have eaten_
much the day prior...
pulled back and laughed a bit at that, he lightly rubbed his nose against his, giving him an Eskimo kiss. "I'll make some food."
smiled sheepishly as he sat up finally. "Y' don't have to..." He wasn't even sure how much he had in the house since he hadn't been there_
since the summer.
thought about it for a minute, "I can order something in and we can just watch movies today."
nodded with a small smile. "Ja."
pecked him on the cheek before he got up again, going to find his phone in coat pocket. "What's close to here?"
looked around blearily, still not fancying the bright light. "Eh... There's a book 'n th' kitchen..."
nods as he went to look for that as well, he was used to the light by now. He found the book and some Advil, grabbing a glass of water as
well he brought it all back to the bedroom and handed him the pills and the water.
shook his head. "'M fine." It wasn't a hangover, so much as him being overly tired and not liking waking up... he was like this regardless_
of whether or not he'd drunken the night prior.
raised a brow at that and shrugged. He took two of the pills for himself and downed them with a bit of the water before he handed him the
glass.
smiled as he took the glass. He took a large drink of it before holding it back out towards Tino and looking for his clothes...
put the glass down on the dresser before he tossed Berwald his shirt and boxers.
gulped and nodded sheepishly as he took them. "Th'nks."
blinked a bit before he took the hint and left the room, letting him get dressed.
didn't mind having Tino there. He wasn't very shy about nudity, it was just a body. He was more embarrassed about not being able to find_
his clothes himself. He dressed quickly and walked outside of the room, not bothering to put pants on.
thought he didn't want him to see him naked... he had busied himself with finding a place that delivered and calling them, ordering enough
food for lunch and dinner since they'd missed Breakfast.
crept up behind Tino and wrapped his arms around him, leaning down to kiss his neck gently as he talked on the phone.
startled a bit at that, smiling though as he felt the kiss. He finished ordering and hung up, tilting his head a bit to kiss him lightly,
"so what movie first?"
smiled and shrugged as he stood up straight. "'S up t' you."
shook his head, "I picked the food. You can pick the movie."
"Ah..." He went back in to the bedroom where the tv was and rummaged through a drawer to find the remote.
followed after him curiously.
sat on the bed, leaning against the headboard as he turned it on and went to the menu to see what was on.
blinked a bit before he ran off to the bathroom.
found the movies and went through them, not sure what to settle on.
came back after a bit, climbing onto the bed he settled in next to him.
handed the remote to Tino and kissed his forehead. "Y' can choose." With that he made his own trek to the bathroom.
frowned a bit at that, he had wanted him to choose... he huffed as he flipped through the channels till he picked out a movie.
came back a minute later with a fresh glass of water. He crawled on to the bed and stretched out besides Tino, holding the glass out to him.
looked at the glass of water and blinked, "I'm okay..." he nodded a bit.
set the glass on a coaster on a nightstand with a nod. He lifted the covers so he could pull them over his legs.
cuddled up against him as he handed him the remote. "Here, you can play it when you want to."
took the remote and hit play. He wrapped his arm around Tino and kissed the side of his head.
smiled at that, leaning into him happily as he settled in to watching the movie.
rested his head on top of Tino's, he may have started dozing back in to sleep.
Tino
was
enjoying the movie, though when the door bell rang he jumped a bit and got up, grabbing his wallet out of his coat.
sat up straight and paused the movie. He waited until he heard the door shut before walking out to find Tino, not wanting the delivery man_
to see him without pants.
wasn't wearing pants either... and the delivery man hadn't seemed to mind, they'd actually had a very interesting conversation. He brought
the food in and set it down.
rummaged through the kitchen for some plates and silverware for them to use.
pulled all the containers out.
set a couple of larger spoons out besides them for serving it.
"You can go first," he'd pulled the lids off all the containers.
nodded, kissing the top of Tino's head lightly before he began serving up a small amount of everything on to his plate.
smiled and moved to serve up his own food.
waited for Tino to finish serving himself before walking towards the table to sit down.
sat down across from him and smiled a bit.
smiled back and carefully began eating.
took a few bites of food, happy to have something in his stomach.
occasionally glanced up to look at Tino before quickly returning his gaze to his food.
ate quietly, not sure what to talk about really at the moment.
stretched his wrist out under the table, surprised at how sore it actually felt. He shook it out and went back to eating. "'S good."
glanced up at him again and nodded, he still felt bad about that...
ate slowly, trying not to stare at Tino too much.
Tino
was
already starting to wonder why he was staring so much.
thought he looked cute...
Tino
is
kind of cold... the sweater was big enough though to sort of cover his legs.
could have turned on the heat for him if he wanted... or they could go back to the bed, though he'd prefer they finished eating first. He_
didn't want food in his bed...
wouldn't mind finishing his food first.
casually picked at his food, continuing to glance over at Tino as he ate. He loved the way his hair looked tousled.
ate his food happily.
stretched his legs out under the table as he yawned, accidentally hitting Tino's feet.
started a bit and looked over at him. He smiled faintly.
smiled, pulling his feet back. "Sorry."
shook his head and smiled. "Not at all."
nodded and finished eating. He carried his dishes to the sink, rinsing them out. "Y' done with this?" He motioned to the leftovers.
nodded at that as he finished his own food and brought his stuff to the sink.
packed up the leftovers and stacked them up in the fridge. He glanced at Tino and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.
smiled faintly as he leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.
smiled back and washed Tino's dishes. "Back t' th' movie?"
nodded as he watched him. "Sure."
made his way back to the bedroom and climbed in to the bed. He held the covers back for Tino.
followed him, climbing in after him.
tucked the blankets and sheets in over them both and shifted so that his arm was around Tino.
cuddled up to him contently as he grabbed the remote and hit play.
smiled and rested his head on Tino's.
kissed him on the neck lightly as went back to watching the movie.
sighed quietly and smiled as he pulled Tino closer.
liked this, it was comfortable. He reached out and lightly grabbed Berwald's wrist, gently massaging it.
"Mm." He hummed softly, relaxing at the touch. He closed his eyes slightly, enjoying this level of intimacy.
Tino
was
happy for the moment as he continued to massage his wrist.
enjoyed the wrist massage; though it did hurt a bit at parts. Not that he'd let Tino know that.
Tino
was
trying to be gentle.
appreciated it, though he was still going to deny it was hurt at all.
Tino
was
enjoying the movie.
Sweden
was
enjoying being with Tino more than the movie.
held his hand happily.
began falling asleep on Tino.
didn't mind as he watched the movie.
may have started snoring...
looked over at him and pinched his cheek.
snorted a bit in his sleep before adjusting himself and latching on to Tino tighter, now snoring slightly in his ear...
frowned a bit at that, he moved to pinch him again, harder this time.
grumbled in his sleep, but stopped snorring.
huffed a bit at that.
Sweden
was
very comfortable sleeping on him.
figured as much. He turned off the movie and sighed
nuzzled closer.
pushed at him a bit.
Sweden
was
unmoving, and held tightly, as though his life depended on it.
frowned as he tried to get him off.
adjusted himself so that he was fully on top of Tino, using him like a large body pillow.
Tino
was
less than impressed with that, "Berwald... get off."
Sweden
was
a very heavy sleeper.
kneed him.
grunted, but didn't move or wake.
squirmed and tried to get out from under him.
wrapped his arms tighter around Tino, resting his head in the crook of his neck.
made a small sound at that, he wasn't very comfortable like this.
Sweden
was
comfortable enough for the both of them.
didn't think that was fair.
Sweden
thinks
it was plenty fair!
disagrees and is still trying to get out.
Sweden
thinks
it is a comfortable, relaxing massaging mattress~
huffs and bites his ear.
made a quiet, almost purring noise at the bite.
frowned at that reaction, how could that not wake him up.
might have liked it...
bit his ear again, harder.
moved a bit at that; that one hadn't felt as nice... He swatted at his ear, dreaming that it was some kind of badger.
smirked a bit before shoved him.
blinked blearily. "Hm?"
"you're on top of me..."
"Y're warm..." He mumbled, cuddling in to Tino.
frowned a bit, "you're hurting me..."
moved off of him a bit. "S'rry..."
nodded, glad he moved. "It's fine... you weren't actually hurting me, I just wanted you off me."
"Mm." He mumbled, returning to nuzzling Tino. He was warmer and more comfortable than a body pillow.
sighed a bit as he patted him on the shoulder.
frowned as he started waking up more. "Y' should prolly go feed Han' soon."
blinked and nodded, "ah yeah I should."
didn't particularly want to leave, though they would have to go back to Denmark to get their cars, then drive all of the way home...
Tino
was
not looking forward to that. He slowly started to get up, having to get out of his hold.
sat up, disappointed. He reached for the bedside table and pulled on his glasses, that didn't really do much for his actual vision.
went to clean up in the kitchen.
got dressed and made the bed before carrying their water glasses to the kitchen. He crept up behind Tino and kissed the top of his head.
smiled at that as he finished what he was doing. "So when do you want me to come move in?"
"Whenever you'd like." He answered casually, pulling the left overs from the fridge. He didn't want to leave them here to go bad.
blinked at that, "ah..." he didn't know what to say to that.
"How 'bout... After th' holidays?" He offered, thinking of when would be best.
nodded, "okay." That sounded like a good time.
put the food in to a bag, he'd force it on Tino once they got back to his car. He was already imagining all of the things to prepare for_
Tino in his house.
would refuse to take that. He put his coat and boots on after her'd gotten completely dressed and washed his face.
Sweden
thinks
that it is only fair that Tino take it, since he paid for it. He waited for Tino at the door with his keys in his hand. They hadn't even_
gone in the sauna, though it wasn't good to go in after drinking; so maybe some other time.
would miss his sauna at him after moving in with him...
wondered why he would miss it, when he had a sauna of his own that Tino was more than welcome to use...
liked his sauna at home.
Sweden
thinks
that they could remodel his Sauna so that it was closer to Tino's if it made him happier there...
would be just fine. He didn't mind at all.
wanted him to be comfortable, and feel at home, and if that meant modifying the sauna so be it.
would be perfectly fine. He knew he was going to be with him and that was enough.
opened the door and motioned for Tino to follow him out, eager to get home now that he had a list of things to do.
stepped outside, zipping his coat up.
locked the door carefully behind them before slipping on his gloves. "Ready?"
nods as he waited for him to lead the way.
shoved his hands in to his pocket, the bag of food hanging around his wrist as he started towards the train station.
followed after him contently, keeping a step behind him,
watched his breath swirl in the air as they neared the station. He quickly bought their tickets and went to wait in line.
followed him to the wait line. He leaned against him a bit and smiled.
smiled, albeit a bit tensely at the fact that there were more people out than there had been the previous night.
glanced up at him a bit curiously before he pulled back, shifting slightly. He didn't want to make Berwald feel uncomfortable.
gave him a small, sheepish smile, sighing to himself as he reached out to hold Tino's hand.
looked over at his hand paused before he lightly took it.
stiffened only a little when he heard a couple of teenage girls talking in their near vicinity. He sighed with relief when their train_
arrived, at least there they could sit in peace.
lightly squeezed his hand when he felt him stiffen. He smiled a bit. "We don't have to hold hands if you don't want to."
shook his head and tugged him towards the train. "'s okay."
followed him happily as he nodded.
gulped to himself as he led him towards their seats. He stood in the aisle and waited for Tino to take the window seat. He liked sitting_
near the aisle because it discouraged other people from sitting next to him, and would keep strangers from trying to chat up Tino.
took his seat and focused on the weird outside his window, he decided that maybe he should give Berwald some space.