/really bad panic attack today /as in completely can't breath an uncontrollably sobbing blah

*and

I request cheer up charms.

;A;

/sends as much chocolate as possible

/appreciates both

making an appointment to see my doctor soon because my anemia is technically cured as long as I keep taking the pills and there is no

apparent reason behind my abnormally common panic attacks

/cliiiinnngggsss

I swear if I get diagnosed with yet another medical issue I will rage. /huff huff /worry

anything triggered it?

Well we were doing the mile in PE today, and I run very slowly compared to everyone else, so then I freak out because of the grade

then before I can tell the annoying voice in my head to shut up, I start freaking out about panicking. And then it's just this big horrible

cycle of panic

/Mother is half and half between 'are you sure its not just your anemia' and 'you need to work out more' /sigh

dfjasdlkjf ;cats

snerk

pfft butt trumpet /amused

A+ Flamingo~

/also not sure what to do for musical, join crew/techies or audition as an actor

both sound amazing but bluh dlkjf;a

kind of

I'd probably start as like the person running around delivering coffee and sending messages and stuff

I'm not sure about all the details blah

"I'm scared to audition but I wanna be a part of it anyways." "Join crew!"

snerk niiiiice

I've attended a few of the set building days for the play too fft- they were fun

lots of painting and moving heavy pieces of wood

snerk oh my

our crew is from what I've seen, pretty damn awesome, my friend was their errand/slave for the play

it was hilarious

aww thats cooool~

Should've taken a picture~

fft go back in time and punch them in the face

by the by I was in the bookstore today

and I saw one of Stephen Kings newest books dodjf;lasjl;dsjf do want

yup that one~ /Stephen King fan aww yeah~