I normally would have anywhere from 0-1 cigarettes a day while there, but lately it's been climbing to 2-3 a day.

But my job is getting so stressful, it's hard not to just say fuck it and go have a smoke to get that nicotine high and make the day easier.

I think smoking is a terrible habit, and I'm so mad at myself for doing it, considering I scolded my mom for starting back up again...

...after she beat cancer, but when I'm constantly getting yelled at by customers or management, it's a temporary logical choice.

I don't get the urge to smoke when I'm at home. Hell, I don't even think about having one when I'm away from work, but it's like as soon....

...as I step foot on CVS property, I start getting twitchy and gotta have one before my day starts. It makes the day easier when it shouldnt

I used to be able to smoke and quit whenever I wanted. For a while, I smoked for a year straight and one day I decided to quit and did.

Never looked back either. But now since I'm up to 2-3 a day, it's getting harder and harder and soon I'm afraid it'll be too hard to quit.

Blah.

i wish i could offer advice but all i have are hugs and cute squishy cheeks.

Those will certainly help!

oh good! there are a few more in stock but hopefully UPS delivers on time...

I got same day delivery so they better or I am so gonna call and complain!