sits outside his house with Mr. Puffin and Eya, his knees pulled up under his chin and glaring at the ground.
can't stop thinking about them...
can't stop thinking about how upset he was.
Søren
wants
to make it up to him... desperately...
doesn't see how he can.
doesn't know either... but... he missed them. Terribly.
missed him too.... though he was still really mad at him.
knew he was mad, which was why he hadn't visited him again...
Ari
was
glad that he didn't. He'd probably just get even more mad.
doesn't want the other to get more mad at him... He was tempted to call him, but didn't think he could keep a conversation going.
didn't think he could either....
... could write him a letter...
....doesn't see how that would help.
could at least talk to him then... and it'd give the other time to think before responding. It just avoids instant answers and stuff...
doesn't like waiting for answers, though....
Søren
thinks
it's better than talking on the phone... and he was too mad too see him...
might agree even if he just gets frustrated.
could just wait until the other wasn't mad at him any more... even though it's been eating him up inside..
takes a very long time to not be mad at someone once mad.
doesn't blame him. But... he still felt like he was being eaten away.
felt the same which only made him more mad.
Søren
is
ready to talk to Ari, whenever he was ready to talk to him..
Ari
was
as ready as he'd ever be.
Søren
wonders
if he really was... because he could wait...
would be as mad at him later as he was now.
Søren
wonders
where he should meet him then...
wasn't going to go out of his way to meet him anywhere.
Søren
will
go to his house then?
would still be mad but thinks that would be best.
quietly walks over to his house then, his head down.
frowns when he notices him and rolls his eyes.
steps a bit closer towards him, before stopping and raises his head a bit.
pets Mr. Puffin as the puffin growled at Soren.
Eya shifts closer to Ari, though not shaking.
pets her as well.
fidgets a bit with his hands in his pockets. "H-hej.."
growls and looks a different way.
frowns and lowers his head again. "I'm sorry, Ari... I really am..." He couldn't look at him.
growls. "You could have killed me."
nods. "But... I didn't..."
scowls. "That doesn't matter!! I told you I would leave if you hurt me again!"
frowns and closes his eyes a bit. "I-I know..." He didn't want to believe him though.
huffs. "So leave me alone..."
frowns more. "Ye... ye really want to leave me...?"
pulls his knees closer. "I told you I would...."
hesitates before slowly walking closer.
starts to wiggle away.
stops and just kneels down in front of him, still keeping his head down. "Ari..."
glances at him and growls. "I'm not going to let you hurt Eya or I."
nods. "I know... but please... Ari..." He bit his lip a bit. "P-please don't leave..."
looks away. "Idiot..."
just stays there. "I-I'll be better this time..."
fidgets. "You said that last time...."
nods. "I mean it this time... I'll not hold things in... for yer protection... and Eya's..."
sighs. "How am I supposed to believe that?"
shrugs. He didn't know...
grumbles. "Idiot..."
nods. "Please don't leave..." That was all he could think of right now.
growls under his breath.
just sits there and fidgets.
glances at him from the corner of his eye before looking away. Mr. Puffin keeps growling.
frowns at hearing Mr. Puffin. Eya looked over and shifted a bit, trying to get over to him.
picks Eya up and holds her close.
Eya chirps and keeps trying to get closer to Søren.
frowns and holds her tight.
Eya chirps louder, and Søren looks up faintly to frown at her. "It's fine, Eya... ye're okay..."
pets her. "I'm not going to let you put her at risk again...."
frowns a little more. "Will... will I ever get her back...?"
growls. "I don't know..."
lowers his head and closes his eyes. "I want ye both back..."
frowns. "You should have thought of that before...."
nods. "I know I should have... but..." He couldn't help it..
rolls his eyes and looks away.
Eya still tried to get free and go to Søren. She wasn't use to seeing him like this.
holds her tight, not wanting her to go to him.
Eya wanted to though. She looked up at Ari with sad eyes.
frowns and hugs her.
Eya squirms a bit. She liked Ari and all, but she still wanted to see Søren.
blinks quickly, starting to cry.
frowns and looks up a bit. "Ari...?" Eya frowned and looked up to him as well.
quickly wipes at his eyes. "L-leave me alone...."
hesitates before slowly shifting closer.
shifts away.
... holds out his arms slowly.
growls. "Nei."
frowns. "Please...?"
shakes his head and closes his eyes. "L-leave me alone..."
frowns and brings his arms back, not moving away though. It hurt so much to see Ari like this.
starts crying more.
won't be able to sit here much longer if Ari kept crying..
tries to stop. He hated crying in front of others...
can't stand it anymore. He leaned forward to wrap his arms around Ari.
cries more and tries to push him away.
won't allow that. He couldn't stand him crying, and he needed the comfort himself. He just closed his eyes and buried his head against.
the others a little/
sobs faintly and gives up fighting it. He wasn't happy that the other was hugging him but he did like the comfort...
sniffed a bit before rubbing his back lightly, trying to calm him.
leans into him, unable to resist.
still feels terrible... but had to admit that this was comforting.
buries his face in his shoulder.
sniffles a little more but holds him closer, and continues to rub his back.
punches his side lightly. "St-stupid idiot..."
makes a small sound at that and nods. "I know..."
cries louder. "Stupid!"
frowns but keeps holding him.
clings to him as he cries.
sways a little back and forth, trying to calm him down more.
just cries, unable to stop.
keeps trying to calm him, rubbing his back and keeping him close.
whimpers. "S-such an idiot..."
nods at that. There was no way he could deny it... He just stayed quiet.
growls. "You knew I would leave..."
frowns and holds him tighter, burying his head against him a bit.
"Y-you could have killed me..."
nods faintly. "I-I know... and I feel terrible for that... I'd not know what to do with myself after... I don't even want to think about it.
growls. "Idiot..."
takes a deep breath. "Will ye.. give me another chance...?" He knew he was asking for a lot.
sighs. "I... I said I would leave...."
makes a small noise and hods him tighter. He didn't want to believe him...
frowns. "I said I would..."
Søren
feels
his breath hitch in his throat and just shakes his head a bit. "I-I'm more t-than an idiot..." He mumbled to himself.
fidgets. "If you do it again, I'll leave..."
makes another sound and looks a bit at him. "Ye mean... ye're not leavin'...?"
huffs. "Idiot..."
hugs him, almost too tightly.
grumbles. "You're an idiot..."
nods. "I know, I know... ye've said it enough.."
"You don't act like you know it..."
shrugs. "I try not to believe it...?"
sighs. "I'm still mad at you..."
nods a little and loosens his hold on him. "... Would ye be less mad if I made some danishes?"
growls. "I'm not an idiot..." Though he did like danishes....
smiles ever so faintly. "I know ye aren't. Only one of us can be one..." He slowly got up though, holding his hand out for the other.
doesn't take his hand and stands up on his own, holding Eya close.
frowns a bit but understands. He just made his way towards the others house.
Mr. Puffin keeps growling at him as he follows him. Ari pets Eya.
makes sure to make no sudden movements towards Ari. He just went right to the kitchen and started taking out what he needed.
sits down at the table and cuddles with the puffins.
Eya stays close to him but watches Søren. He just went to making some danishes for them.
pets her to try and comfort her.
Eya leans into him, glad for the comfort. She was feeling a bit better seeing Søren around now.
frowns and keeps petting her.
puts the danishes on a tray and puts them in the oven, watching them once the oven was closed.
looks away and keeps frowning.
just watched them, trying to think of something to say, but nothing came to mind...
pets Eya and glares at a wall.
takes the danishes out soon after, and decorates them a bit. He wanted to make them special..
doesn't see how decorated danish would help...
doesn't think it'll help... but it doesn't hurt to try. He turns around and puts the plate on the table. He formed the danishes to make
little hearts. Cheesy... but he figured it showed some effort.
glances at the danishes.......
fidgets and steps back.
rolls his eyes before starting to eat one.
Søren
hopes
he liked them... He added a little extra icing sugar, so he hoped they weren't too sweet...
Ari
likes
sweet things and does notice that they are sweeter.
Søren
is
glad then. They were all for him after all.
still is mad at him...
knew that, which is why he's not doing anything now. He just went to quietly clean up.
glances at him as he eats.
just continued to quietly clean. He finished up by washing the counter.
watches him.
just stared out the window afterwards.
rolls his eyes and starts to eat another.
Søren
is
glad the other is eating...
glances at him moodily.
slowly looks back to him.
looks away.
frowns and steps a bit closer. "Can I have Eya back...?"
frowns and holds Eya close. "I don't know..."
frowns but nods. "What do I have to do to get her back...?" Eya shifted closer to Ari.
looks away. "I don't know..."
nods a little and sits at the table, a little away from him though.
finishes his danish and glances at Eya.
Eya chirps quietly but is looking at Søren.
frowns and pets her.
Eya tries to go towards Søren..
frowns more but lets her go.
looks over, watching her. Eya slowly hopped forward, chirping cautiously.
glares at a wall.
holds out a hand, and lets Eya come to him. But she doesn't, she just hops back to Ari.
glances at Eya and pauses before petting her, glad that she walked back to him.
frowns and pulls his hand back. "I guess she's found someone else to take care of her..." He said slightly sadly.
huffs faintly. "No need to be dramatic..."
shrugs. "She's too scared to come to me... I think I've traumatized her..."
holds her close.
puts his hands in his lap and just looks down.
pets her, glancing at him.
just kept his head down. He felt a little rejected.
Ari
thinks
he kind of deserved it....
knows he did. He just hated it... it reminded him of the past.
Ari
thinks
it should since that's why most of them left him.
... is starting to think it wasn't such a good idea to come here.
doesn't see how it was a bad thing... He was still mad, but he hadn't left him.
Søren
was
so thankful for that. He wouldn't have known what to do if he was alone again.
keeps petting Eya. He didn't know what he'd have done either.
handled being alone for those years in the past, but after getting so close to Ari now... it was unthinkable of what he would do.
liked being his own country and being independent but he really did like being around him...
wouldn't dare ask for the other to give any of that up now... which was a main reason he hadn't asked him to move into his house...
thought the same which is why he hadn't brought up moving in. Now he's even more glad he didn't....
liked visiting Ari anyways. His house was a nice break from his own... especially when it was a mess.
had a messier house...
Søren
thinks
it's a different kind of messy at least... regardless, it was a change of scenery.
doesn't see how there is more than one type of messy...
had more of a destroyed messy house at this moment.
would have to agree that is a different type of messy. He didn't make a habit of destroying his own stuff..."
Søren
will
clean up his house once he can... And might actually clean up more than what he destroyed.
would hope so...
... could even clean Ari's house a bit if he wanted...
doesn't want him to.
Søren
will
leave it as an open invitation for future use...
might let him in the future....
Søren
will
just try to be good in the mean time..
would get a little happier if he tried to be good.
would try, very hard... He wanted to do right now. And make it up to Ari...
would like if he made it up to him...
Søren
wonders
what he has to do to make it up to him..
doesn't even know...
would do anything the other asked..
doesn't want to ask him to do anything.
Søren
will
do anything he says.
knows he will...
can just wait until the other thinks of something...
would feel bad asking him to do something...
Søren
thinks
that doing anything for the other will help him slowly stop being mad at him..
Ari
thinks
he'll be less mad if the other just went back to normal and gave him time to cool off.
Søren
will
leave then. It might take him some time to go back to being fully normal though.
Ari
thinks
that might be best....
raises his head a little bit, still fidgeting before pushing out of his seat and getting up.
glances over at him, raising an eyebrow.
starts walking out. "If ye need to contact me, send me a text... I might not be home."
watches. "You won't be?"
shrugs. "I might, I might not. So it's best to text me."
had been trying to ask where he'd be without being nosy. He just nods.
didn't want to tell him.
wanted to know.
might tell him when he's not mad.
Ari
wants
to know now.
doesn't want to tell him...
grumbles to himself and looks away.
looks at him before sighing and leaving.
huffs. He was supposed to be the one who was mad and upset...
wasn't mad or upset at all... He just didn't want to say anything that might upset him more.
assumed he was.
Søren
was
only upset at himself for doing everything to Ari and Eya...
thought the other was sighing because he was mad at him.
wasn't at all. It was his fault for everything, he had no reason to be mad at the other.
grumbles quietly to himself.
Søren
feels
bad for just leaving like that... but he didn't think he could do any better.
might just be more upset at how he left.
can't seem to do anything right lately...
Ari
was
upset anyways...
Søren
will
try to make it up to him in the future.
knows he will...
really loves Ari... and wants to make it up to him..
Ari
loves
him too...
Søren
is
glad he does... that's what helps him change for the better.
just wishes the other wasn't so much of an idiot....
couldn't help it... no one had been able to change him when he was a kid, so he grew up like that.
knows it's too much to ask him to change and he does like parts of him being an idiot...
doesn't like it most of the time... but he also doesn't realize it most of the time.
didn't really think of him as an idiot... he was just used to calling him that.
would like to know that... when they were both on better terms of course.
assumed the other knew it but might tell him...
felt better knowing that he could actually hear it, and not just think it..
wouldn't tell him anytime soon, though.
didn't expect him to.
still wants to know where he is going...
just... might be taking a walk.
might be a little worried about him...
doesn't think the other should worry. He'd be fine.
worried about him a lot...
doesn't like that fact... worrying could lead to stress or sickness...
Ari
was
sick often enough as it was...
didn't want Ari to get sick because of him.
wouldn't get sick because of him...
Søren
hopes
not... he'd feel bad.
won't get sick.
Søren
is
glad then.
would still worry about him, though.
doesn't want him to, he would be fine.
won't ever stop worrying about him.
Søren
is
kind of thankful for that...
Ari
thinks
he had better do less to make him worry, though....
Søren
wonders
what he does that makes the other worry.
doesn't like when the other destroys his house, for one thing.
Søren
will
try very hard to stop that..
would appreciate that...
Søren
wonders
if there was anything else he could help on..
Ari
wishes
he had less mood swings...
can... try to fix that...
Ari
hopes
he can...
doesn't want to hurt Ari ever again.
would really leave him if he did...
knew that, which is why he'd warn Ari to stay away for a while if he started feeling like that again...
would only spend more time with him to try and calm him down.
wouldn't want to risk hurting him if he was around though..
knows that if he can calm him down the other wouldn't hurt him.
Søren
thinks
that would work then..
Ari
hopes
it does...
won't know until they try it.
just really hopes the other will calm down some...
Søren
has
for sure, for now. He was all out of rage....
knows that but now he's the one who's upset.
still wants to make it up to him..
really hopes he does...
would do anything for him...
would get embarrassed if he knew that...
probably won't tell the other then.
would get embarrassed but feel better...
... will tell it to him later then. Maybe when they next meet.
might like that...
Søren
will
make sure to do it then...
would like that... even if he did get embarrassed.
liked when the other was embarrassed...
didn't like it.
knew that, which is why he tried not to do it often.
might like it at times, though...
would try to only do it when they were at home together.
would like that much better....
... would still embarrass him in public for his own amusement.
would get mad at him.
wouldn't embarrass him totally~
still would probably at least pout.
doesn't mind that.
knows he doesn't.
Søren
thinks
he's cute like that..
doesn't see what's so cute.
Søren
thinks
he is.
doesn't agree....
knew he wouldn't... but still liked it.
kind of secretly likes it when the other embarrasses him...
doesn't know that, but he liked doing it regardless.
might tell him sometime....maybe...
would like that if he did.
might...
Søren
will
wait then.
knows he'll be waiting a long time, then...
didn't mind, he knew they'd still be together....
hoped they would...
doesn't want to be alone again..
doesn't want to either...
Søren
will
give it his all to keep together with him then.
would appreciate that...
knows that Ari means everything to him...
didn't know that...
knows it probably doesn't seem like it right now. But it was the truth... Ari, Eya, and his axe were the most important things to him.
might be concerned that the axe was one of those.....
doesn't think he should be, he just cherished it from old times.
didn't exactly see why he was so attached to it.
figures it's the one thing he's had throughout time... it was the one thing that didn't leave him.
......doesn't think an axe really counts...
Søren
thinks
it does. It's helped him killed, conquer, and many more. It was an important part of history, like himself.
doesn't think the axe really had a say in that so it shouldn't count as something that hadn't left him.
... figures it still means something. So he takes care of it.
didn't like his axe...
wondered why...?
only had bad memories of it.
didn't mean to make them bad... he thought he was doing right back then. ... More or less.
didn't see how he could think it was right.
wasn't exactly in a good mental state back in the past...
noticed...
doesn't consider his axe more important than Ari though.
Ari
is
glad for that...
Søren
will
probably visit Ari in the next few days...
might like that even if he won't act like it.
just wants to give them both a bit more time to calm down.
misses him...
misses him too... but would let him be alone, and enjoy the danishes.
did like the danishes...
wondered if he wanted him to make them in the shapes of hearts more often..
......might... but getting him to admit it would be near impossible.
figured as much, but he'd still try.
pokes at a danish... it was cute...
had tried to make them sweeter just for him, though... not too sweet. He didn't want Ari getting a cavity...
wouldn't get a cavity...
just wanted to be on the safe side..
wasn't a kid.
knew that, but he still wanted to be on the safe side..
didn't need the other to worry about his dental health.
worries about him regardless.
still thinks that's a strange thing to worry about...
doesn't care... he worries about everything.