I don't like getting angry

I should force myself to do something that will distract me

maybe I'll browse pixiv and I'll go to bed earlier and read

I don't understand why when it hits me, this mood lasts for days

it's like I can just wait for it to fade away

ugh

I feel terrible

I'm not even sad, it's just a very negative feeling

I'd love to read fanfiction right now but there's never good fanfiction of what I like and even if it exists it's super rare and I've a

lready read it

/whines