what happened?

oh unnie.. my soowon heart just broke. lmao.

heechul siwon and donghae are highly suspected to be dating because of their awkwardness

in SH when Kyu pointed out that some members are dating

and well there are a lot of commenters in Allkpop which says Stella and Siwon are seeing each othe

or that siwon's gf is a nonshowbiz person. so yeah

idk after that everywhere i go i see stella x siwon .@.@

and in a pic in stella's tweet she bought a couple bear. T^T

so yeah i finally admit defeat and that fine. Siwon and Stella are official. /T^T

but of course i still want SooWon to be real. T^T

oh my you're ol

strong heart episode?! omg

gimme a link

allkpop. hold on

well if WonTella are real, then I'll start rooting for Teukyoung and HyukYoung prolly

www.allkpop.com/2011/08/...

well btw i updated UL in LJ already

wae u no root for kyuyoung? D: teukyoung are too old for each other and hyuk has hyo

i dont laike kyu

tbh my kyuyoung heart is dead already.

haha but we have to be real... hehe

aigoo... i think sooyoungie will never had a boyfriend from all of them

i'll start to ship them if they are really dating one day. lmao

i will tell you something

a while ago, while i was taking a bath, i had a really sad thought

lol. kinda. sort of . i guess you might be right. T^T

hmmm?o.o

i dunno why but it just came across my mind lke a premonition

i hope it will not come true

in the premonition, sooyoungie died

O_O noo..OMG WHUT

it's an accident or something

WHUT

i dunno but i was crying

Please no

at what age? T^T

the next thing i know i just cant get out of the bathroom because im crying so hard

YOUR PREMONITION COME TRUE?!

i am not sure

HAZ IT EVER COME TRUE?

ur premonitions/thoughts

but it's like, the end of snsd will be her death

huh? O_O

it means, snsd is still active

and then she dies

and then nobody in snsd wants to continue anymore]

unnie dont scare me. T^T

i don't think it's a premonition, it's just a thought

i dontwant it to happen too

please god no

T^T

the last thing i want is for an idols to die

especially sooyoung

they were supposed to have a concert and then it was postponed because of it

i actually want to make it into a fic

NO

so as to put away the thoughts

but i want to read it. o.o lol.

well, if i make it into a fic, the thoughts won't come back

kinda wanna maybe wanna read it

it's more of a series of drabbles

okay. write then. T^T this is like unexpected destiny all over again but for real

unexpected destiny is cute because sooyoung is still alive and tlaking there

but in the one-shot i will write, if i don't get lazy, she's just lying on the coffin

and everybody cries

omg. that's. not. i don't.

i will make you cry he he he

yeah knw i've always had a thought of what might happen if i die, or if i got kidnap and stuffs

OMG DONT UNNIE. T^T my fragile heart i have had enough of emotions today thanks to that wontella thing

but i will not write it today

maybe tomorrow

but TBH i would prefer wontella over sifany. lmao lmao.

write it todayyyyyyyyyy

i will go home before 1 anyway

nuuu

tomorrow morning, i will post it

but i still have to post the soohae i promised to ken

so maybe some other time

haha

unnie do you watch One Litre of Tears?

nope

i dont watch korean dramas hehe

its a jdrama

it's really famous, you no watch it? D:

it's the BEST angsty Jdrama ever. I cry in each episodes i watch

and it's base on real life as well

wow, on every episode? what's the plot

it's base on the real life of Aya who suffered from a disease

which will make you paralyze slowly in each body part

she starts by not being able to walk, and then talk, and then move, and she keeps a diary of it until she finally couldn't write anymore

the story is mainly on her determination to live and how she's always so positive...but it's really sad

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1_...

this is the original wikipedia entry of her diary

and this is the tv series:en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1_...

reading...

watch the fanmade trailer here 1 Litre of Tears trailer

how many episodes does it have?

11 + sp =12?

lol just watching the trailer made me cried

ooh

cause i recalled back the times when I watch it and gosh it's really sad

there is also the movie..so if you wanna watch the drama then make sure u click correctly.haha

anyway unnie i think i shall sleep now. ^^

Goodnights

okay. i'll go home now too

UNnie. what if the one who took the SY backstage pic is one of the SNSD girls? xD

(since you said lucky bastard) LMAO

Anyway unnie im still waiting for that angsty sy drabs you wanted to write. XD