they have been here for me all these years even if i complained or whined they are better than my real friends

there are some people i regret losing contact with but still i miss them

but the internet showed me there are nicer people than the ones i meet in real life and not everyone is against me

because in real life most everyone hates me and says i should die because i'm an annoying faggot even if we've never talked

it just makes me sadder and i have contemplated suicide before because i'm bullied every day for no reason