I've been spending the evening compiling photos for the funeral and talking to friends. I feel like my heart has been ripped out...

I wish I knew why he did this, I don't understand it at all.

Thanks Oakley I just wanted to update everyone as to where I've been. :/ I'm so sick to my stomach.

so sorry. that's especially hard to understand and deal with.

thank you guys so much. never in a million years did i think i'd been spending hours going through years of pictures to put in his funeral.

of all people...why...

I'm so sorry for your loss