To stay (challenge) or go (admit it's not for me). dammit these crossroads. oh well, time to make a move soon. good thing im still ok.

ano sabi sa bullsession?

attitude. Im doing the work but my attitude is still not passsionate. That in itself says a lot.

so my performance doesnt seem to be above standard

performance of course is affected

Wow ah. Good thing you're still ok. Everything will fall into place!

chasmalim: It was so sudden and expected i had a hard time getting out of the conference room after. Almost cried too.

Just held it in and thought happy thoughts. It also confirmed that my place isn't here anymore at least.