Kiku
2011-07-02T09:34:44.000Z
[AUCont.] It had been a long time since he had a dream. Kiku woke with a sharp gasp and he sat up in his bed, breathing heavily.
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2011-07-02T09:36:06.000Z
Glancing around his cell, he found no one and he released a sigh of relief, raking his fingers through his hair. The dream didn't make much
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2011-07-02T09:36:55.000Z
sense to him - a whole kaleidoscopic mess of blurred colours and shapes, and the occasional unfamiliar face popping here and there. And
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2011-07-02T09:38:12.000Z
sakura. He laughed softly to himself. Was his time coming too soon..? He reached over and picked up Grimm shakily, hoping some reading would
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2011-07-02T09:43:23.000Z
calm him down a little. When mealtimes occurred during the day, he didn't touch any of his food. He just couldn't eat. Nothing seemed to
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2011-07-02T09:43:37.000Z
stave off the sense of dread he was feeling then.
Kiku
2011-07-02T09:43:52.000Z
(( For Ludwig <3 ))
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2011-07-02T10:03:39.000Z
had been promoted to another place, much to his chagrin and he was unable to contact the one person he cared about. It was only after a
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2011-07-02T10:04:22.000Z
month that he could write a letter... Even though he was unsure if it was ever reaching the other. Kiku had to face his successor, who was
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2011-07-02T10:04:55.000Z
not as caring as he was, but he didn't know about that. He never finished the letter though because he got ambushed and ended up in a
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hospital. His brother found his letter and handed it over when all the captives were freed. It expressed Ludwig's regret that he was unable
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2011-07-02T10:06:42.000Z
to admit his feelings.
Germany
2011-07-02T10:07:01.000Z
(( and I am sorry, but this is what I imagine would happen... and I even downtoned it. orz ))
Kiku
2011-07-02T10:17:06.000Z
(( ;w; It's fine <3 I'm just wondering with the fact that if Kiku, where will he go? Deported back to Japan? ))
Kiku
2011-07-02T10:25:32.000Z
He didn't know how long time had passed but he had learned to not look longingly towards the door, hoping to see that familiar face again.
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2011-07-02T10:27:04.000Z
Another officer was placed in charge of him and since then, Kiku was convinced that Ludwig was in trouble and he was being punished for it.
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2011-07-02T10:28:22.000Z
He felt guilty and as such, he refused to speak, much to the new officer's annoyance and the man had resorted to violence to force him to
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2011-07-02T10:29:15.000Z
talk. Unlike Ludwig, this man had no idea how ridiculously stubborn Kiku could be and after thoroughly beating him, the man walked off in a
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2011-07-02T10:31:54.000Z
huff when Kiku simply glared at him, seemingly unruffled. It became cyclical, these hard interrogations and due to his stubborness, Kiku was
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2011-07-02T10:32:51.000Z
back to being chained up. But Kiku resolutely thought to himself that this was *nothing* compared to what Ludwig must be going through. So
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2011-07-02T10:34:15.000Z
he grit his teeth and went along with it. Until he was suddenly freed. At a loss, Kiku was suprised that a letter had been handed to him by
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2011-07-02T10:35:28.000Z
an unfamiliar man who spoke broken Japanese. He accepted it and read it. And at that moment, everything fell apart.
Germany
2011-07-02T10:39:37.000Z
(( I dunno, maybe he would go an look for him in the hospital? ))
Kiku
2011-07-02T10:41:28.000Z
(( Ah alright. That should be good. By the way, why were the POWs released? The fighting is over is it? /just making sure ))
Germany
2011-07-02T12:56:11.000Z
(( yes, the fightng is over and everything is resolved. Sorry for the slow anseers, i'm in the city atm. ))
Germany
2011-07-02T12:57:24.000Z
stares at the pristine white roof of the room he is in. He had had a few visitors already, but they still hadn't managed to quench the feel
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2011-07-02T12:58:27.000Z
of having lost something vital to him. He wondered if his letter had been burnt in that attack that had almost killed him and wondered if
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2011-07-02T12:59:21.000Z
he'd prefer that over somebody finding it and exposing his feelings to the world... Ah, it would have been better if he died then.
Kiku
2011-07-02T13:03:12.000Z
(( no problem! please take your time! ;o; ))
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2011-07-02T13:06:45.000Z
It was uncharacteristic of him to be so demanding and forceful but Kiku had acted without even realising it as he forced the man who had
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2011-07-02T13:07:33.000Z
given him the letter to him where Ludwig was. It had been too long, far too long. Kiku couldn't read the text properly, seeing how crumpled
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it was but that didn't matter. What mattered was Ludwig was out there and safe. The man looked taken aback and he had refused but after Kiku
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demanded heatedly and gravely, it was only then did he agreed to take him to him. But where he led him surprised Kiku greatly because of all
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2011-07-02T13:10:34.000Z
places, he had not expected to be led to a hospital.
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2011-07-02T14:11:29.000Z
His conditon was stable... But he had lost a leg, bbecause a wound had gotten infected and it was either the leg or his life... A decision
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2011-07-02T14:12:24.000Z
that he could make quite easily. Sometimes though it felt like he could still feel his toe wiggling... Even if it wasn't there anymore.
Germany
2011-07-02T14:13:33.000Z
"You've got a visitor," the nurse said when he had tried to move his non-existant foot. He blinked and asked, "Is it my brother?"
Germany
2011-07-02T14:14:23.000Z
"yeah, it's me," the visitor said. "but I'm only the guide. And I don't have much time either."
Kiku
2011-07-02T14:18:45.000Z
The man steps through into the ward, speaking German it seems but Kiku wasn't really interested in that. What he was really paying much
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2011-07-02T14:19:49.000Z
attention to is the voice which spoke after that - that rich, deep comforting quality which he had been longing for in his dreams. He stops,
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2011-07-02T14:20:33.000Z
frozen behind door, his heart pounding against his chest as he feared what sort of sight he would be presented with once he enters. His
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2011-07-02T14:21:17.000Z
guide popped his head out and he signaled him to come in. After taking a deep breath, Kiku braced himself and finally stepped through.
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2011-07-02T14:30:25.000Z
tilts his head a little to see who had accompanied his brother just to see the man he had least expected peak his head in. "Kiku!" he
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exclaimed, suddenly more excited than before. "What are you doing here?"
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on the other hand looked terribly distraught. Ludwig was in a bed, looking a little ashen, his blue eyes tired but there was excitement in
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them. He wets his lips as he took a few more wobbly steps closer to the bed. "Ruuduwi..I..I've been set free. The fighting..it's over."
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2011-07-02T14:45:05.000Z
raises his hand for the other's. "I know. I've been told I've been in the last fight fought."
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2011-07-02T14:45:25.000Z
"Ah, if you don't need me, I'll be leaving now," Ludwig's brother said, already retreating.
Kiku
2011-07-02T15:49:34.000Z
simply gives a short bow of thanks to the man as he leaves, closing the door behind him before he turns back to Ludwig, standing awkwardly
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2011-07-02T15:50:44.000Z
near the bed. He bites his lip as he tries his best to hold back the swell of emotion that was rising up within him.
Germany
2011-07-02T16:13:57.000Z
"How are you... Are you alright?" he asked, lowering his hand again as the other seemed to be reluctant to take it.
Kiku
2011-07-02T17:15:23.000Z
His bottom lip quivered. "You..you didn't..you just..why?" his voice cracked towards the end, making him swallow thickly.
Germany
2011-07-02T17:17:06.000Z
feels his rather cheerful expression fall, the joy over the other being there being washed away by the guilt of not keeping my promise.
Germany
2011-07-02T17:17:49.000Z
"There was no time," he mumbled, folding his fingers on his stomach. "I wanted to write you a letter, explaining myself... I had no time to
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send it."
Kiku
2011-07-02T17:27:26.000Z
"I thought you were.." Kiku's vision became blurry, his eyes stinging as he hiccuped. "All this time, I really thought you were-!"
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2011-07-05T14:13:15.000Z
raises his hand to brush away the tears that threatened to roll down the other's cheeks. "I'm alive. Not in one piece, but alive."
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2011-07-05T18:55:21.000Z
Not in one piece..? Kiku flinched at the gentle touch and he swallowed back his sobs, his hands shakily reaching up to hold Ludwig's hand.
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2011-07-05T18:57:29.000Z
He closed his eyes and clung onto the familiar warmth. He wanted to ask what Ludwig meant by his words but he dared not to.
Germany
2011-07-05T18:58:37.000Z
"Are you alright? How have they been to you?" he asked, knowing that he probably had a hard time, too. He squeezed the other's hand back,
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2011-07-05T18:58:45.000Z
reassuring him of his presence.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:07:34.000Z
simply shook his head. He was unable to speak due to how constricted his throat had felt then. He couldn't tell Ludwig how agonising it had
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:08:17.000Z
been with the new officer. He was a prisoner after all. Torture was inevitable.
Germany
2011-07-05T19:10:10.000Z
feels his face fall. "Sit down, please, will you?" he asked, patting the side of his bed.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:14:06.000Z
opens his eyes and he looks at the spot Ludwig had patted on his bed, hesitating. "Is..is it really alright..?" he asked thickly.
Germany
2011-07-05T19:16:49.000Z
nods happily. "Yes, please," he says, tugging gently.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:23:22.000Z
complies and he seats himself, a little shyly, next to Ludwig. He feels his cheeks warm as he realises this is the first time they are so
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2011-07-05T19:24:54.000Z
close to each other in a long time. He stares at their hands, squeezing it.
Germany
2011-07-05T19:30:53.000Z
"I have lost a leg," he says. "And a few other things, like the skin on my fingers and... well. This," he said and pointed to the scar on
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2011-07-05T19:31:01.000Z
the side of his face, where he was burnt.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:35:05.000Z
forces himself to look and it took almost all of his willpower to not throw aside his sense of self-discipline and just sob like a child.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:35:39.000Z
"How..? What happened?" he asked quietly.
Germany
2011-07-05T19:37:04.000Z
"A bomb hit the camp close to where I was, everything caught fire. My... right side was so badly burnt and my leg got infected, so they had
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2011-07-05T19:37:24.000Z
to take it off," he explained calmly, feeling how the hold on his hand tightened.
Kiku
2011-07-05T19:50:06.000Z
"Oh god..I'm sorry..Ruuduwiggu-san..I truly am.." he whispered as he pressed his forehead against the man's shoulder. "Please forgive me.."
Germany
2011-07-05T19:51:21.000Z
snorts softly. "It's not your fault, don't worry about it," he said, hugging the other loosely as Kiku started crying against his shoulder.
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2011-07-05T19:54:47.000Z
He knows it wasn't his fault but he couldn't help feel guilty for this happening. He squeezes Ludwig's hand tightly and allows himself to be
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2011-07-05T19:56:11.000Z
held close, a string of inaudible apologies tumbling past his lips.
Germany
2011-07-05T19:57:59.000Z
hushes the other, not wanting to hear his apologies and waits patiently until he has stopped crying, all the while holding him close to his
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2011-07-05T19:58:08.000Z
chest, even when he was already soaked with tears.
Kiku
2011-07-05T20:03:40.000Z
"Sorry.." he apologises one last time after he's calmed down, sniffling as he pats the front of Ludwig's hospital gown which was now wet.
Germany
2011-07-05T20:04:50.000Z
"It's okay... do you feel better now?" he asked, shifting a little so that he was more upright.
Kiku
2011-07-05T20:05:43.000Z
"I've made a mess..please excuse me for acting out of line, Ruuduwiggu-san.." he mumbled before he nods slowly. "I can't say I'm better but
Kiku
2011-07-05T20:05:54.000Z
I think I can control myself now.."
Germany
2011-07-05T20:07:09.000Z
shakes his head. "Don't worry about it, I don't mind about a small wet patch," he smiled. "It made me furious when I first found out, but I
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2011-07-05T20:07:28.000Z
preferred that they took off the leg, because otherwise it would have been my death."
Kiku
2011-07-05T20:14:47.000Z
looks at the slight dip in the duvet, indicating where the stump of Ludwig's amputated leg was. "How long..has it been?"
Germany
2011-07-05T20:17:03.000Z
"A month? A bit longer? I don't know... I've been trying to move my leg, even though it's not there anymore," he explained with a sheepish
Kiku
2011-07-05T20:58:59.000Z
'Shortly after he stopped appe-no, after he had been transferred..' Kiku deduced. He brushed his thumb across the back of the man's hand.
Germany
2011-07-05T21:00:58.000Z
smile.* ))
Germany
2011-07-05T21:01:27.000Z
smiles sheepishly. "I feel a bit stupid for doing this..."
Kiku
2011-07-05T21:09:55.000Z
smiles wryly. "No, I think it's reasonable. Although I am amazed with how calm you are. I would probably still be upset if I was in your
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2011-07-05T21:10:55.000Z
position, Ruuduwiggu-san.."
Germany
2011-07-05T21:14:19.000Z
shrugs it off. "I treasure my life... If it means giving a leg, I don't mind. That way...that way I could meet you again," he adds silently.
Kiku
2011-07-05T21:37:55.000Z
catches the hushed words and he blushes lightly. "Hm. It's not the end of the world after all..how long will you be staying here?"
Germany
2011-07-06T08:17:21.000Z
shrugs softly. "Until they decide that my wounds have healed enough... Then they will send me to relearn walking, too... It shouldn't be too
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2011-07-06T08:17:28.000Z
long," he explained.
Kiku
2011-07-06T19:51:51.000Z
"Relearn..?" Kiku turns to look at the leg, a little bewildered. "How..?"
Germany
2011-07-06T19:54:17.000Z
"I need a pair of crutches, I will need to re-coordinate my muscles, but it will work fine," he gives back, patting the stump.
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:07:06.000Z
watches the leg warily as he thinks the words over befire nodding slowly. "Is there anything I can do to help, Ruuduwiggu-san?" he asked
Germany
2011-07-06T20:11:34.000Z
"You can... stay by my side," he mumbled. "If you've got time, that is."
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:12:10.000Z
earnestly, thinking this way something he must do as a payback for the man's kindness.
Germany
2011-07-06T20:15:22.000Z
(( sabldsl. sorry. ))
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:15:47.000Z
(( sorry for the delay in replies. on train atm ))
Germany
2011-07-06T20:16:25.000Z
(( no problem, but I thought you had ended, so I wrote something quick. ^^;; ))
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:26:10.000Z
(( stupid connections ;x; sorry i haven't been active as of late, been busy ;n; ))
Germany
2011-07-06T20:26:46.000Z
(( I know, since you've been moving around, it's okay. You're excused. ))
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:57:25.000Z
(( ;w; ))
Kiku
2011-07-06T20:58:30.000Z
blinks, a little taken aback by such a request but he smiles widely at this. "Of course."
Germany
2011-07-06T21:00:53.000Z
smiles almost shyly. "Maybe... we can stay together longer than I thought..."
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:06:54.000Z
nods at this, the smile unwavering on his lips. "Perhaps..if you do not mind it, perhaps..I can stay by your side for a long time..?"
Germany
2011-07-06T21:11:49.000Z
"You know I would like that... and since my career in the military is about over..." He trails off, leaving it to him to finish his thought.
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:14:29.000Z
feels a pang of guilt at this and he just had to stop the automatic response of 'I'm sorry' from leaving his mouth. Instead he decides to
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:15:20.000Z
hum in thought. "I don't think I can go back to Nippon but I wonder if it's really alright for me to stay here, in your country that is.."
Germany
2011-07-06T21:19:14.000Z
"You can apply as a refugee, my word still has enough weight to get it approved," he suggests. "We can work on improving our country's
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2011-07-06T21:19:17.000Z
relations."
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:29:01.000Z
tilts his head slightly. "*Re-fu-ji*..?"
Germany
2011-07-06T21:37:43.000Z
"Um... fugtive of war... somebody who cannot return to their own country," he tried to explain.
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:44:49.000Z
"Ah..*boumeisha*," he translates. "Yes..that would be me wouldn't it.." He frowns at this, brows pinched in worry. "I will have to accept
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:45:34.000Z
this fact from now on.." he mumbled to himself as he tried to will away the fact that this word tugged on his heartstrings.
Germany
2011-07-06T21:47:08.000Z
raises his hand to cup the other's cheek. "I'm sure you will be able to return... soon," he tries to cheer the other up.
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2011-07-06T21:51:00.000Z
forces a smile. "Un. Perhaps..but for now, please excuse my audaciousness but I want to stay with you, Ruuduwiggu-san. Please allow me to
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:51:27.000Z
support you," he declares firmly.
Germany
2011-07-06T21:52:33.000Z
"Of course," he sighs, hand dropping back to his side as he closes his eyes. "I would love that."
Kiku
2011-07-06T21:59:27.000Z
"*Yokatta*," he says with a sigh and when he notices Ludwig closing his eyes, he panics a little. "Ruuduwiggu-san? Are you alright? Do you
Kiku
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want to rest?"
Germany
2011-07-06T22:00:47.000Z
"A little rest would be good... I have gotten weak from lying around here, doing nothing all day," he mumbled and trailed off mid-sentence
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as he fell asleep.
Kiku
2011-07-06T22:04:34.000Z
watches him for a moment and he sighs through a smile as he reaches over to sweep aside the stray flyaway hairs from Ludwig's forehead. He
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touches the man's face, the tips of his fingers gingerly tracing the scar. "It must have been hell..I promise I will look after you,
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2011-07-06T22:06:47.000Z
Ruuduwiggu-san.." he whispers before he gets off the bed and moves to the seat beside the bed, settling on to it as he watches the gentle
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2011-07-06T22:07:16.000Z
rise and fall of his chest, and it wasn't long until Kiku too found himself drifting off to sleep.
Germany
2011-07-07T05:05:45.000Z
gets woken up when the nurse comes to change his bandages, shifting slightly to assist her the best he can. After that it's time for dinner,
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2011-07-07T05:06:32.000Z
so he sits up straight again and gets out his journal.
Kiku
2011-07-14T12:58:21.000Z
had decided to a walk shortly before Ludeig stirred awake and he wasn't particularly sure if he felt glad for the fresh air or not. He was
Kiku
2011-07-14T13:00:14.000Z
very well aware of the looks that were cast his way however, some of mild curiosity but most out of scorn and contempt. He tried to ignore
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2011-07-14T13:03:25.000Z
them as his lowered his gaze and quickly made his way back to Ludwig's ward, his shoulders hunched in discomfort. The moment he slipped into
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the room and shut the door a little too hard than he had intended to, he heaved out a heavy sigh and turned to Ludwig with a tired smile.
Germany
2011-07-14T13:47:09.000Z
"Tough time outside?" he asked, putting his fork down. The other looked like he had gone through his own personal little hell.
Kiku
2011-07-14T18:06:48.000Z
"Ah...well, that is.." he trails off with a small shrug. "H-How is your leg, Ruuduwiggu-san?"
Germany
2011-07-14T18:30:22.000Z
"It's okay, it seems like the wounds are closing well," he explains. "Do you want some of my cake? You must be hungry."
Kiku
2011-07-14T18:35:21.000Z
eyes the tray in Ludwig's lap but he shakes his head, out of stubborn politeness, even though he hadn't eaten since he was released. "Please
Kiku
2011-07-14T18:36:11.000Z
don't worry about it, I'm alright."
Germany
2011-07-14T19:34:33.000Z
snorts softly. "I can see that clearly you are not, so please, have it. It's too sweet for my anyway," he insists, seeing how hollow the
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the other's cheeks have become. "Please, also tell me about... My successor."
Kiku
2011-07-15T01:16:55.000Z
was about to protest but he had forgotten how fantastically stubborn the German could be and he stared at the plate which was now cradled
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2011-07-15T01:19:29.000Z
in his hands. As if on cue, his stomach growled and he blushed lightly in embarrassment as he gave the other a nod of thanks. Settling down
Kiku
2011-07-15T01:22:45.000Z
on a nearby chair, he stiffens at the question he was suddenly presented with. "...*sakusesa*..?"
Germany
2011-07-15T06:43:51.000Z
"The one who replaced me... I don't think he was as... well, nice as I was," he explained. "I hope he wasn't too bad..."
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2011-07-15T09:13:55.000Z
keeps his gaze on the cake, his eyes hardening. "He was..not a very patient man."
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2011-07-15T09:52:31.000Z
sighs. "I... feared that," he mumbled, sounding regretful.
Kiku
2011-07-15T22:51:41.000Z
shifts a little in his seat upon noticing how uncomfortable the atmosphere has become. He gives a nod of affirmation but he keeps his mouth
Kiku
2011-07-15T22:52:57.000Z
shut, unsure if he should disclose this delicate matter so much.
Germany
2011-07-16T07:43:41.000Z
"Please... Tell me about it," he mumbles, having learned a thing or two from the doctor who had talked to him after he had been awake again.
Kiku
2011-07-17T22:51:52.000Z
His fingers traced across the rim of the plate. "He was a hotheaded one..not easily pleased..if he doesn't get what he wants, he will beat."
Germany
2011-07-18T13:03:19.000Z
nods slowly, knowing way too many of his men were like that, irritated when they didn't get results as quick as they wanted.
Germany
2011-07-18T13:30:20.000Z
nods slowly, knowing way too many of his men were like that, irritated when they didn't get results as quick as they wanted.
Kiku
2011-07-19T13:39:03.000Z
Seeing how Ludwig had not made a verbal response, he paused, hesitant on whether he should go on. He didn't want to look weak in Ludwig's
Kiku
2011-07-19T13:40:09.000Z
eyes after all. It was not befitting of a man of his rank after all.
Hunny!Feli
2011-07-19T13:41:18.000Z
[Ve...In many way...Is fangirling so much in you two post >w< A lurker who can not keep the thumb up hidden anymore >W<]
Kiku
2011-07-19T13:46:24.000Z
(( huggles feli! <3 /lack of consistent internet is torture ;w; ))
Hunny!Feli
2011-07-19T13:47:30.000Z
[It's alright, I'm considering calling it a night and sleep now... since internet is not being a good boy... pet pet~]
Kiku
2011-07-20T22:56:02.000Z
(( ;w; ..i'm waiting for your reply Ruuduwiggu-san..sorry if you didn't notice it.. QwQ ))
Germany
2011-07-26T07:52:33.000Z
(( Plurk's been an ass for me this time. *sob* ))
Germany
2011-07-26T07:53:51.000Z
raises his head, looking at the other. "Please continue," he said calmly. Still, there was a border on what was acceptable and what could be
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2011-07-26T07:53:54.000Z
fined.
Kiku
2011-07-26T08:27:28.000Z
averts his eyes from meeting Ludwig's gaze. "Because I am stubborn, the whole ordeal had become almost like a routine. He would come in,
Kiku
2011-07-26T08:30:32.000Z
shout in German and I would, as usual, not respond to him. And then he would beat me. If not him, it would be his subordinates. And they.."
Germany
2011-07-26T08:37:47.000Z
narrows his eyes. He would involve his subordinates? Considering that, he could be glad that he was still alive. "...I see," he mumbles,
Germany
2011-07-26T08:37:58.000Z
staring at his folded hands in his lap.
Kiku
2011-07-26T09:18:36.000Z
nods at this before he quickly mumbles out the fact that that was what he could remember. He didn't want to talk about this anymore. It was
Kiku
2011-07-26T09:21:44.000Z
all in the past now. It wasn't like it could make a difference after all. The war was over now.
Germany
2011-07-26T09:25:17.000Z
waves him over. "Come here," he murmurs, inviting the other to lie by his side.
Kiku
2011-07-26T12:10:35.000Z
hesitates for a moment before he awkwardly makes his over to Ludwig's bed. Shuffling across the bed, he sidles up against the German's side.
Germany
2011-07-27T19:32:55.000Z
wraps his arm around the other and pulls him a little closer onto his chest.
Kiku
2011-07-27T22:26:32.000Z
stiffens a little at the sudden intimacy between them but he lets it be, sinking into Ludwig's embrace with a small sigh.
Germany
2011-07-28T07:57:05.000Z
closes his eyes as well. "It's over now," he mumbled and petted his hair.
Kiku
2011-07-28T11:31:33.000Z
His throat tightens at this, a surge of emotion rising within him but he pushes it down, nodding a little before he rubs his forehead
Kiku
2011-07-28T11:33:59.000Z
against Ludwig's, seeking warmth from the other. "*Hai*."
Germany
2011-07-28T11:49:46.000Z
nods, raising his other arm despite it being a little difficult, to hug him tight. He nuzzles back, glad that he has enough privacy here.
Kiku
2011-07-28T12:08:11.000Z
makes a small noise and he presses himself closer as he buries his nose into Ludwig's shirt, picking up his familiar scent. slowly he
Kiku
2011-07-28T12:10:23.000Z
reaches up and his fingers curl into the material of the man's shirt, clinging onto it in unspoken need. "Ruuduwiggu-san.."
Germany
2011-07-28T12:12:42.000Z
holds him a little closer, instinctively knowing that a hug like this can manage more than anything either of them could have said. They...
Germany
2011-07-28T12:13:31.000Z
weren't the types to talk. Thus, he pressed a quick kiss to his forehead.
Kiku
2011-07-28T12:25:52.000Z
Usually, Kiku would fluster at the sudden kiss which had been planted against his head but for now, Kiku welcomed it more than anything, and
Kiku
2011-07-28T12:28:04.000Z
unable to help himself, he tilts his head up and gives an awkward peck on Ludwig's jaw.
Germany
2011-07-28T12:48:06.000Z
smiles a little, awkwardly, but presses a kiss onto the other's nose as an answer before shifting them both a bit until his lips captured
Germany
2011-07-28T12:48:12.000Z
Kiku's thin ones.
Kiku
2011-07-28T13:24:24.000Z
His fingers tightened around the man's shirt and he leans up into the kiss, his heart quickening at the intimate touch. His eyes slipped
Kiku
2011-07-28T13:28:56.000Z
closed and he leans against Ludwig, his body unconsciously seeking out his warmth.
Germany
2011-07-28T17:25:30.000Z
pulls the other almost on top of himself with a small sound, deepening the kiss gradually.
Kiku
2011-07-28T21:28:27.000Z
groans a little and he parts his lips slowly to welcome Ludwig's tongue as he shifts a little to make himself a little comfortable.
Germany
2011-07-28T21:30:26.000Z
puts his hand on the back of his head, holding him in place as he kisses him hungrily.
Kiku
2011-07-28T22:56:43.000Z
allows Ludwig's tongue to explore his mouth, the familiar warmth was erupting within his chest. It felt really good. Kiku tugs Ludwig's
Kiku
2011-07-28T22:58:50.000Z
shirt as he shyly slides his tongue across the other's tongue.
Germany
2011-07-29T06:39:21.000Z
rubs Kiku's back, soothingly but also wantonly. He had missed his presence and it only started to show now they were this close.
Kiku
2011-07-29T12:30:07.000Z
His moan is swallowed in their kiss as Kiku feels the tension in his body slowly disappear. Now that he realised it, this was the first time
Kiku
2011-07-29T12:34:48.000Z
Ludwig was kissing him without the intoxication of alcohol. Another moan is won and Kiku tugs the other's shirt once more. *So honest*.
Germany
2011-07-29T12:39:53.000Z
breaks the kiss, blushing deeply this time. He had memories of their last kiss, but this was way better than he remembered. "S-sorry...I got
Germany
2011-07-29T12:39:56.000Z
carried away."
Kiku
2011-07-29T13:18:16.000Z
When Ludwig starts to pull away, in his headiness, Kiku tightens his clutch on the shirt and his brows pinched together in confusion. He
Kiku
2011-07-29T13:25:08.000Z
stares wordlessly at the other, reluctant to let him go. Not after all this time.
Germany
2011-07-29T13:28:55.000Z
pats his back reassuringly with an awkward smile. "I'm not going anywhere," he mumbles before he adds with a snort. "I can't."
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:22:43.000Z
frowns a little as a pang of guilt hits him. Slowly he loosens his clasp, dropping his gaze to where his fingers were. "Sorry," he whispers
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:25:49.000Z
as he shifts a little, cringing when his leg bumps against Ludwig's stump. "Sorry." He makes a move to withdraw, thinking he has been too
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:26:27.000Z
demanding.
Germany
2011-07-29T14:30:48.000Z
"No, stay. I don't want you to move away either," he mumbles, pulling him closer by his waist. "I haven't... I was pretty lonely..."
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:36:49.000Z
"What about your leg? Does it not hurt?" he asks anxiously as Ludwig keeps him in place. "I do not want to cause you anymore pain."
Germany
2011-07-29T14:40:36.000Z
chuckles softly. "No, it doesn't hurt. If it does, it's more of a phantom pain...I get enough painkillers, too. Just in case," he explained.
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:44:51.000Z
"*Fantomu*.." Kiku gradually settles against Ludwig, though he takes care to not bump against the stump.
Germany
2011-07-29T14:51:30.000Z
"Um... that means something that is not there, but it feels like it's still there," he explains again.
Germany
2011-07-29T14:51:44.000Z
again=paitently
Kiku
2011-07-29T14:56:15.000Z
nods at this, even though he wasn't at all instrested in its meaning then. He was distracted by the fact that it was only then did he
Kiku
2011-07-29T15:00:42.000Z
realise just how much his body seemed to long for some form of contact with Ludwig's skin then. He nudges his nose against the German's.
Germany
2011-07-29T15:14:16.000Z
smiles softly, eyes closing again. "I think... I'm going to take a small nap... Don't you dare move though.."
Kiku
2011-07-29T15:24:47.000Z
"..Is it really alright? Visitng hours are over are they not?" he murmurs. But if he does leave, where will he go..?
Germany
2011-07-29T16:37:22.000Z
"They are, but I still got a few special rights thanks to my rank," he smirks drowsily, half-asleep already.
Kiku
2011-07-29T17:41:13.000Z
is amazed with this and he fidgets a little, out of discomfort and gratefulness. He couldn't voice out his sentiments then, instead he lies
Kiku
2011-07-29T17:44:18.000Z
on his side and decides to watch Ludwig as he drifts off to sleep, a small smile on his face.
Germany
2011-07-29T17:59:00.000Z
wakes up when the nurse comes to change his bandages and mentions for Kiku to move.
Kiku
2011-07-29T22:39:10.000Z
stirs awake and he looks around, a little disorientated before he notices Ludwig looking down at him and the nurse who was shuffling around
Kiku
2011-07-29T22:40:47.000Z
with a packet of new bandages. Awkwardly, he shuffles of the bed and settles on the chair, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
Kiku
2011-07-29T22:41:36.000Z
off*
Germany
2011-07-30T07:05:20.000Z
has been through the procedure so often that he doesn't look at it anymore. The nurse unwraps his stump, revealing that there is still a
Germany
2011-07-30T07:07:56.000Z
bit ooze on it. The stitches look quite angry and big, but it's not so bad anymore.
Kiku
2011-07-30T10:52:02.000Z
cringes at the sight and he turns his face away, out of politeness.
Germany
2011-07-30T11:19:00.000Z
"It looks good, Herr Schmidt. Do you still feel any pain?" Which Ludwig denies. "The doctor said that your recovery has gone well and he
Germany
2011-07-30T11:19:58.000Z
will have good news for you tomorrow. But don't tell him I said that," she winked as she finished re-wrapping his stump.
Kiku
2011-07-31T00:33:05.000Z
kept still, his shoulders hunched together as he tried to make himself invisible. Apart from Ludwig, Kiku was still not comfortable around
Kiku
2011-07-31T00:35:04.000Z
other people.
Germany
2011-08-01T08:57:29.000Z
After she was done with her work, the nurse turned to Kiku, after sending Ludwig a questioning look. "Ah, are you hungry? There's still a
Germany
2011-08-01T08:58:18.000Z
little from the dinner left, and you look like you haven't eaten in a long time," she smiled, determined to treat everyone equally.
Kiku
2011-08-01T12:32:30.000Z
looks at her a little helplessly before he turns to Ludwig, uncertain with what he should respond back seeing how quickly she spoke.
Germany
2011-08-01T12:40:20.000Z
just nods at the Asian, a little amused at the panic hidden underneath it all in his eyes.
Kiku
2011-08-01T12:58:44.000Z
Still at a loss, Kiku looks up at the nurse and he repeats what Ludwig had done: he nods. Upon seeing the slight quirk of her lips, he
Kiku
2011-08-01T12:59:47.000Z
looks away, embarrassed.
Germany
2011-08-01T13:08:19.000Z
snickers silently when the nurse leaves, patting the spot on the bed next to him again. "What did you think she asked?"
Kiku
2011-08-01T21:16:20.000Z
gets off the chair and he sits beside Ludwig, giving him a small shrug. "I'm...not sure," he finishes lamely, rubbing the back of his neck.
Germany
2011-08-01T21:19:25.000Z
"She said you looked a little underfed and that she is getting you some of the leftovers," Ludwig explained with a small, fond smile.
Kiku
2011-08-01T21:27:50.000Z
feels his cheeks warm at this and he pursed his lips for a moment, before he spoke. "...why?" he couldn't help but ask.
Germany
2011-08-01T21:29:22.000Z
snorts very softly. "She's a nurse. Much like doctors, they have pledged to help everybody who is in need... Even though there are some who
Germany
2011-08-01T21:29:57.000Z
think that their own people deserve quicker and better treatment."
Kiku
2011-08-01T21:36:00.000Z
looks down at his hands, flexing his fingers. Had he lost that much weight..? He hums in acknowledgement at Ludwig's explanation before he
Kiku
2011-08-01T21:45:14.000Z
sidles up against the German's side much like he had done yesterday.
Germany
2011-08-02T07:06:19.000Z
wraps his arm around the smaller one's shoulders again. "You... you really should eat more," he mumbled.
Kiku
2011-08-02T08:55:54.000Z
nods in response. "So should you, Ruuduwiggu-san. You're a little pale," he points out. "..the nurse..what did she say? Something good..?"
Germany
2011-08-02T08:59:20.000Z
nods. "She said if the doctor gives his okay, I may be released tomorrow... I think it means that I'll be sent back to Germany, where they
Germany
2011-08-02T08:59:26.000Z
will teach me how to walk again.
Kiku
2011-08-02T09:03:45.000Z
looks at him, his eyes lighting up for the first time in a while. "*Doitsu*..? Then, your leg..! It's better? It's really better?"
Germany
2011-08-02T09:42:02.000Z
nods. "It is. It has healed to the point where they seem to think that I can be released," he elaborates with a small smile. "W-will... you
Germany
2011-08-02T09:42:06.000Z
come with me then?"
Kiku
2011-08-02T11:47:12.000Z
The sudden questions throws him off and he cranes his neck to stare up at Ludwig, unable to hide his surprise. "With you...to *Doitsu*?"
Germany
2011-08-02T15:09:40.000Z
"Yes," he answers. "Even though my condition has gotten better recently, I still need a lot of help. Usually I would have hired a sailor to
Germany
2011-08-02T15:10:36.000Z
help me, but I'd much rather have you by my side... As my right hand, so to say," he admits with a sheepish smile.
Kiku
2011-08-02T21:42:19.000Z
There was a small pause and not long after a genuine smile erupts across Kiku's face. "Of course, Ruuduwiggu-san. Though I don't think I am
Kiku
2011-08-02T21:45:20.000Z
skillful as this *sei-ra* you speak of.."
Germany
2011-08-02T21:47:14.000Z
"Oh, I do think you are. Sailors are usually men who aren't the brightest, but can keep themselves upright during a storm," Ludwig chuckled,
Germany
2011-08-02T21:47:36.000Z
tempted to ruffle the Asian's hair just like he would do with a dog's fur.
Kiku
2011-08-02T21:56:29.000Z
quirks his brow, amused. "Is that so..what can a *sei-ra* do to help you though, Ruuduwiggu-san?"
Germany
2011-08-02T21:59:10.000Z
"Well, basically... Keep *me* upright during a storm," he chuckled. "When I need to empty my stomach over board."
Kiku
2011-08-02T22:38:43.000Z
"You are.." he tried to look for the words but fails to summon them in his mind. "..not good with moving?"
Germany
2011-08-03T08:05:06.000Z
"I haven't practiced walking like this yet, so I'd need somebody to help me... And you know, the sea can be rough," he said sheepishly.
Kiku
2011-08-03T11:14:02.000Z
"Ah, of course," Kiku laughs softly, feeling a little silly now. The image of him trying to hold Ludwig up was somewhat amusing, but he
Kiku
2011-08-03T11:19:34.000Z
kept this to himself and he sinks against Ludwig's arm, comfortable. "Perhaps you must eat some pickles? They are good when you feel sick."
Germany
2011-08-03T19:13:13.000Z
makes a face. "I like pickled cucumbers once in a while, but I think we will be having pickles more than enough on the long sail... So I try
Germany
2011-08-03T19:13:28.000Z
to have fresh food as often as I can."
Kiku
2011-08-03T20:59:51.000Z
hums in response before he shifts his weight against Ludwig. "Am I not straining your arm, am I?"
Germany
2011-08-04T09:56:54.000Z
"No, it's fine...but I noticed I've lost a lot of strength during these weeks," he mumbles and sighs, but pulls Kiku a bit closer. It's that
Germany
2011-08-04T09:57:20.000Z
moment when clatter from a woman's heels on the floor can be heard outside as the nurse returns.
Kiku
2011-08-04T12:04:58.000Z
finds his cheek nestled against Ludwig's chest and he sighs softly, sinking into his warmth. He hears footsteps beyond the door and in an
Kiku
2011-08-04T12:09:01.000Z
instant, Kiku straightens and he retreats from Ludwig's embrace, embarrassed as the nurse walks in with a tray. He avoids her gaze.
Germany
2011-08-04T19:04:08.000Z
"There you are... Huh? Are you alright?" she asks as she places the tray on Ludwig's bed, where there's conveniently enough space.
Kiku
2011-08-04T21:17:19.000Z
He simply gives her a small nod and mumbles out a thank you, still not meeting her eyes. He didn't want to see what was reflecting in them.
Germany
2011-08-05T07:57:01.000Z
Feeling his temperature on his forehead and his pulse, the nurse frowns, then sighs. "Please make sure to eat all of this... if you want
Germany
2011-08-05T07:57:35.000Z
more, please don't hesitate to contact me, yes?" she smiles. Ludwig on the other side can't hold back a small chuckle, but he is glad that
Germany
2011-08-05T07:57:50.000Z
she is bossing him around so much... and has him eat.
Kiku
2011-08-05T11:45:49.000Z
feels a blush blossom on his face at the touch of those cool fingers on his forehead and he nods once more, a little more ferverently than
Kiku
2011-08-05T11:48:26.000Z
before as he accepts the tray she has passed over to his hands. He frowns a little at Ludwig's chuckle, giving him a soft jab with his elbow
Kiku
2011-08-05T11:50:19.000Z
as a manner of chastising him. "*Mou*.."
Germany
2011-08-05T13:08:24.000Z
"Seems like your temperature is a little high... But you look like you're a little dehydrated too. I will get you more to drink while you
Germany
2011-08-05T13:10:00.000Z
eat," the nurse chirps. "When was the last time that you have eaten properly?" Ludwig watches her amused as she leaves again, shaking her
Germany
2011-08-05T13:11:21.000Z
head over the malnutrition in the army. "Don't give me that look," he says to Kiku, trying to look innocent.
Kiku
2011-08-05T13:28:22.000Z
scowls a little and he looks down at the tray, astonished with the amount of food which the nurse has given him. He stares at it, his
Kiku
2011-08-05T13:34:59.000Z
fingers tightening around the handles. "Ruuduwiggu-san, I think this is yours.." he murmured, about to pass the tray to the other.
Germany
2011-08-06T06:59:01.000Z
"Oh no, no, I already had my dinner. And she gave it to you, so now eat it," he gives back, raising a hand to ward off the tray.
Kiku
2011-08-06T11:46:40.000Z
looks a little scandalised and he stares at Ludwig, awestruck. "M-Mine? Eh b-but it's too much! I-I can't take this!"
Germany
2011-08-06T12:02:36.000Z
"Well, you looked starved to the nurse, so if I were you, I'd eat as much of it a I could or otherwise she'd tie you down to a bed and force
Germany
2011-08-06T12:02:53.000Z
Feed you."
Kiku
2011-08-06T12:33:58.000Z
He opens his mouth to protest at this but he clamped his mouth shut, feeling a little useless for being cared for like this by another. He
Kiku
2011-08-06T12:40:17.000Z
pulls the tray closer and upon slowly inching out of his awkward shyness and comfort zone, he slowly starts to eat, minding his mannerisms.
Germany
2011-08-08T10:02:26.000Z
watches him eat, fondly, but keeps quiet. Instead, he closes his eyes after a while, enjoying the silent sounds of the other chewing.
Kiku
2011-08-08T12:13:02.000Z
Throughout his chewing, he steals a few glances to Ludwig, feeling self-concious as the man watches him for a moment. After a round of
Kiku
2011-08-08T12:19:04.000Z
silence (save for the quiet munching), Kiku lowers his cutlery and turns to look Ludwig with an anxious look. "..are you going to rest
Kiku
2011-08-08T12:25:42.000Z
again, Ruuduwiggu-san?" Was his leg causing him to tire so easily..? Kiku was starting to doubt if Ludwig was being honest about his leg.
Germany
2011-08-08T13:08:37.000Z
"Ah, yes... it's a habit I have adapted to during the past few weeks... it's not like there's much else to do here anyways," Ludwig says,
Germany
2011-08-08T13:10:36.000Z
eyes opening drowsily again. "Also, it's night time..."
Kiku
2011-08-08T13:29:05.000Z
But he just woke not long before...? Kiku bites around his fork, trying to hide the look of disappointment on his face. Strangely enough, he
Kiku
2011-08-08T13:30:31.000Z
wanted to spend as much time with Ludwig as possible, even if no words were exchanged between them.
Germany
2011-08-08T13:35:43.000Z
peeks an eye open sheepishly. "I guess I have to catch up on all the sleep I lost during the past few years."
Kiku
2011-08-08T21:05:48.000Z
simply nods at this. He couldn't argue and he certainly couldn't be so selfish. Setting down his cutlery, he sets his tray on the adjacent
Kiku
2011-08-08T21:08:12.000Z
seat and makes some room for Ludwig to rest. "Ruudu-san, your leg..is it really alright..?"
Germany
2011-08-09T07:24:12.000Z
nods. "It's alright. I can't... I should not use it too much at the moment, but it's good now. And to be honest, I can't see these walls
Germany
2011-08-09T07:24:16.000Z
anymore."
Kiku
2011-08-09T08:23:28.000Z
"Can't see the walls..?" That worried Kiku more. He wondered what Ludwig meant by that but he refrained himself from voicing out his
Kiku
2011-08-09T08:30:37.000Z
thoughts, putting the man's wellbeing first. However.. "You look like you were in pain everytime you sleep," he said quietly.
Germany
2011-08-09T09:03:51.000Z
"...Did I now," he says quietly, sighing softly. "I've been told to have had nightmares before, maybe that's what it's about?"
Kiku
2011-08-09T11:36:02.000Z
inches closer to the other, his hand brushing against Ludwig's arm. "Do you..remember what they were about?"
Germany
2011-08-09T22:39:38.000Z
"No," he says a little too quickly. He remembered some of them, and those were mostly about bombings, getting attacked, trapped and buried.
Kiku
2011-08-09T22:45:47.000Z
surmises Ludwig for a moment but he remains quiet for a moment, taking in the creases on the man's forehead. "I had a dream about *sakura*
Kiku
2011-08-09T22:48:20.000Z
once," he said, more to himself than Ludwig.
Germany
2011-08-10T10:15:58.000Z
"Sakura?" he asked, trying to remember if his memories were correct about this. "You mean..."
Kiku
2011-08-10T11:14:00.000Z
"Cherry blossom'" he clarifies with a small smile. "I dreamt about going to a *hanami* with someone. It was a wonderful sight."
Germany
2011-08-10T11:29:59.000Z
"Oh... I thought... Well, the tale about why sakura are pink..." he mumbles. "But it sounds like yours was a good dream."
Kiku
2011-08-10T11:36:27.000Z
shifts a little and he boldly reclines on the bed, his side pressing against Ludwig's. "Not really. It was abstract. I couldn't understand."
Germany
2011-08-11T08:12:24.000Z
"Hm.." he gives back, frowning a little as he tries to remember something about dream reading to help Kiku analyze what he had dreamt about.
Kiku
2011-08-12T01:30:52.000Z
"I couldn't see my company's face," Kiku elaborates with a sheepish smile, feeling a little embarrassed now that Ludwig was looking at him
Kiku
2011-08-12T01:33:12.000Z
with a thoughtful frown. "It distressed me."
Germany
2011-08-12T08:36:12.000Z
"Mhm..." He had dreams like that as well, but it never really distressed him like that. "Was it really that bad?"
Kiku
2011-08-14T17:27:50.000Z
pauses to think. "I don't really know because I do not recall having such which stirs such a reaction as this before.."
Germany
2011-08-15T21:06:46.000Z
chuckles at the complicated Kiku's wording. "Well, maybe you will have the dream again and this time you may be able to see their face."
Kiku
2011-08-15T21:18:38.000Z
A small smile rises on Kiku's lips. "Perhaps..yes, that would be good." He lifts his hand to touch Ludwig's face gently. "Is it strange for
Kiku
2011-08-15T21:21:25.000Z
me to wish that it was your face?"
Germany
2011-08-15T21:25:00.000Z
blinks, then looks away, obviously blushing as he mumbles, "I'd be honored... if that was the case." He turned his head back to Kiku with a
Germany
2011-08-15T21:25:16.000Z
small smile. "Really."
Kiku
2011-08-16T02:23:26.000Z
He traced his fingers across the man's scar gingerly, wanting those blue eyes on him. "Does it hurt?" he asks softly.
Germany
2011-08-16T19:31:20.000Z
does not even flinch at the touch, but his lips quiver and he has to hold back a chuckle. "It tickles a bit," he admits.
Kiku
2011-08-16T21:19:33.000Z
"Tickles.." He continues to trace it, unable to hold back his childlike curiosity for something so grotesque as this. The raw skin was
Kiku
2011-08-16T21:29:17.000Z
smooth under his fingers and he takes it in delight as Ludwig flinches a little at a particular stroke.
Germany
2011-08-16T21:38:14.000Z
"Ah, hey, that feels a little weird," he squirmed and tried to get away from the touch. He wonders if Kiku has a particular sadistic strike.
Kiku
2011-08-17T01:25:42.000Z
His lips twitches a little at the comment but he continues to touch Ludwig's scar lightly, his eyes lighting up a little.
Germany
2011-08-18T16:49:14.000Z
squirms a bit more, which makes the stump move up and down and it does look grotesque to himself, but he confirms that Kiku definitely has a
Germany
2011-08-18T16:49:19.000Z
sadistic streak.
Kiku
2011-08-18T23:58:16.000Z
"Ruuduwiggu-san.." he calls softly and upon ceasing the gentle strokes across the sensitive skin, he leans in and presses a kiss to the
Kiku
2011-08-18T23:59:37.000Z
man's lips, shuddering a little in excitement at the familiar touch.
Germany
2011-08-19T07:38:09.000Z
blinks, eyes fluttering shut as the uncomfortable sensation is replaced with much pleasurable kisses and he pulls Kiku onto his lap as he
Germany
2011-08-19T07:38:18.000Z
deepens the kiss.
Kiku
2011-08-19T09:32:38.000Z
shifts over until he is straddling over Ludwig's body, his fingers curling against the man's face
Kiku
2011-08-19T09:36:42.000Z
in slight possession as he welcomes the deep kiss, groaning softly. He parts his lips hungrily to accomodate the other's tongue.
Kiku
2011-08-19T09:38:01.000Z
possessiveness*
Germany
2011-08-19T23:34:34.000Z
(( Oh god, I HATE how plurk is NEVER notifying me if this plurk gets a reply. ))
Germany
2011-08-19T23:35:16.000Z
kisses back just as hungrily as he notices that this was something that he had missed for a long time. Basically ever since he had left Kiku
Germany
2011-08-19T23:36:11.000Z
and everybody else. One hand comes to rest on the Asian's hip, holding him in place as he realizes with a certain amount of joy that despite
Germany
2011-08-19T23:36:34.000Z
the missing leg, the rest of his body functions perfectly to the given stimulations.
Kiku
2011-08-20T00:35:51.000Z
(( ;w; /shares your sentiments as well ))
Kiku
2011-08-20T00:39:36.000Z
makes a small sound of appreciation at the touch to his hip and kisses Ludwig with much honestly that even it surprises him. After a while,
Kiku
2011-08-20T00:44:20.000Z
he pulls back and he stares down into Ludwig's eyes, gasping for air and excited by the lust reflected in them. "I need you," he whispers.
Germany
2011-08-20T19:50:00.000Z
(( It's only *this* plurk! I don't get it! But it sucks monkey balls! ))
Germany
2011-08-20T19:52:09.000Z
reciprocates the lust in Kiku's eyes, nodding at his request. " I need you, too... but I'm afraid I'm not of much help."
Kiku
2011-08-20T23:03:56.000Z
bucks his hips suggestively and he presses another kiss to Ludwig's parted lips. "Allow me," he murmured as his fingers raked through the
Kiku
2011-08-20T23:10:08.000Z
man's hair before they dropped to his gown, tugging it a little.
Kiku
2011-08-21T14:43:38.000Z
(( /will toss my slippers if plurk isnt notifying this to you again ;o; ))
Germany
2011-08-21T19:42:19.000Z
nods slightly, hunger reflected in his eyes. "Everything you want."
Kiku
2011-08-21T21:55:29.000Z
settles himself comfortably against Ludwig's body as his fingers quickly began to pull aside the garment; all the while dropping a kiss here
Kiku
2011-08-21T21:58:46.000Z
and there. There is a disturbing amount of desperateness in his reckless actions but he couldn't care less then. He wanted to feel Ludwig.
Germany
2011-08-21T22:05:52.000Z
runs his hand though Kiku's hair and over the expanse of skin that he can reach, sensing the desperation but displaying the same notion
Germany
2011-08-21T22:05:56.000Z
himself.
Kiku
2011-08-21T22:12:32.000Z
shudders at the touch of Ludwig's fingers skirting across his heated skin. When the gown fell away, he dives his face into the man's neck,
Kiku
2011-08-21T22:15:57.000Z
burying his nose there to take in that distinct smell of the other. He grips Ludwig's arm, stilling to calm himself. He shouldn't rush.
Germany
2011-08-21T22:18:11.000Z
shivers slightly when the cold air hits his heated skin, moaning almost inaudibly when he feels Kiku breathe him in deeply.
Kiku
2011-08-21T22:28:46.000Z
"Ruuduwiggu-san.." he calls quietly as he runs up and down the other's abdomen, well aware of heat gathering beneath him. "Please."
Kiku
2011-08-21T22:32:56.000Z
the tips of his fingers*
Kiku
2011-09-05T12:03:29.000Z
(( /paws for replies..? ;w; ))
Germany
2011-11-04T20:12:44.000Z
"I cannot do much," Ludwig breathes lowly, even though his fingers dig into the other's hips already.
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