emptiness...

eh ah pa can talk d o...no bad huh got improvement d...hahaaa

too tired...

hhaaaa go to bed lar...lol..oredi zombie some wanna b an ugly wan ar..

haha... i will... don't tell anyone... i think they angry already...

now oni u noe..not oni them me too..hahahaa...okie better get to bed early...not at 5am lor...

really burned out... want to reply but dunno what to reply...

just reply wat u wanna said lar..ya actually i also in the same situation as yrs...dono y i just cant talk with yr ah-girl in college

why...? i think i know... it takes time to get know people... can't really force...

too many stuff, feel very heavy... so dunno what to talk...

idk..tats y im always quite in college...hahaa..i just cant find a topic to talk..but yr ah-girl n jess always talk to each other makes me

i know, i saw that... some people are different... and i happen to be part of you and them...

feel im disturbing them...im so like the outsiders from them..

ya i feel so...idk how to join with them n talk...just cant talk wherever they r together..feel so lonely

can't fit in with them, right...? i have that too... even i can make friends easily but i don't last long... but is just our thinking...

ya cant fit in with them..is like out of their surrounding..exactly agree with u..

i know how that feels like... i actually fake and try to mix in... some people won't know why, but don't feel lonely...

i tried not to b quite n try to talk but it just cant work..feel so out from them...

everyone is different... people born with who they are... you can't force yourself...

that's who you are... and that's who they are...

we can't only find our weakness and live on...

but i got no other choice cause they r oni the closest friend in college...wat im suppose to do?

feel like thier distances is so much futher than mine...

they are your classmate... they will be with you the whole college year... not much of a choice but learn to accept them...

but they need to know and accept you too...

there are few people in college you can be friends with...

okie i will try my best to mix up with them..need to speck out more..

yea, but not till you have to change yourself...

you can try, slowly... see them and slowly catch up... but still being who you are...

is not easy, but it takes time to learn about yourself and others...

wokie doks..ya i will try to catch up with them..

if there is time i will tell you about people personality... i teach you how to see people and yourself...

whenever they are together is really hard 4 me to speak out n talk to them..

i think we don hav the same topic to talk too..haha okie whenever u r free u can teach me...heheee

they get along so well because both of them belongs to the same personality or close...

and you happen to be the opposite of them... but don't worry...

ya exactly tats y im always behind of them

i tried very hard to catch up n can be the same level with them but it just cant work..

that's make who you are and who they are... so life won't be so boring... always have different people around...

you don't have to force yourself... sometime they will overshadow you... because you don't voice out a lot...

probably time and experience is what you need...

im not a good entertainer or a good speaker tats y i cant communicate with others as well...i don hav a good eloquence too..

ya i think so..hopefully it wont remains the same till the whole sem end in 2n the half yrs time..

but you have a good sense of things around you... you are more sensitive and have strong sense of empathy...

don't worry, things will get better... all you need is time and understanding...

wat do think i hav it? wat makes u said tat?

did i said it right...? i just made my guess...

i could be wrong too...

can say is 50% 50%...

not everything r right or wrong it could be part of it too...

yea, everything is possible... no wrong nor right...

i spoke from what i observed...

yup agree...so thks 4 borrowing yr ears to listen wat i feel..feels much more better now...

the large stone inside my heart is oredi removed..thks!!

no problem... i am glad to be able to help a bit too... but in the end is all up to you to decide...

just wanna take bak the words that i said in the other post..i noe u r tired just go to bed n take a good rest..shall cya tom..

feel free to talk to me... i not only know how to laugh... i listens too...

nah, it's okay... i know... not everyone really knows me too... i won't mind...

ya sure it helps me alot....hahaha wokie sure no problem will talk when im stress or unhappy...heheheee

yea, see ya tomorrow if i can wake up... don't worry, soon you will find your answers...

haha...

it's late, you better get some sleep... you don't want to end up like me...

hahaaa wokie..put more alarms besides u lar to make u wake up heheee

take a good rest, night night...

hhahaa yes uncle saiwin..u too nights nights

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