[meme] drugs/alcohol -- maybe triggery?
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Well. I used to do a lot of stuff. Not gonna lie. Mostly weed. A lot of it. I used to smoke, too. But that's something from back in
It was almost all social, though. I've done some hard stuff once or twice, but I was also in an environment where I KNEW I could get hooked
and it could and would be used against me.
I only smoked cigarettes casually for about a year.
And the other stuff was kind of pushed on me while I was with Phil and the other guys.
There was a lot of gang violence where I went to school, and I had the smart idea that I could play the 'social' ladder or some shit.
Let's just say it didn't end well for me, and my best friend ended up dead.
These days I don't really touch any of it.
Even when it's going on around me. I drink occasionally, but since I got really sick last time I did, I don't see that happening either.
I have a lasting bitterness towards people who do drugs only because of what happened to me and how Jake died.
Other than that I'm usually the first guy to say "do what you want".
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