stares at Ivan through a window.
Ivan
was
just putting on his shirt after a shower. He didn't even have his scarf on yet.
drools. This was far better than how she was expecting to see him.
didn't notice her.... until he turned to grab his scarf and saw blond through the window. "N-Natalya?!"
waves. "Privyet."
puts his scarf on quickly. "W-why are you at my window?"
"I just thought I would say privyet. It's been a whole two hours since I have seen you."
... doesn't remember seeing her two hours ago.
had been staring at him from behind a wall.
.... Needs to cover every window and anything that could be seen through.
would still find a way to see him.
would board his windows...
would tear the boards down.
Ivan
will
put them on the insides...?
would break the glass then tear down the boards.
wouldn't be happy about that... Admittedly he might cry.
doesn't like seeing him cry.
Ivan
thinks
that she shouldn't break into his house then..
can't stop her love.
knows, but wishes that she could...
love him.
*loves
Ivan
loves
her like a sister.
knows they will be married.
knows they wont be... He would remind her that siblings can't marry.
doesn't care, they will be.
does care.
knows that he cares about her.
does. But. As. A. Sister.
knows that it's a sister who he will also marry.
wont marry her. He couldn't.
Natalya
will
marry him, then.
Ivan
thinks
that both parties need to consent to the marriage.
knows he would consent to it.
knows that he wouldn't
knows he would.
wouldn't.. Really.
doesn't believe that.
knows this though.
also knows that he will marry her.
wont do that.
knows he will.
knows that he wont.
doesn't think he has a choice and that even if he did, he would.
does have a choice though.. And he wouldn't.
knows that he would since he loves her.
Ivan
loves
her as his little sister.
Natalya
loves
her as her husband.
isn't her husband though, and he never will be..!
knows he will be!
won't be!
knows he will! He doesn't have to be coy.
isn't being coy! He wouldn't.
knows he would.
couldn't. Or wouldn't.
would find a way for them to marry.
doesn't think she legally could..
doesn't have the same last name as him so that had to be a start.
still doesn't think they could, they were siblings after all! That... And frankly she scared him.
couldn't scare a fly! She would make sure they would marry.
Ivan
thinks
that he is no fly. She did scare him.
doesn't think he can be afraid of anything.
Ivan
is
only scared of her. And some times general winter, when he turns on him.
doesn't see why he would be afraid of his own little sister.
Ivan
is
scared of her because she was just scary...
isn't scary...
Ivan
is
scared of her.
doesn't see why.
Ivan
thinks
she is scary.
isn't!
can't help that feeling..
knows he can't be afraid of her.
knows that he is though..
doesn't see what there is to be afraid of.
Ivan
is
just scared of her that's all..
doesn't think that's a valid reason.
Ivan
thinks
that it is a good reason..
doesn't agree.
Ivan
thinks
that way though.
...knows that Russia is always right but thinks he may be slightly mistaken.
Ivan
thinks
that if he was always right.. There was no way he could be mistaken.
knows she isn't scary, though.
kind of thinks that she was...
knows that he must just be in denial.
isn't.
knows he is.
isn't though...
know he is.
isn't though...
knows he couldn't possibly be afraid of her.
Ivan
was
afraid of her though.. Why would he cry if he wasn't?
knows that they are tears of joy.
knows that they are tears of fear..
doesn't think they can be.
Ivan
wonders
why that would be?
knows he isn't afraid of anything.
Ivan
is
afraid of a few things..
doesn't believe that.
knows that he is.
Natalya
thinks
he's just shy.
isn't shy. He was anything but shy.
believes he is when it comes to love.
isn't.
knows it's true.
doesn't think she is right...
knows that it's common.
Ivan
wonders
what she means by that.
knows that sometimes men have trouble admitting their love.
doesn't even fully understand emotional love, over familial love.
Natalya
thinks
that just proves her point.
Ivan
wonders
why that is.
knows that if he doesn't understand the difference, he must just be confusing their romantic love for familial love.
Ivan
is
sure that he's not... He felt the same way for Ukraine.
would hate that if she knew.
Ivan
wonders
why.
wanted Ivan all to herself.
Ivan
loves
Ukraine too though..
Natalya
wishes
he didn't...
does though. He loved his big sister, that's why his scarf was so cherished.
Natalya
thinks
he only keeps the scarf for practical reasons.
doesn't.. He loved this scarf.
knew he did but assumed it had nothing to do with their sister.
doesn't get to see her a lot, so the scarf was like a memory of her.
didn't ever think that could be why.
doesn't understand why she doesn't think that way.
only sees him as loving her and just her.
Ivan
loves
Ukraine too though..
doesn't think he does.
does though..
Natalya
is
totally oblivious to their sister most of the time.
doesn't think that's fair to her...
doesn't really care. She only cared about Ivan.
knows that... but he still cared for their sister.
didn't like that and assumed he didn't.
does though.
still doesn't even think he could
does though...
only sees their sister as a threat.
Ivan
wonders
why that would be.
believes that Ukraine wants to marry Russia, too.
Ivan
is
sure that Ukraine doesn't want to marry him.
believes that she does.
Ivan
wonders
why she thinks that?
knows that everyone would want to marry Ivan.
doesn't think so.
knows it's true.
can name quite a few people who hate him.
doesn't think there would be any.
can name some now if she wants.
doesn't want him to say anyone else's name but her's.
Ivan
says
other peoples names though..
gets jealous.
doesn't like that fact...
Natalya
thinks
he does.
doesn't at all though.
doesn't think the same way as him.
knows that.
doesn't know that.
can guess that she doesn't, so he wont mention it.
assumes that they think the same way.
doesn't though...
doesn't know that at all.
knows, and would rather not argue with her...
wouldn't like arguing with him.
doesn't like arguing with her either.
knows that. She can't think of a time where he so much as disagreed with her.
d-doesn't like to disagree with her. Besides when she asks him to marry her.
knows he really does agree to marry her.
d-doesn't agree with that though...
knows that he's just being shy.