if she knows what she's doing...

knows!! She's not an idiot!

to know why she's just staring at the screen then.

reading things!

what sort of things.

blushes a bit. It's none of his business!

reads over her shoulder, then.

squeals, opening a new tab. "Hey!"

laughs. "Why are you on a dating website?"

frowns at him, crossing her arms. "I'm...lonely."

stares at her for a moment. "Oh..."

raises an eyebrow. "W-what?"

rubs his arm. "Well, why? You have a lot of people around you."

blinks. "I know that. But I don't have anyone...special."

sits next to her. "I don't either. It isn't so bad."

crosses her arms. "But you're young."

shrugs. "So...?"

flails a bit. "I'm tired of being alone all the time! Is that such a bad thing?"

shakes his head. "No, no, I suppose not."

frowns at him. "And I don't know how to...meet people."

shrugs. "You're meeting the wrong people this way."

shrugs as well. "What am I supposed to do, then?"

crosses his arms. "Look for another person like you."

raises an eyebrow. "A nation?" She sighs. "I don't know."

nods. "Yes, a nation. You don't want them to grow old and die without you, would you?"

nods. "I don't...but I don't think anyone would be with me that way."

shrugs. "You never know."

frowns. "What do you think?"

replies simply, "Someone may eventually like you."

leans back in her chair. "Eventually."

nods. "Yes, eventually. And so will I."

nods, chewing her bottom lip in thought. "Hmm..."

looks at her computer.

looks at him. "What?"

wanted to see if he could use it. But he figures all the sites he likes aren't accessible. "Nothing."

tuts a bit, turning around to shut her computer off. It was time to cook dinner. "Do you want to stay and eat?"

nods. "Yes, thank you." That's why he came over in the first place.

knows Yi Ling so well..."Alright." She stands up, heading towards her kitchen.

follows her to the kitchen.

rummages through the cabinets and fridge, putting together a simple stir fry.

watches her do so. "Look good..."

glances over at him, portioning it onto two plates. "Does it?"

nods. "Yes. It smells good too..."

smiles, pleased. "Ah, good." She hands him a plate. "I hope it tastes good as well."

takes the plate. "I really hope so."

rolls her eyes, taking her own plate and heading towards the table, grabbing some chopsticks on the way.

she grabs some for him too.

hands him a pair, sitting down at the table quietly.

starts to eat quietly, staring down at his bowl.

eats slowly, crossing her legs. She chews thoughtfully, sighing after a moment.

glances up when she sighs. "What is it?"

flushes a bit, poking at her food. "Just...It would be weird. If you dated someone."

stares for a moment. "....Weird? How."

shrugs. "It just would be!"

frowns. "You don't think I can date anyone...."

shakes her head, puffing out her cheeks. "I just think seeing you with someone would be weird..."

crosses his arms. "It wouldn't be weird."

nods. "It would be! Really weird! Seeing you with some girl..."

stares for a moment, then goes back to eating. "Well, if I find someone then it's something you'd have to get used to."

crosses her arms. "I don't want to get used to it."

huffs. "Why not?"

frowns. "Because I don't!"

pouts to her. "That's not a good reason."

pouts back at him. "It is to me."

shakes his head and goes back to eating.

pokes at her plate, frowning. Now things were awkward.

it's very awkward as well. "Erm..."

puts a hand on her cheek. "So..."

finished eating. "Umm..."

chews her bottom lip. "So..."

looks at her. "So...?"

flushes a bit. "Uh. Well..." She rubs the back of her neck.

stares at her. She's acting weird.

isn't! She's just embarrassed! "Have you had sex before?"

blushes. "W-what? Why do you ask that?"

rubs the back of her neck again. "B-because I'm curious!"

covers his face. "Well...maybe I haven't..."

stares at him. "Really?"

shakes his head. "N-no."

rests her chin in her hands. "Do you ever think about it?"

nods. "Of course I do. I'm a man. Men think of that."

quirks a brow. "But you haven't done it?"

shakes his head. "No..."

taps her chin thoughtfully. "I see..."

crosses his arms. "Don't make fun of me."

leans back in her chair. "I'm not making fun of you. Really."

nods. "Good. If you were, I'd have to leave."

rolls her eyes. "Would you really?"

replies quickly, "Of course." but he doesn't look so sure.

stares at him. "Really?"

finally shakes his head. "Alright, alright, no."

chuckles softly. "I thought so."

rubs his cheek. "Why did you ask that?"

tilts her head. "Why...?" She shrugs. "Because I was curious..."

rubs his arm. "Well...I really haven't."

looks thoughtful. "We could...help each other."

looks at her. "Help each other?"

nods, staring off to the side. "Yes. We could...If you wanted."

looks at the wall. This was....very embarrassing. But at the same time..."Well. I guess..to get the first time out of the way."

glances at him. "R-really?" She was not expecting that answer, to say the least.

huffs. "Just to get the first time out of the way, you know. B-because I don't want a girl I'm with to realize I don't know what I'm doing."

smirks a bit. "Alright, I'll teach you well."

shifts in his seat, a bit awkward. "Alright..."

nods, setting her chopsticks down. "So..."

looks at her. "So...did you mean now..?"

shrugs. "Do you want to, now?"

plays with the strap of his bag. "I guess.."

stands up, crossing over to Yi. "So..."

stands up as well. "Yeah...here, or...somewhere else?" Wow this is really awkward.

rolls her eyes, taking Yi's hand. "I have a bed here."

nods. "Right, right, of course. Then there will be fine."

taps her chin. "Do you have any condoms?"

shakes his head. "No, not with me."

raises an eyebrow. "Not with you?"

crosses his arms. "I bought some on a whim but they're at my house."

puts her hand on her hip. "You should have put some on her bag." She shakes her head. "Okay, we'll go to your place instead."

huffs a bit. "I didn't think I'd need them."

flaps a hand. "It's okay, at least we don't have to go buy any..."

still embarrassed and awkward about all this though. "You haven't been to my house in a while..."

grabs his hand. "Calm down. We don't have to go to your place, if you don't want."

would rather not go all the way back. After all, he's barely got the courage now. "Alright. Can't we just stay here?"

nods. "We can." She leans forward, kissing his cheek.

nods. "Good. Good. Going all the way back there would be too much trouble."

smiles a bit. "You can stop talking now." She kisses his lips gently.

does stop talking at that, and instead glances around.

cups his cheeks. "Calm down. Or you won't be able to get it up."

nods. "Okay, okay."