god, here i go crying about irl again. ignore if you want, i just wanna vent
why does my family only think irl friends matter?
urgh, and they don't notice how depressed this makes me feel
i spend all day on the computer due to not trusting them
tbh, i'm a little scared of them
i mean, they keep on being dicks and always complaining about me
and i'm sure they won't like the fact i'm not a a-grade student, either
god, i have so much pressure
why can't i just have a chance to relax away from everything?
i mean, other then the obvious
i'm hating life right now
and i just want a break
a chance to step back and finally relax
god knows i haven't relaxed for real in months
...okay done for now.
Hope you catch a relaxation break soon. 
