I figured something out when someone asked me about not being credited as a writer. A young hack can't simply flaunt his name without skill.
I do believe now that all writers must experience the daily grind of being a ghostwriter for a good amount of time.
having to feed yourself with such meager amounts filters those too weak to hold on to their words and ideas.
if you have not known how it is to mold writings of all kinds out of random things for little piece of survival, you can't write with soul.
before you can ever do it for the sake of expression or glory, do it for the mastery of the craft.
now, I really must go beyond this stage and see if I can make a mark in this land full of bibliophobes.