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Fetlife Jo, I don't use it much apart from looking for oscene pictures to squick Pervette out with

ah, I think she made me join that too at one point..lol

lol, it's not bad, just someone on my timeline there had a fake pregnancy and has now returned and posts every 30 seconds

wonderful! lol

and it's like a roadcrash, you can't tear your eyes away to see what lies she comes up with next

over the last 3 years she has had 2 miscarriages, had a son grow up from 3 to 14 and has suddenly become Jewish

she sounds..interesting

I'm beginning to get really disenchanted by the whole 'scene' - at this rate i may turn .... 'nilla

Oh whatever. You couldn't be vanilla if you tried. *hands you nipple clamps*

actually - am having one massive identity crisis at the moment and am not sure where I 'fit in' anywhere

You fit in my pants

I think I've already turned nilla Pervette, I kind of lost heart with the scene a while back

too many politics and egos

Yep, that's pretty much the size of it. Even though I do like playing in public cos it's fun and a turn on

Still - its entertainment value, watching the posturers, twoo submits and the 'old guard fighting for uber status

That's true, and it's kind of nice to sit on the outside knowing I'm just a dirty, kinky bastid who wants to do bad things

I'm about ready to quit, curl up in the duvet and tell the world to fuck off

I keep telling myself that I should do that and never listen to myself

what makes me really howl are the ones who constantly bang out the 8each to their own* non judgemental spiele

and then 'journal' vitriolic attacks on people who don't fit in to their own interpretation

Yeah, I spotted one like that the other day. (and as it was a friend of a friend I kept my mouth shut )

Rather than just ignoring the issue they had to create a bigger issue and act like spoilt kids

that's what I'm struggling with .. knowing an event is coming up and people are going to be there with whom I have litte respect

Yeah, I know what you mean. It actually takes the edge off the fun of going.

That's one of the reasons I haven't been out to any events in best part of a year, I got tired of having to smile sweetly

When what I wanted to do was tell 'em to grow up and fuck off, but that would have been taken out on my friends

(and I like your attitude, by the way)

for all the ways in which it helps in finding clubs/ events and people - the internet dont half bring out the morons

lol - and I'm as bad as they are, bitching/moaning and pretending to be something I'm not to 'belong' somewhere

*chuckles*

Yeah, and I'm no different with most of them, there's just a handfull of people who know the real me

might be a complete deviant and update my list to ... can live without everything else, just wants a hug

lol, I was considering changing my Role on there to Vanilla

you will face banishment!! lmao

I will, I'll have my crop snapped in half and the arms ripped out of my black pirate shirt!

Which isn't good, cos I likes that shirt and crop

dont worry, just get someone to stick 300 needles in to your boobage and you'l be cleared of all wrong doing

but I hasn't got boobage!! Can I have them in my back, bum and willy instead?

you inspired me to looking on the web for remnants of the 'old' scene - and I found a reference to Himself and me in 1997! woot

Woot! Go Jo!

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