I am so tired, frustrated, and done with everything. I don't even know why I'm bothering to type this when I know my SAD is kicking in >:
/clings to ;o;
/hugs
Bethany texted me today
and guess where she'll be on the 19th
KATSUCON. FUCKING KATSUCON. And was like BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING.
so now Hannah feels bad but is afraid that if I buy her ticket to come up here then she won't have money for the con
and I'm just like OH LOOK MY HORRID BIRTHDAY LUCK HAS ALREADY BEGUN
and mom and rach need money
and I feel like an ass for being like BUT I WANT TO SEE HANNAH SO I NEED WHAT LITTLE MONEY I MADE
i just
idek
;o;
;w;
oh hun... i mean you never really do anything for yourself so you shouldnt feel bad going to see Hannah, con or no