I tried talking about it to a few people

Ari came over and hung with me

which helped me feel a bit better

but with all the people I texted about being upset, only a few people cared to talk to me

I have been so upset about that

plus other things

it feels like I do nothing but mope and feel bad now

I try texting people to hang, but everyone has other things going on in their lives

which I understand, but if the same happened to any of them, I would have been there in an instant

take that, plus most of the people I invited to my bday party couldn't come

I just feel very lonely

and out of touch

add losing a close friend recently because 'I don't have any opinions or ambitions'

etddc

etc*

travis tries to help, but he's not very comforting

he'll hug me for ten minutes then go back to playing video games

meh

whatever

Sorry to hear about your friend. That's a very sad thing to hear.

Yeah, he had kids too, it is really upsetting