Eva
14 years ago
was simply trying out costumes. But when she sat back down to remove the make-up, she realised several things; one, her skin is lighter and-
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Eva
14 years ago
sort of... Odd. Cold - like porcelain. Then, she has the joints of a doll. She is wearing an old dress and is afraid to even remove it.
Eva
14 years ago
cannot quite believe she is walking out of the house like this when the day is ending..
Francis
14 years ago
has never seen her so beautiful. He'd really like to...acquire her. He'd take such good care of her...
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Eva
14 years ago
{ /will draw later, but it's similar to this(this) :3c }
Eva
14 years ago
is momentarily distracted watching how the joints of her fingers make some movements slightly difficult. She doesn't notice him right away..
Francis
14 years ago
has learned to keep himself to remain quiet until addressed, so it hasn't occurred to him to make himself known. He'll just watch for now...
Eva
14 years ago
does eventually notice him - it just takes her a little while. She offers a tiny smile, strange as it might look, but quickly covers her
Eva
14 years ago
hands. "I didn't expect t see you here.."
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't smile back for a moment. He's trying to look friendly, but between the lighting and shadows under his eyes, he might not look as-
Francis
14 years ago
friendly as he would have normally. "I stopped by for a visit."
Eva
14 years ago
wonders about that... And the clothes. But ultimately decides not to ask, and simply nods. "A visit? I'm happy you have yet to forget me."
Eva
14 years ago
meant that as a joke, really. Of course she isn't aware of how he might be feeling right now.
Francis
14 years ago
"Of course I have yet to forget you. How could I?" He clears his throat, and after a moment, sits down, albeit stiffly.
Eva
14 years ago
laughs softly, sitting down as well. She would find it strange, if she could see just how much she looks like a doll, now. "It was a joke,
Eva
14 years ago
my dear cousin. Who seems to have... Taken a liking to the military attires."
Francis
14 years ago
raises an eyebrow. "I do not know what you mean. This is my required dress." Don't mind him while he makes sure there aren't any wrinkles or
Francis
14 years ago
lint on his uniform.
Eva
14 years ago
's smile falters and she tilts her head slightly, eyeing him up and down. "For Halloween?" She is slightly confused, forgive her.
Francis
14 years ago
glances up at him. "Is it Halloween? My apologies. I have too many obligations to....for the sake of the fatherland, to worry about such-
Francis
14 years ago
trivial holidays."
Eva
14 years ago
frowns now, remaining silent for a moment - pondering if he's serious. But he can keep a good act, can't he? She laughs softly, a bit unsure
Eva
14 years ago
however. "It seems as if you have your act all planned out."
Francis
14 years ago
frowns immediately. "Excuse-moi? This is no act, and I do not see anything funny. "
Eva
14 years ago
's last laugh is perhaps a bit too shaky, and that smile isn't as friendly as it is a sign of confusion. "Mon cher. What day is it?"
Francis
14 years ago
thinks there is something wrong with Eva.... "Friday, I believe."
Eva
14 years ago
could start off by pointing out how she is currently made of porcelain, but she's hoping it's maybe the effects of things her brother bakes.
Eva
14 years ago
"What year?"
Francis
14 years ago
can't tell without touching her. She just looks prettier than usual. "Nineteen hundred forty-three. You should know this."
Eva
14 years ago
just sort of sits there, staring at him for a good while before tilting her head down with a slight not. "A-Ah, yes..? How foolish of me."
Francis
14 years ago
tilts his head slightly and studies her in turn. "If have come down with some sort of ailment, I will not tell Monsieur Allemagne."
Eva
14 years ago
scrunches up her nose as much as she is allowed in this state, holding back a blunt retort to that. "I am perfectly healthy, thank you."
Francis
14 years ago
"...If you say so. But I cannot help but think you seem strange. Perhaps you're becoming infected with undesireables...
Francis
14 years ago
"
Eva
14 years ago
closes her eyes for a brief moment, holding back a sigh. Or maybe a sob - she's not sure which. "I'm not. I'm *fine* so please, stop that."
Francis
14 years ago
"Stop what? I am only keeping your best interests at heart."
Eva
14 years ago
crosses her legs, refusing to look back just yet. "Right now, my best interests do not depend on Allemagne."
Francis
14 years ago
"...Monsieur Allemagne is building a better Europe for all of us. You should be more respectful."
Eva
14 years ago
scoffs. That's a joke she's been hearing for a while. Granted, things are much different now, but still... "You keep thinking that, cher."
Francis
14 years ago
leans forward a little, and says earnestly. "It's not thinking; rather *knowing*. I've seen all the faults in my ways. You should do the -
Francis
14 years ago
same."
Eva
14 years ago
turns to face opposite from him. She wonders just *what* is going on... "My conscience is clear, France. Unlike yours."
Francis
14 years ago
shakes his head fervently. "Non. *Non*. I've redeemed myself, with the Rafle du Vel' d'Hiv. I'm forgiven..."
Eva
14 years ago
's been through all of this once and it was more than enough. She turns some more, as if trying to turn her back to him. "I feel sorry for
Eva
14 years ago
you."
Francis
14 years ago
"I don't know why. I...I'll have my place in the new Europe..." Divided up into smaller territories but. It's surviving. Kind of.
Eva
14 years ago
"Napoléon would be ashamed to even look at you." She... Can't quite believe she said that. It was more out of instinct; the greater of two
Eva
14 years ago
evils and all.
Francis
14 years ago
clenches his jaw, but refrains from smacking her right across the face as he'd like to. "Watch your mouth."
Eva
14 years ago
would rather if he didn't; she is afraid her skin might break, like this. But she's not really thinking about that. "You're not my brother."
Francis
14 years ago
"You are not my sister. I will not tolerate such disrespect from you."
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head; back turned to him or not, that is still visible. "I'm not one of your men. You have no authority over my acts."
Francis
14 years ago
crosses his arms. "All you'd have to do is agree and there wouldn't be a problem."
Eva
14 years ago
refrains from saying a few, awful things. "*Shut up*. I don't care what you have to say."
Francis
14 years ago
"Then I am wasting my time here. I was hoping to have saved you, but it seems my efforts were in vain."
Eva
14 years ago
makes a move to stand up but ultimately turns back to him. She feels as if she is crying - but she's not even teary-eyed, which is odd.
Eva
14 years ago
"Is that why you decided to visit? To... 'Save' me', is that it? How sweet." Now if only she meant that.
Francis
14 years ago
bites the inside of his cheek and looks around, as if there may be someone in the shadows, spying. It's quite plausible, so he lowers-
Francis
14 years ago
his tone to barely above a whisper. "*Please*. You have to establish your place in the new world under the Reich. Do you really-
Francis
14 years ago
think Angleterre is capable of *saving* us? He'll have to surrender or die, too..."
Eva
14 years ago
lifts a hand up as if to wipe tears from her eyes, but there aren't any. And seeing those strange joints, she immediately pulls it back down
Eva
14 years ago
, covering her hands with her lacy sleeves. "Francis, you don't have to worry about that *now*." She sighs. It's hard to explain to him that
Eva
14 years ago
it's two thousand ten, so she won't really get into detail about that. "Just relax."
Francis
14 years ago
shakes his head. "I have to." He's quiet for a moment. "What if my full compliance is not enough..."
Eva
14 years ago
swallows dryly, or tries to. "It is more than enough. Please, stop it. He's not ever going to find out if you just relax for a few minutes."
Francis
14 years ago
glances around the room again. He trusts her, so he tries to relax a little. "If you're sure..."
Eva
14 years ago
tries to reach to grab his hand. She must remind herself not to be frustrated with this. "He's not here."
Francis
14 years ago
frowns at her. "Someone else might be. He's....got connections all over. You don't even know."
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head. "I'm telling you. In here, it is just you and me right now. No one else."
Francis
14 years ago
is going to have a hard time believing her, when his own men watch him. "If you're sure." He sighs and leans back in his chair.
Eva
14 years ago
stands up slowly, wincing slightly at the strange feeling of doll legs moving. This is strange, but their conditions must have a similar
Eva
14 years ago
reason. "Should I get you anything?"
Francis
14 years ago
"I cannot remember the last time I had real coffee. But I cannot imagine that you'd have any, either."
Eva
14 years ago
is quick to begin heading towards the kitchen. "You would be surprised. I made some, earlier; I will get you a nice warm mug."
Francis
14 years ago
isn't going to turn that down. "...Where did you acquire it?"
Eva
14 years ago
returns after a moment, with a mug of coffee for him. "Ah... Lovino brought it for me."
Francis
14 years ago
stares at her. "I don't want it."
Eva
14 years ago
frowns. "... Why not?"
Francis
14 years ago
"It's *Italian*. It's bad enough I'm to drink Rhine wine on occasion..."
Eva
14 years ago
sighs and sets the mug on the coffee table. "I won't force you to drink it. But I have nothing else to offer besides that."
Francis
14 years ago
scrunches his nose up. "You should dispose of it."
Eva
14 years ago
furrows her brows. "... No."
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't realise he's being inconsistent. "...Do you sympathise with fascism?"
Eva
14 years ago
has noticed this, but she can't quite blame him, right now. "It's just coffee."
Francis
14 years ago
"Where is your pride? Wouldn't you rather go without, rather than consuming something of theirs?" Hypocrite.
Eva
14 years ago
sets her hands on her hips. "Francis. It's *coffee*. It's not a crime."
Francis
14 years ago
shakes his head. "I'd rather drink barley and chicory."
Eva
14 years ago
huffs. "Well that is really up to you. If you're going to be ungrateful, then it's not my problem."
Francis
14 years ago
becomes a little subdued upon hearing that. It's not her so much as what her words trigger. "I'm grateful."
Eva
14 years ago
purses her lips, watching him curiously. "Did you come here to shove your idealistic propaganda in my face?"
Francis
14 years ago
shakes his head. "I...came her to visit you."
Eva
14 years ago
's gaze shifts down to her old dress. "Just a casual visit?"
Francis
14 years ago
"I am visiting as casually as possible given the situation."
Eva
14 years ago
"Right now you can be as casual as you want. No one is here to spy on you."
Francis
14 years ago
"He's got people everywhere." A bout of paranoia hits him just then. "How do I know you are not working for his Gestapo?" Yeah, he went -
Francis
14 years ago
there.
Eva
14 years ago
doesn't even think; she just slaps him, uncaring of how cold her hand is, or how painful that might be. "Don't you *ever* say that again."
Francis
14 years ago
has suffered through far worse, but he can't lie and say that didn't hurt. The shock that she'd actually do that to *him* assists with that,
Francis
14 years ago
also. "...Eva."
Eva
14 years ago
's hand isn't stinging. But neither were her eyes when she wanted to cry. So she can't tell for sure how it felt. She can't help but not_
Eva
14 years ago
carry on about how insulting that was, however. It's just something about his tone. "... What."
Francis
14 years ago
rubs the side of his face and shakes his head. He deserved that. Just like he's deserved everything that's happened to him in the past few-
Francis
14 years ago
years. "Rien."
Eva
14 years ago
can only imagine how that hurt; she doesn't like slaps very much, but he deserved it this time. "How could you think something like that
Eva
14 years ago
about me?"
Francis
14 years ago
"I don't know. I have come to expect that from so many, I suppose."
Eva
14 years ago
"I haven't lowered myself to that point, mon cher."
Francis
14 years ago
half nods, and without thinking, he reaches for the coffee.
Eva
14 years ago
doesn't say anything; heck, she would hope he didn't have problems with the coffee. She just sits back down, refusing to look at him.
Francis
14 years ago
isn't going to say anything for now. He might be having a lovely bout of moodswings, but it really has been a long time since he's had -
Francis
14 years ago
decent coffee.
Eva
14 years ago
keeps herself busy with the hem of her dress. She doesn't even glance back at him; she's realised he's not quite... Stable. So she doesn't
Eva
14 years ago
want to upset him. God knows what happened last time.
Francis
14 years ago
can enjoy his coffee in silence. It's the the unnerving kind of silence, where he's just waiting for some sort of punishment to occur, so he
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't mind all that much.
Eva
14 years ago
isn't going to punish him; she has nothing to punish him about. She eventually mumbles something to herself, followed by an audible sigh.
Francis
14 years ago
glances over at her. "Did you say something?" His hearing has become more acute, but he still didn't understand what was said, if it was.
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head, but doesn't look back at him again. She was just musing about why on earth history has to repeat itself like this. "Nothing
Eva
14 years ago
you should be concerned with, non."
Francis
14 years ago
would have much preferred to not repeat this. But of course, he doesn't realise that's what he's doing now. "...D'acc."
Eva
14 years ago
will probably not remind him of this later. Like she didn't with that Napoléon incident. "You never visit anymore." She means *now*, because
Eva
14 years ago
they're both so busy. She honestly forgets that he's not himself right now. Or not... himself in the most recent era, anyway.
Francis
14 years ago
finds it difficult to leave most of the time. It goes between him not having the opportunity to do so, and him not wanting to leave at all.-
Francis
14 years ago
"....I can try harder to."
Eva
14 years ago
realizes, now, that things aren't so strange between them just in the past few years, but the past century or so, really. It's quite... Sad,
Eva
14 years ago
once she thinks about it. Really, she clings more to the memories of when they were much younger. The irony of thinking this when she looks
Eva
14 years ago
exactly like one of those dolls she complained about looking like when they were younger. "Just do as you wish; it's your choice."
Francis
14 years ago
nods, then sets the mug down and pats his uniform pockets. "Do you have any tobacco? ...Mais, oui. I really will try. I promise."
Eva
14 years ago
finally turns back to him, but shakes her head. In the end, she goes back to playing with the lace hem of her sleeves. "I don't have any
Eva
14 years ago
tobacco. I don't smoke." She doesn't really reply to his promise, though; she doesn't think he'll remember in a few days.
Francis
14 years ago
still isn't realising this isn't 1943. "Well, that's probably a good thing. It's so hard to come by now."
Eva
14 years ago
remains silent for a moment, before glancing at one of the walls. "Francis. Look at the calendar over there."
Francis
14 years ago
does glance over, but he notices the 'octobre' in big letters, not the year. "What about it?"
Eva
14 years ago
runs a hand through her hair, but quickly regrets it when it almost gets tangled in the joints of her fingers. "Ow, ow -- What year is it?"
Francis
14 years ago
starts to answer automatically. "Nineteen hundred--there is something wrong with your calender."
Eva
14 years ago
glances back at him and shakes his head. "No, there is not."
Francis
14 years ago
"There clearly is. Calenders aren't made for years decades in the future."
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head again. "*You* are a few decades off, my dear."
Francis
14 years ago
frowns at her. "Impossible."
Eva
14 years ago
simply shrugs. "The cold war, the space race, optical fiber, karaoke, digital cameras, Tetris, the world wide web. The calendar is right."
Francis
14 years ago
just stares. "Wars tend to be cold when fought during winter."
Eva
14 years ago
takes in a deep breath. "Never mind. What I mean is, there is no Germany for you to worry about." ... Well, she didn't mean it like that.
Francis
14 years ago
....blinks. "Monsieur Allemagne is no more? Who gets his land?"
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head. "I just mean... Things have changed. He's not the way he used to be... Not the way you know him."
Francis
14 years ago
is actually kind of disappointed. He would've preferred to hear that Allemagne was to be partitioned... "How so."
Eva
14 years ago
fidgets a bit, trying to come up with a way to explain it to him. "He's just different, alright?" She looks away. "No reason to fear him."
Francis
14 years ago
has a hard time believing her, especially given history and centuries of hostility. "If you say so."
Eva
14 years ago
can't blame him for that. But what can she do about it? Really, she can't change his mentality. "I do say so. So don't... Don't worry."
Francis
14 years ago
simply nods, rather than arguing that. He doesn't believe her at all. "All right."
Eva
14 years ago
could only show him how she is right by calling Ludwig, although she's not so sure if it's a good idea or not, right now. "Ah... And please,
Eva
14 years ago
make yourself at home. If there's anything you need.."
Francis
14 years ago
would potentially flip out if she did that. Maybe. He really doesn't care to know. Because she can't be right. "I'm fine right now."
Eva
14 years ago
can just take that as more reason to not call him. She can... Deal with this, for now. She holds out her hand to him. "Come sit next to me?"
Francis
14 years ago
stares at her hand for a moment, then takes it and moves to sit beside her. "I'm sorry I failed with protecting you."
Eva
14 years ago
immediately reaches up to cup both his cheeks in her - currently - cold hands, shaking her head. "You have nothing to apologize for. I am my
Eva
14 years ago
own nation; I should be strong, too. You look so tired.."
Francis
14 years ago
can't really tell the difference right now. He just sets his hand on top of one of hers. "It was my job to protect you..." -
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't answer in regards to that last part. It's hard to get plenty of rest when so many of his people are starving.
Eva
14 years ago
hasn't forgotten what that's like. But their minds are set in different decades now, and there's only so much she can do to relate. She_
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head again, but is soon looking back up at him. "You did all you could. And I didn't turn out half as bad, eh..?"
Francis
14 years ago
pulls back a little and studies her, before looking down at the floor. "It's only natural for you to end up okay. Your blood isn't -
Francis
14 years ago
dirty like mine."
Eva
14 years ago
tries to get him to look back at her. She is frowning now and from her look, it's obvious that she doesn't agree with this. "We share a _
Eva
14 years ago
bloodline, mon amour. Somehow. And yours is not dirty, not at all. You are perfect, just the way you are."
Francis
14 years ago
shakes his head. Maybe at some point he believed that but after hearing the opposite over and over, he's more inclined to believe-
Francis
14 years ago
otherwise. "You're wrong to think that. We don't even share enough to be considered equals."
Eva
14 years ago
's hands slide down slowly, until they're resting on his shoulders. She looks so distressed, for someone who is supposed to look like some_
Eva
14 years ago
sort of doll. "We share just enough. Oh, I wish you could see what I see..."
Francis
14 years ago
looks at her, and holds his gaze. "It doesn't matter. You'll always be better than me."
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head slowly, not daring to look away from him now. "We're *equals*, if anything. You taught me that."
Francis
14 years ago
"Non. I taught you incorrectly. There are mangey curs superior to me."
Eva
14 years ago
leans closer, to rest her head on his chest, as if to show that she doesn't find him repulsive in any way. "You will see how wrong you are,
Eva
14 years ago
some day.."
Francis
14 years ago
stiffens, and after a long moment he pats her back. "If you say so..."
Eva
14 years ago
just leans against him, sighing softly. It's during times like these that she realises that she misses those baroque parties from so long_
Eva
14 years ago
ago. At least they all seemed much happier. "I do say so. You'll see."
Francis
14 years ago
misses many things, like those long-since times when he had everything he could have wanted. Before he lost it all... "I suppose-
Francis
14 years ago
I have no choice but to listen to you."
Eva
14 years ago
misses seeing him happy. Well, she misses a lot of things about him these days, but she's in no place to talk. She curls up a bit, not _
Eva
14 years ago
caring about how her hair is falling over her eyes, or how unnatural the way she is twisted in might seem. "Don't bow down to anyone, love."
Francis
14 years ago
eventually gets both arms around her and just holds her, like that. "It's far too late for that."
Eva
14 years ago
sighs softly. "Things change, my dear. They always do. I didn't give up last time," She frowns softly, remembering the damage from the first
Eva
14 years ago
world war. "So don't you give up this time."
Francis
14 years ago
leans against her. "If Angleterre can't stop him, I'm going to die. What'll happen to my people?"
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head, closing her eyes for a moment; it makes her look somewhat more peaceful. "You won't die. I *promise* you, you won't."
Francis
14 years ago
reaches up to run a hand through her hair. "If you were speaking the truth about the year, I suppose I can believe you."
Eva
14 years ago
sighs, rubbing her eyes almost as if she was tired. But she's not, really; this is quite comfortable, however. "I am being completely honest
Eva
14 years ago
."
Francis
14 years ago
nods after a beat. "...I see. I will try to keep this in mind."
Eva
14 years ago
hums softly under her breath. "Please do. I don't want to see you feeling miserable anymore."
Francis
14 years ago
sighs. "It cannot be helped..."
Eva
14 years ago
seems a little sad upon hearing that; even if she already knows what the outcome is for her. "Things will get better... I promise."
Francis
14 years ago
has not been so relaxed in a good while. It seems Eva has that affect on him. "In what way?"
Eva
14 years ago
kind of tries, you know? It seems like she never sees him doing well nowadays, and like this? It pains her to see him this way. "In more_
Eva
14 years ago
ways than you can imagine."
Francis
14 years ago
almost wants to slump against her, but like this she seems so fragile. "Can you elaborate?"
Eva
14 years ago
wouldn't mind that. But really, she can only try to offer him some comfort right now. "A lot of things still await you, my dear. I can't _
Eva
14 years ago
tell you everything; and I can't say it won't hurt. But.." She pauses, feeling somewhat strange by telling him all of this; he probably _
Eva
14 years ago
doesn't even believe her - it makes sense. "In the very end, the Allies are coming out of this victorious. You'll see."
Francis
14 years ago
really doesn't; he hopes for such an ending, but he can't really imagine it at this point. "I will try to believe you. You'd...know more-
Francis
14 years ago
than I would."
Eva
14 years ago
can't blame him for that! Back then, things were different; she remembers it quite well. "For once, yes, I would." She rests her head on_
Eva
14 years ago
his lap, feeling more like a younger sister to him, than anything she might have ever been. "So don't think too much of it. Not right now."
Francis
14 years ago
looks down at her and strokes her hair as gently as he can. The more he tries not to think on it, the easier it seems to be. It might just-
Francis
14 years ago
be due to Eva being different like this, and the atmosphere being calmer. "All right."
Eva
14 years ago
hums softly; indeed, maybe this... Anachronism is what's helping. Things aren't exactly calm, but not so tense as they would otherwise be,
Eva
14 years ago
which is at least something she can live with for now. She idly wonders how long this will last, really. "Thank you. For visiting me."
Eva
14 years ago
is honestly scared of what his condition might be, had he visited Ludwig or Gilbert first.
Francis
14 years ago
wouldn't willingly visit them; just the thought of it is absolutely terrifying. He'd much rather avoid les boches for as long as-
Francis
14 years ago
possible. He looks away from her to the window, watching whatever is visible from where he's at. "Thank you for not turning me away."
Eva
14 years ago
can understand that feeling perfectly; and it's at these times that she realises they both have a great history, no matter if his is older,_
Eva
14 years ago
or if a great share of hers was under the control of others, or if they were sad for years on end. That just goes to show how much they've_
Eva
14 years ago
matured. "I would never do that to you."
Francis
14 years ago
tries to smile, but he can only manage twitching the corner of his mouth some. "I don't know what I'd do without you. You've been such a -
Francis
14 years ago
great friend to me."
Eva
14 years ago
can smile for both of them; even if it might seem a little emptier now - but she would guarantee that it all has to do with her current _
Eva
14 years ago
condition and that she does mean it. "We're like family, my dear; we stand up for each other, through and through."
Francis
14 years ago
can't deny that. He's *tried*; he just can't change the fact that he's failed every single time since, well. Y'nno. "Ouais. You're-
Francis
14 years ago
possibly the closest family I have now, you know."
Eva
14 years ago
can just remind him of all he's done for her - if not in a historical level, then all the little moments of this and then when they were_
Eva
14 years ago
who knows what to each other; when he'd protect her and teach her things, because really, she's much younger. "And I will always be here,
Eva
14 years ago
even if it may not seem like it."
Francis
14 years ago
looks back down at her and combs his hand through her hair again, rhythmically. He can't express his appreciation for her at all right now.-
Francis
14 years ago
"Merci. I don't know what I'd do without you." He feels redundant, but it's true.
Eva
14 years ago
rather enjoys that oh-so familiar gesture; she idly wonders if, when he is back to normal, he will have time to visit her again. It would_
Eva
14 years ago
definitely be more relaxing than his current condition, non? "Don't mention it. And as I said, make yourself at home."
Francis
14 years ago
still considers himself normal; but hopefully his future self has more time for her. He can't imagine not having more time for her. Because-
Francis
14 years ago
honestly, who else would he spend time with? He obviously isn't always chummy with his other neighbours. "Oui. I am.
Francis
14 years ago
"
Eva
14 years ago
thinks he would be surprised. But... She can't exactly elaborate. Honestly, she doesn't want to give the man more reason to go off and_
Eva
14 years ago
get himself killed or something. She idly wonders how Gilbert or Ludwig would react upon seeing him like this. Will react. Whatever. "Hm,_
Eva
14 years ago
vraiment? Well... I'm glad."
Francis
14 years ago
is completely relaxed. Look, he's even leaning against the back of the couch. He closes his eyes for a moment, just to rest them. -
Francis
14 years ago
He's not going to sleep, but he's let his guard down enough that he doesn't have to constantly look over his shoulder.
Eva
14 years ago
isn't going to ruin the moment by sitting up now. Instead she just curls up a bit, turning her head to look over at him. She feels terrible-
Eva
14 years ago
that he's going through this again; but she doesn't want to voice those worries and upset him..
Francis
14 years ago
stays like that for a good while. He knows this almost content feeling isn't going to last for long, so he's making the best of it. Finally
Francis
14 years ago
he looks down at her. "I am not keeping you from anything, am I?"
Eva
14 years ago
shakes her head somewhat lazily; she must look quite different from what he remembers; she doesn't look as tired, as brought down as in the_
Eva
14 years ago
time he is currently living. Really, right now she looks as if nothing has ever harmed her. "You're not. I was simply going for a walk."
Francis
14 years ago
likes that about her, really. He prefers seeing her like this, rather than in the way he's been accustomed to seeing her. When he can see-
Francis
14 years ago
her, anyway. "I shouldn't keep you from that. If you want to go for a walk...we can."
Eva
14 years ago
can't forget that; so in a way, she hopes it's at least more comforing than both of them looking so entirely broken. "Only if you're feeling
Eva
14 years ago
up to it, ja?"
Eva
14 years ago
up to it, ja?"
Francis
14 years ago
nods after a moment and shifts, with the intention to stand. "I could use the exercise."
Eva
14 years ago
"Hmm, alright then." She sits up, then after a moment stands, stretching a bit.
Francis
14 years ago
stands and stretches as needed. His muscles are a bit sore, so he needs to do this thoroughly. "I'll let you lead the way."
Eva
14 years ago
can wait. She eventually nods and holds out her hand for him, if only to convey a sense of familiarity. She doesn't know where to go yet.
Francis
14 years ago
takes her hand and holds it gently. He doesn't want to have too hard of a grip.
Eva
14 years ago
smiles softly and pulls him along and out of the house. She doesn't know where to head to right now, but figures it doesn't really matter.
Francis
14 years ago
is content with just aimlessly walking. Everything is so much more peaceful here.
Eva
14 years ago
thinks he would find that his own home is much more peaceful the way it is now, in spite of all the protests, than it was back then. Alas,
Eva
14 years ago
she can't just take him there, so she will just lead him around the streets; hopefully some kind of conversation topic will eventually rise.
Francis
14 years ago
looks around, but doesn't comment much for a long time. Perhaps he's simply been blinded; he didn't notice the differences in this time and-
Francis
14 years ago
his own until after talking with her. He's bound to forget though, whether he realises this or not. "Everything has changed a lot."
Eva
14 years ago
wonders about that - if he hadn't noticed how things had changed until now; but for all she knows, he hasn't been like this for that long. _
Eva
14 years ago
nods, mostly focusing on her own two feet, though she can only see the very tip of her little shoes sneaking out from under the dress with_
Eva
14 years ago
each step. "There have been many innovations from your time to mine."
Francis
14 years ago
expects as much, really. Well. He does now that he knows the future isn't come desolate wasteland. "There are improved methods for killing-
Francis
14 years ago
others too, I imagine."
Eva
14 years ago
runs her free hand through her hair; that was quite the morbid statement, coming from him. "There is also something we call bioethics now."
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't need to know more than the name to figure out what that is. Easy stuff. "Hm. There's always a light in the darkness, non? Or -
Francis
14 years ago
something like that."
Eva
14 years ago
is glad she doesn't have to elaborate on it; she'd have to go through some painful things first, after all. "Yes, there really is." Of _
Eva
14 years ago
course they're not living any utopia... But at least to a lot of them it's become easier.
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't believe in such things anymore. He used to believe that it was possible...but now, no. Just thinking of that now makes him huff and-
Francis
14 years ago
kick at a pebble.
Eva
14 years ago
had the tiniest smile; a little glimpse of her own high expectations and pointless hope that he could ever bring himself to smile -
Eva
14 years ago
meaningfully in such a state. But now she doesn't smile again, instead giving his hand a light squeeze. "It will all work out. And when it_
Eva
14 years ago
is all over, we will hold hands and some together, oui?"
Eva
14 years ago
(smile* wth. )
Francis
14 years ago
looks down at their hands, like he honestly forgot they were holding them to begin with. "Ouais. That'd be nice." Maybe this hope'll give -
Francis
14 years ago
him strength for later, when he's back in his own time. That's what it is, right? His somehow changing times. So the France that should be 0
Francis
14 years ago
here is...where? Back in the forties? Or is he---he's got to stop thinking about this. It's pointless. And utterly confusing.
Eva
14 years ago
wishes she could clear his confusion, but she honestly has no idea what happens to her when she wakes up after a few days and someone tells_
Eva
14 years ago
her she was a tiny little cherubim, hiding from her big brother. "We'll see it happening." So maybe that's not what they did when the war_
Eva
14 years ago
was finally over... But she doesn't have to ruin his hope like that. And... He got back on his feet, eventually. She did, too. That's all
Eva
14 years ago
that matters.
Francis
14 years ago
can't imagine everything becoming instantly better afterwards. There have been plenty of times that when he thought maybe he'd survive, but-
Francis
14 years ago
he wouldn't ever recover. He's far more broken now than ever before. That he can recall, anyway. But he doesn't know what'd that mean, if he
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't ever rise back up to how he was before all of this. "I look forward to it."
Eva
14 years ago
just tries to maintain a positive outlook. Right now, what he doesn't yet know, she already does. Or some things; not everything, of course.
Eva
14 years ago
And she knows what happens after his time. But she can't make it all go any faster for him; she can't sit down and make him believe, in one
Eva
14 years ago
sitting, that everything will be perfect in no time. No history book is going to change the will of a whole nation, anachronistic as it
Eva
14 years ago
might be right now, in one sitting. "I did, too." And it's strange to refer to the past like that. But she's lived through it already.
Francis
14 years ago
notices how even some of the building looks different, but at the same time they look the same as he remembers. "I just hope that-
Francis
14 years ago
in the future, I can look after you better."
Eva
14 years ago
hums softly, perhaps attempting to laugh. She really doesn't know what to tell him; a lot has happened since then. "Well, I can't complain."
Francis
14 years ago
glances in her direction briefly. "I would like to be stronger, so I can protect your neutrality."
Eva
14 years ago
offers a tiny smile, perhaps a little sad, but still thankful. "I would be ever so grateful.. But they don't quite consider me neutral now."
Francis
14 years ago
thinks that must be someone else's fault. "How come?"
Eva
14 years ago
is silent for a moment, going over her words. "There is something we call NATO. It is a, ah... Military alliance, of sorts. And we were some
Eva
14 years ago
f the first to join.. Founders, I suppose. Because of that, I am not considered neutral now."
Francis
14 years ago
frowns a little. "Military alliance against whom? Les boches?"
Eva
14 years ago
quickly shakes her head. "Wes- *Germany* joined many years ago. Things have changed, my dear."
Francis
14 years ago
"...You're in alliance with Allemagne?"
Eva
14 years ago
lets go of his hand completely; she shouldn't have said that. She should have stayed quiet. "He's- he's different now..."
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't believe that, either. "Really. With whom has he started a war now?"
Eva
14 years ago
just keeps looking down at her feet, feeling a bit like a misbehaved child; like Francis would expect more of her. "He hasn't."
Francis
14 years ago
expected her to not make an ally in someone who's caused so much trouble for as long as he's existed. Francis just doesn't realise-
Francis
14 years ago
he's the same in that aspect. "I find that extremely hard to believe. He was raised for war."
Eva
14 years ago
didn't make an ally by her own choice *alone*; it's not as if she's walking hand-in-hand with Germany, even today! "And you were not? Or _
Eva
14 years ago
Spain?" She frowns. "It doesn't mean you can't become a better nation."
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't realise he *does*. He's too stubborn now to care about how biased he's being right now. "Not him."
Eva
14 years ago
clasps her hands together, always looking down; he must be so upset about this. "It's not as if I've forgotten nineteen fourteen. But _
Eva
14 years ago
nations change, as do their people." She pauses. "Must I remind you of Napoléon?"
Francis
14 years ago
frowns. "That is completely different than what is going on here."
Eva
14 years ago
tilts her head a bit lower. "I will grant you that point." But it doesn't give him anymore reason in the very end. "Point is, people change.
Eva
14 years ago
I used to be afraid of you and I still love you with all my heart."
Francis
14 years ago
stops walking and stares at her. "...That makes you better than most of us." He loves her, too, but he's definitely more spiteful in general
Francis
14 years ago
.
Eva
14 years ago
stops walking as well, but doesn't look at him. "Happy nations have no history, my dear; don't forget that. I'm no better than you or them."
Francis
14 years ago
pats her shoulder and nods. "I think you are, but I understand." He really does. That doesn't make him any less biased, though.
Eva
14 years ago
doesn't wince as she expected to, but rather finds that small gesture quite comforting. "I wish you could see... That they really have -
Eva
14 years ago
changed."
Francis
14 years ago
starts walking again. "I suppose...I will see when the time comes for me."
Eva
14 years ago
just follows him, this time reaching out to hold his hand, albeit a bit loosely. "I suppose I can go with that."
Francis
14 years ago
squeezes her hand gently, but after that he lets his grip loosen. "So, where are we now?" He means physically, here, on the sidewalk.
Eva
14 years ago
got that, don't worry. "Ah..." She looks around, trying to make sense of where they were walking from. "Quite close to the local park, it_
Eva
14 years ago
seems..."
Francis
14 years ago
nods after a moment. "Would you mind if we went there? I think it would be nice to visit there."
Eva
14 years ago
tugs at his hand, nodding slightly. "We can go, ja. That does seem nice."
Francis
14 years ago
smiles a little and lets her lead the way. "Thank you."
Eva
14 years ago
just nods again and tugs him along, taking slow, careful steps on the general way to the park; it doesn't take long to get there.
Francis
14 years ago
finds a bench to sit down on once they arrive. He's got a nice view, from here.
Eva
14 years ago
quietly sits next to him; she'll just watch him, although it really does bring back some painful memories. It's... Well, quite strange.
Francis
14 years ago
doesn't really have anything to say for now, but there are children across they way, playing happily. He's able to find comfort in that.
Eva
14 years ago
is glad for that. She can't... Convince him that everything will be alright, she knows that. She can't change his mind, when he's trapped in
Eva a
14 years ago
different decade and he's feeling the way he did back then. She can only wait. And remain silent for now, lest she say something that sets_
Eva
14 years ago
off an unwanted reaction.
Francis
14 years ago
watches the children for a while, noting their innocent, seemingly carefree nature. "I'm glad to see your people happy."
Eva
14 years ago
is distracted for a moment - and it takes her a while to respond. "Eh? Ah...! Ah, yes." She nods. "Thank you... It really helps, nowadays."
Francis
14 years ago
nods. After a moment, he reaches over to hold her hand again. "Ouais. They deserve it."
Eva
14 years ago
smiles softly, glancing down at their hands for a moment. "They do. And so do yours."
Francis
14 years ago
"I don't want them to have to suffer again, like they are...in my time."
Eva
14 years ago
gives his hand a light squeeze. "Things will be much better, believe me. Not... Perfect, but they will be better."
Francis
14 years ago
nods and squeezes back. "Do you think it ever will be?"
Eva
14 years ago
remains silent for a moment as she thinks about it. "... I don't think so. But I keep hoping."
Francis
14 years ago
"I keep forgetting; such things are impossible in Europe."
Eva
14 years ago
leans against him and sighs. "It's impossible everywhere, my dear."
Francis
14 years ago
shifts a little to get an arm around her back. "True..."
Eva
14 years ago
hums softly, feeling quite comfortable for now. "We can hope. And maybe someday..." She doesn't finish that; she's hopeful but still...
Francis
14 years ago
just nods. It's foolish for him to hope for so much right now. One thing at a time...
Eva
14 years ago
wants to reassure him, but... She's said enough already, non? And her last words weren't so bright. "Your hands are so soft." It's a lie._
Eva
14 years ago
But she didn't know what else to say.
Francis
14 years ago
knows it is; they were soft at some point but now they're far too callosed for comfort. "Merci."
Eva
14 years ago
knows this all too well. But... She doesn't know how to act around him anymore. Lately it has been somewhat complicated, but like this, it_
Eva
14 years ago
seems impossible for her to be entirely comfortable; she's afraid to say or do anything wrong.
Francis
14 years ago
wishes there was something he could do, but he really doesn't know how to make it easier for her to be around him. He probably should -
Francis
14 years ago
be on his way soon though, so he's not an imposition.
Eva
14 years ago
wouldn't want him to go; hell, she's afraid of what he might do if he goes and stays by himself..
Francis
14 years ago
will stay as long as she'd like him to, then, as long as he's not a burden.
Eva
14 years ago
can guarantee that he's not; she's quite happy with his presence, despite his current state. She likes being around him.
Francis
14 years ago
is glad for that, then. He enjoys her company as well.
Eva
14 years ago
is glad that he does. She... Just wishes things weren't as tough for either of them, sometimes.
Francis
14 years ago
hopes for the same, but he honestly can't imagine what that would be like...
Eva
14 years ago
can assure him, better days will come by, eventually. All it takes is to wait..
Francis
14 years ago
will try to be strong and wait, then.
Eva
14 years ago
is glad for that; she knows he'll make it through. Eventually..
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