yes, living in this house is pretty miserable, but she did what she thought was right.

so i'm not angry at her, but i'm not gonna act like my life got better once my aunt and cousin moved in.

it got pretty miserable here so much so that i wanted to leave because being in this house was too overwhelming.

and i hated being here, but i wasn't about to say "kick your sister out into the streets, i hate my life here."

i'm not saying i'm a ~*bigger person*~ for putting aside my hate and annoyance because i wanted my aunt to have a home.

i'm also really upset that my dad is such a let down, but he has a personality disorder.

but honestly, he's hardly a dad anymore and he never helps pay for anything.

i basically don't have a dad. that's not what i want, but when i think about him i just get upset and disappointed.