Not permanently, I hope?

wha wha wha? why for you feel like vanishing

I just feel like I can't be on here without either remembering how screwed up I am and being a downer, or e-humping everyone. Bi-polar girl

should just GTFO, yanno?

Life just keeps tossing curveballs at me and I'm not strong enough to stand at bat.

We're all emo AND randy; that's why we get along so well!

You make a good point. Ha!

we love ya for who you are. and we are just as fracked up as you. otherwise we wouldn't be here ourselves. we need to stick together

I wasn't scared until the evil laugh, Wendy. And believe me, I roll with them. I just feel like they are coming too often now to cope.

I will try not to, Karen. Sincerely.

Thank you, Jemmy. Very sweet of you to say. You barely know me, though... I could be a total weirdo. ;P

so could I

FINE. But ya'll will have to cope with me being a mess this week. Like a HUGE mess. I'm once again in the position of having no food and

Exactly zombiedoll, we're ALL weirdos lol

being days away from Payday.

You could punch every employer that overlooks me!

No food? Yikes...

I used my last 6 dollars to buy some chicken so we can have dinner at night. Nothing for breakfast or lunch. Or to go with the chicken.

I sipped spoiled milk this morning for breakfast.

It was fantastic.

And by fantastic, I mean horrible. I spat it out and cried for an hour.

Many thanks, Wendy. It will help you get out any aggression, too!

We is me and a husband person. We don't have money because we aren't paid enough and we can't find a better job. We are paycheck to paycheck

with the increased rent here but couldn't move because we couldnt afford a deposit in a cheaper (read: scarier) apartment complex. So, we

pay the rent and the electric and the car payment and car insurance and struggle for gas and food.

Agreed, Karen. SO true. Seriously, if I find that money tree, I am coming to each and every one of my friend's houses and delivering goodies

and cash.

You peepeed?

OH. Ha! Hold on!