It seems it is my fate to be with them almost all the time. Maybe that's why I am unemployed? Now I am at my son's to look after them.

I should open a blog but I don't know how.

So I am at my son's for the whole week. My daughter-in-law goes to drive again so I look after the kids while she is away.

They live far away so it is not so easy to go home and to come back.

So I left my hubby at home for a whole week perhaps two. He deserves to be alone. He blames me about being unemployed all the time.

I applied for a job by email again today.None of the employers reply.

According to my hubby it is not enough to apply by emails. I should go personally. Yeah, he lives in the past.

For a musician it is enough to visit restaurants yet he didn't do it when he was unemployed for more than 8 years.

I will stay as long as I am thrown out from my son's. I don't need to be afraid of it.

Though I need my belongings so I need to leave sooner or later.

I need to do a lot of things but I hardly have time. But who cares when I get a lot of joy from the two boys.