if only she had someone to talk to.
she should try to breathe, first.
sneezes and tries to take deep breathes.
pulls out a little package of tissues and rips it open to hand her one.
thanks him and wipes at her eyes. It's just been one of those days. Those shitty shitty days.
frowns, pulling out another tissue to give to her. "What happened?"
blows her nose. "I don't really know. It was going great I had" she glances at him then decides a diffrent word choice "gotten with Sadiq-
and we were laying there then he said he had to leave. Then said he was protecting ,e by not getting close." she shakes her head."
's face tightens. "I did the same thing to a person once. I understand the other side of things. What Mr. Turkey did, I mean."
scowls at him. "Then why? Why did he do it?"
sighs."For why he said. Being...being with someone sort of puts the pair in some danger, I think. It threatens their existences."
's scowl grows deeper. " That shouldn't matter. It's either exist as a husk and live in misery? No. No I can't accept that. I'd rather-
danger myself. Did he or you explain this to your other? Maybe it might actually be worht the risk. A person with no soul is not alive."
tilts his head. "So can a person with no soul love someone?"
paces madly then stops and looks at him. "what are you saying?"
shrinks somewhat. "If you're so confused and you feel hurt, you must love him..."
for a moment the snorts. "Even if I was what good will it do? He won't talk to me. Hell, he won't even look at me."
, slowly, "Give it time..."
takes her shoe off and throws it at the wall. Hard. "Fuck!" She sits down on the ground. "This sucks."
glad he is not the wall for once. "He'll come back."
sniffs. "Should I wait for him, or just chase?"
"I waited a few weeks before I..um...I begged."
's eye twitches. "Weeks? What took so long?"
"He's a...sensitive person?"
groans. "Great." She stares off into space for a few minutes. "Do you know where he lives?"
blinks, "Who what lives?"
"Sadiq. He told me once but I wasn't paying attention. I just wanted to leave something there."
pulls out his little address book. He has the closest allies listed. "Um, I have it written down..."
squints at his hand writing. "I think I got it. do you have a pen?"
pulls out a little pen that actually goes along with the book, handing it to her.
scrawls the address on her hand and thanks him again. "I..I gotta go. I gotta give him something. Or leave it actually."
nods, "Okay...Bon courage."