Thanks, I hope you are right! I just wish it was now that it would be better

I should try and be more patient I think, I just want things over now

I spent time with my family today for the first time in ages, that picked me up a little...

but it's coming back to an empty home, that isn;t really "my"home" f you know what I mean

her, and far too long, I think I might have wasted some important years of my life

gosh I do hope so, thanks for the hug x