hasn't been able to get much sleep at night lately. He tend to stay up late into the night just thinking about... stuff. >_>

--It's not like he wants to either, they just float into his mind when he's not distracted by something else. =w=

...didn't even bother to respond when the teacher threw another piece of chalk at his head,

--letting it bounce off onto the ground and went back to sleep.

spent most of his day so far watching Hayato. o_o

that it's not like his boyfriend to sleep *this* much in a day.

decides to approach Hayato just before lunch period. He sits in the desk in front, and reaches out to stroke his head.

Hayato...?

mumbled under his breath and shifted a little, ignoring the other boy, thinking that it was a teacher or some nosey classmates.

............... Wait. ...that voice... .........~w~

...lifted his head a little and blinked sleepily at Yamamoto, his cheek a little red from being pressed against the table for too long.

...Nn?

This isn't exactly the best place to drop off to sleep, you know.

blinked, staring at Yamamoto blankly. It took him a while to process what the boy was saying. "...Can't help it. ...Sleepy. ~_~"

I noticed.

Let's go down to the clinic? You'll have a proper bed there, at least.

shook his head and sat up, stretching a little, feeling a little more awake now.

with a small yawn, "I'm fine. ...Don't worry about it."

Are you sure?

nodded. "I'll just... go to bed earlier tonight."

...doubts that it'll really help much though. >_>;

tilts his head at the other boy.

Can't sleep at night?

stared at Yamamoto for a moment. "......I didn't say that. ._."

I know you didn't, but I can't think of any other reason why you'd be so tired.

I mean, it's not like we're sleeping together every night, so it can't be the stuff we do, ahaha.

flushed, reaching over to give Yamamoto a light bop on the head. "D-don't say that so casually, you idiot..! >///<"

Ahahaha!

sighed. "......And yes, I'm... having some trouble falling asleep at night. >_>"

Care to tell me why?

Maybe I can help.

blinked. "E-eh..? o_o"

...no idea what to tell Yamamoto.

can't possibly tell Yamamoto that he was having trouble sleeping because he was bothered by his relationship with Hibari.

to know what's going on between them and what made the boy react so... violently a couple of days back.

a little slow, but he just realized Yamamoto has been calling Hibari by his first name too. >_>

...waiting for Yamamoto to approach him about it though. He had promised to tell him after all.

doesn't want to look overly anxious or push the other boy into telling him by asking him about it either. >3>

...quickly thought of something to say. "U-uh. It happens occasionally. There's no need to worry about it. ;"

Is that so? o_o

Ahaha... you really think too much.

I guess that means I should wait until you're back to fine before I talk to you about some stuff, huh? ^^;

....... .____________.

No, it's fine. ._. Go ahead.

You sure?

It's a bit of a long story. Since it's about Kyouya.

And...

You might not like everything you hear.

Hayato a perfectly serious look.

looked straight back at him and nodded. "...I'm sure."

a little relieved by that answer, but he knows that he's not quite out of the danger zone just yet.

starts to tell Hayato about him and Kyouya, from the beginning right down to the most current issue with Dino.

a lot of holes in his account of that issue, though. He admits that Kyouya doesn't tell him all that much, and it's frustrating.

honest about things. He speaks about how Hayato and Kyouya both mean the world to him.

them both, in similar yet separate ways. He's with Hayato, and will always be with Hayato, but Kyouya is special to him too.

can't leave Kyouya behind. Not now. Not ever.

that Hayato will understand that.

...And, I still don't know what to do about this. ._.

I want to hurt Dino-san somehow, for what he did. But... I don't know.

leaves it at that.

listens quietly, waiting for Yamamoto to finish before he spoke. "...Why didn't you tell me about this earlier?"

... a little upset, but also kind of happy that Yamamoto was honest with him. Although... he wasn't sure how to react to this. Yet.

sort of understand how the other boy feels, but it still hurts a little when Yamamoto said there was someone else as important to him, too.

...didn't want Yamamoto to worry about him though, especially when the boy has problems of his own to deal with right now.

decided to at least pretend to be calm for now and concentrated on keeping a straight face in front of Yamamoto.

sort out his thoughts and feelings later. When he's alone.

I couldn't find the right time to. I know that sounds weird, but...

We've all been kind of occupied in our own things. And whenever the opportunity came up, something *else* would happen. So.

And now, this. It... kind of didn't give me a choice anymore.

pauses, looking down.

...If you don't take this well, I'll understand. Really.

...reached out silently and took Yamamoto's hands in his. "...Do I look like I'm not taking this well?"

"Well, no, but..." the other boy looks up to meet Hayato's eyes.

I just don't want you to feel like this is unfair or something.

You just need to tell me. If it makes you uncomfortable, then... then maybe, with regard to Kyouya, I could...

trails off. He'd much rather *not* do what he can't even suggest, but if Hayato's not fine with it, then...

stares down at his boyfriend's hand, at a loss for words.

shook his head. "I want you to stop... thinking about how I'll feel for once."

o___o

But. o_o

But! D:

... Do it or I'll get mad. >_>

asdgh;lahdsgh;ahg !

... @_@

O_o

............. .___.

pulled his hands away, crossed them over his chest and pouted at Yamamoto. >3>

ASDGLK;H;HADGH

O-okay! I'll be more, um, selfish! >_<

Good. >_> ...See, problem solved.

his boyfriend can be really scary sometimes. ^^;

leans in close, pressing his forehead against Hayato's.

...Thanks.

blushed, stuttering a little. "D-don't think I'll be doing this all the time..! >///>"

Un.

ridiculously happy, and it shows.

...... I'm going back to sleep. ...Go have your lunch or something. >_>

I'll eat it here, so that I can watch over you! :0

...Do what you want. =_=

folded his arms on the table, slouching forward to rest his head on them.

...that he wouldn't be getting much sleep this time, though. ~_~

very quietly scoots back to his seat just to get his lunchbox before returning.

tries to make as little noise as possible.