resigned to going to her brother's house. Some apologies are in order; she was kind of really mean to him. Knock knock.

runs a hand through his hair, pulling at it with a huff. "..." He looks up, startled at the knocking though. "Who...who is it?!"

doesn't verbally reply though, since she figures he won't even open the door for her. Instead she just knocks again. Knock knock.

wondering who the hell is so persistent as he pushes himself off the couch and stomps over to the door, throwing it open. "W-What is it--"

stops though, definitely not expecting Eva to be there.

the one who is standing there, though and she looks completely serious. "Het spijt me. I did not think you would react so badly."

just thinks being straight to the point is the best solution right now.

blinks, staring at her for a moment before glancing down and shaking his head. He's shaking badly and he's starting to close the door.-

-"D-Dank u wel...now please. Go. I-I'm busy, yeah?"

notices that and she places her foot in the way of that door so he won't close it. "Nee." Maybe she looks kind of sad. "Don't push me away."

not going to smash her foot, but he's still keeping the door closed as much as he can. "...E-Eva...alsjeblieft, doe dit niet.."

shakes her head and pushes the door gently, urging him to open it. "No. I'm sorry if it bothered you so much but don't do this."

her a pleading look, but finally just let's out a held breath and throws the door open. "....fine." He turns and walks back over to his-

-previous sitting place and folds his hands, resting his chin on them and staring at the broken pieces of pipe.

stays by the door for a while but soon steps in, closing the door behind her and follows him, but-- "You didn't.."

stares wide-eyed at the broken pipe.

let's out a sort of choked sob and let's his hands cover his face as he slouches over.

immediately turns to look at him and moves over to him, placing her hands on his shoulders. "Roel why did you do that..?"

sounds far too gentle for someone who is to blame.

flinches at her touch, trying to move away from it. "....I-Ik was boos m-met het..." He manages to say through his fingers.

almost considers just moving away completely but she really can't. "... Y-you shouldn't have done that, though. B-but it was my fault.."

shakes his head, not trying to move away anymore. "...Ik k-kan hier niet mee o-omgaan zuster." He finally looks up, staring at her with-

-defeated eyes. "I feel like I'm going insane."

does look away this time, though, feeling her stomach churn. "... I'm sorry." Her voice feels like it's fading away, ow. "I-- I should go."

can't handle seeing him like this.

nearly feels himself break at this as well, his hands shakily moving over to cling to her. "N-Nee, please don't go. I-I'm...just reckless-

-right now. I-I..." *swallows, staring at the pieces and then back at her* "...will you help me clean that up?"

doesn't make a move to walk away, although just the touch is even making her toes curl. She's afraid she might cry in front of him. "I..."

nods slowly, looking at the pieces, unable to look at him in the eyes. "Alright.."

nods slowly, letting go of her and getting up shakily to go and find a broom or something.

watches him go and moves over, dropping on the floor to pick up some pieces by hand. It kind of makes her want to cry really, but she won't.

finally returns with a little dustpan and leans down, sweeping up the smaller pieces of broken clay, remaining silent.

holds up the larger pieces and looks down at them sadly. It was a really pretty pipe. "... I'm so sorry."

shakes his head, motioning for her to put the pieces in the small garbage can he managed to drag over. "...don't be."

does so quite reluctantly, wincing at the very sound of the pieces hitting the bottom of the can. "I shouldn't have taken it in the first -

place."

( /feels guilty... ;; )

dumps the rest of the debris in the trash, sighing and glancing at her. "You...were trying to do a good thing, right? Don't...regret that."

(( Why do you feel guilty? D': <3))

(baww, don't xD /petspets)

( his pretty pipe got owned by wall. D: )

((Yeah ; w ; But its not your fault silly~ /pets))

shakes her head. "I was being selfish again. It is none of my business what you do."

(that's right, it's BELGIUM'S B( baww we'll get him a new one ;A; )

turns, setting the dustpan down and grabbing her face softly. "Eva. Do not regret doing the right thing, godverdomme. I...I hate that I-

-broke it. But maybe--maybe this is a good thing." He furrows his eyebrows, wondering why he still looks so sad even with those words.

( just kiss, you two. /sob ;; )

to look away but she feels awful; she can't even do that now. "It's not that. And it's not a good thing. I do not want you to change -

because I did something selfish. I didn't do the right thing, I broke something precious to you." And she feels terrible. He seems so sad...

(/snorted irl ;

(.. ew icon .)

( this is heartbreaking. .~. )

( ;n; /offers popcorn?)

( /takes; sniff; quietly lurks again. )

((/same oh lord XDD <3))

((pff MatthewXD <3))

shakes his head, thumbing her cheeks softly. "Please...please just stop...I'm not crying in front of you again....damn it..."

won't say anymore if it means he won't do that. She does not want him to cry; it's not him, she's blaming herself. "I should go before I say

something stupid."

keeps thumbing her cheeks, continuing to shake his head. "Nee....don't go..."

tries to move his hands away, if only because it's making her more nervous. "Don't do this. What good will it be if I stay today?"

shrugs, pulling his hands away only because she's making him. "It will stop me from breaking something else." He's blunt, cause he knows-

-a window is going to get shattered if he's left alone right now.

sits back on the floor, looking at her shoes. "Or it will make you break more things." She can't help thinking that. "I say stupid things."

glances down himself, staying close to her. "I won't. I promise I won't. As long as you stay..."

shrugs a little, hugging herself. "This has been a bad day. I can't see how it would help." Or perhaps she is just in denial.

steps forward a bit, pulling her into a bit of a weak hug. "...it'll help a lot. Please stay."

nods slowly but does n0t return the hug otherwise. She's almost afraid to hurt him more just with that. "... Alright then."

nuzzles into her neck, letting out and exasperated sigh. "...dan u wel.."

((*dank ff))

(( /petspets))

chokes back a little sob at that - she isn't going to cry, she *can't* - and sort of leans against him, though looking away. "I-It's fine.."

((/purrs ; w ; <3))

holds her tighter, swallowing and staying quiet now.

leans closer, leaning her head against his shoulder. "Why..." She bites her lip, trying to hold back another sob. "We are so... Tragic."

(( ,3;/ <3)

rubs her back softly, chuckling emptily. "...I think we are..."

(( ; A ; <3))

just nods, swallowing drily. Her throat hurts now, but she refuses to cry. "... It's not fair. It just. Isn't."

shakes his head softly, nuzzling closer. "...I know..."

hesitantly wraps her arms around him, burying her face in his shoulder. "I'm tired of this." She sighs. "I want- I want us to be happy."

sighs himself, continuing to rub her back and nuzzle into her neck. "I..I do too. I can't handle us fighting anymore."

"It hurts." She sighs again, holding him tightly. "I do not want to hurt you like today. I don't want to fight. It's just... Not fair."

shakes his head softly against her neck, swallowing hard. "I-I know..its not..."

shrugs lightly at the gesture and pulls away just enough to kiss his forehead, avoiding the scar. "We need to change that, don't we.."

leans into her, sighing softly and closing his eyes. "...ja, we really do."

pets his hair gently, looking away again. "I'm so sorry.. I just don't know what to say or do anymore, I think."

nods, leaning more into her touch. "...I don't either." He chuckles weakly, staring at her.

leans down slightly so that their foreheads are touching. "I could visit you more... And behave less like a child, I think."

nuzzles against her, sighing. "And...I think I could listen to you more and nod yell so much. Or, ya know be an ass about things."

((*not D'|))

shakes her head. "I love you for who you are. I don't want you to change, really..."

snorts, giving her a smile smile. "Well if yer changing something, then I'm changing something. We're making this fair, yeah?"

nods, offering a tiny smile of her own. "Ja, I suppose so.. But that is something we must work on, little by little... Right?"

nods a bit, chuckling weakly. "Ja, I suppose so~"

leans against him, nodding. "You need a new pipe now.."

snorts, leaning back and just stroking at her back again. "Tomorrow. Or next week, I don't care...m'too fuckin' exhausted..."

rests her head in the crook of his neck, humming softly. "Soon, then. You should rest, after all of this.."

shivers but sighs himself. "...ja, I know~"

nuzzles a bit, closing her eyes for the moment. "Then go do that, ja? Don't pass out."

huffs, still holding her close and blushing lightly. "....w-will you...uh, come take a nap w-with me...?"

doesn't notice that, but she makes no effort to move away from him, anyhow. "Mm, ja. If you really want me to..

"

nods a bit, trying to pull himself away from her. "mm ja...then let's uh, go do that." *blinks, starting to head to his bedroom*

offers a tiny smile as she stands and dusts her clothes a little before walking after him, reaching out to hold his hand.

glances down, smiling weakly and giving her hand a squeeze as he leads her into the room.

looks around the room, as if it was an unknown location to her before now. "Sleep will help, I think.."

nods, throwing off his shirt and pants to get comfortable before flopping onto his bed. "Ja, I think it will.." He sighs softly, rolling-

-over to look at her and motion her to lay on the bed as well.

doesn't take anything off, really, but does lie down across from him in the meantime. "Mm.."

stretches his arm over to pull her closer. "hrmpf..." He nuzzles into the back of her neck, sighing.

shivers and smiles slightly, rolling around just to face him, breathing softly. "This is better.."

nods, holding her tighter and pressing a kiss to her forehead. "Ja..."

snuggles closer at that for a moment but-- she pulls away for a bit, enough to sit up and throw off her shirt before returning to her -

previous spot snuggled up against him. "That's better.. Mm, sleep well.. ♥"

appreciates this quite a bit but he's too tired to do much at this point. "..dank u..." He pets at her back, shutting his eyes and soon-

-falling asleep.

quite tired herself and only manages to give him a little kiss on the cheek, before sleep gets to her too and she closes her eyes to rest...