Jas is right: I just can't get my head around having kids at a young age.

I mean kudos and whatever to all those people who're ready to have kids at my age/already have kids at my age.

but I can't hold a conversation with someone about their kid.

I hate to say it and I have a hard time believing it myself but I actually got *bored* during a conversation about someone's kid.

it's just eurgh, whatever.

there's so much I don't know about motherhood and now I realise I don't actually *care* to know.

I never thought I really feel this way.