oh bakit?

long story i'll make kwento sa text.

how's work?

e-mail mo na lang hahaha

info overload, sleepy mode, coldness mode

aw

dito ko na nga ikwekwento

nung may 25 kasi nagstate na sya ng stat namen, combo daw (m.u. na open relationship).

ok naman saken kasi kakabreak lang nila ng ex nya around april 20? basta april.

tapos days after 25 ok naman kame, until nung day before ng bday ko medyo nainis ako kasi nagbago sya.

nasanay kasi ako na laging may time sya for me, biglang parang nakafocus sya ulit sa DOTA at pagtamabay sa gabi with barkada.

ee parang may something, so nung bday ko nagdrama ako ng konti. bumalik naman sa dati, sweet na ulit

until kahapon nagulat ako kasi past 2 na di pa nag-googoodmorning, ee latest gising nun around 1.

nagulat ako pagka-ol ko ol na pala sya, sabi nya kakagising lang nya. ee bat ol na sya?

nung nag-offline na ko tinext ko ng "honestly, tinatamad ka na no?" sabi nya "for or date on friday?" sabi ko "no, about us."

ang sagot nya, "not really, why?" sabi ko "not really, so does it mean somehow? it feels like it kasi." sabi nya it's really hard to explain

sabi ko "kevin, tell me everything. we promise that we won't be hiding anything." sabi nya i really don't want to be in a serio relationship

with anyone as of now." then i said "we agreed about this already babe, but it just feels like you're shutting me out lately."

sabi nya "it's not that i'm shutting you out, i'm just enjoying my heart out lately." sabi ko "you're different 3 weeks ago."

sabi nya "3weeks ago i didn't have control of myself. sorry fi you feel that way." then i said so the status we agreed upon, wala lang yun?

sabi nya "what status?" sabi ko "gosh, you even forgot what you told me." then he said "yung m.u.?" sabi ko "you added something pa."

then sabi nya " i said that even before may25 pa." nalabuan ako so i said "so, there's nothing between thew two of us na?"

sabi nya "great friends right?" sabi ko "no. m.u.s or whatever?" sabi nya "m.u.'s the term, but don't expect too much from me."

tas nagyes nalang ako, tnulugan ko na. pagkagising ko may text sya, nagsweetdreams. tas ngayon katext ko nanaman, he's letting me know

every little thing he does.

the usual, and sweet again. that's why i'm so confused, medyo hindi sya consistent since weekend pero i'm sure na walang girl kasi i know

the people he nags out with sa subdivision at night. end of story

Hmmm...

Let me think things over ha

yes, i might go offline na in a while. text me nalang