its about the coldness.

agrees -A-

why...?

how so? "...its not my fault my body is trying to kill me..." :U

sniffs and shrugs, wrapping his arms around himself.

...snuggles into it. "Thank you." <w<;;

sniffs again and watches him for a moment. "...so how are you, comrade?"

nods softly, glancing away. "...that is good." *awkward turtle wee~*

(OH YOU~ *shakefist* <3)

glances back over, quirking an eyebrow. "...about what?"

stares. "About you, did you mean?" *furrows his eyebrows, his head a little too groggy to be remembering many things...*

sighs, scooting closer and giving him an imploring look. "...this is about the kiss, da?" *was actually hoping it wasn't about that...*

nods as well, leaning back and closing his eyes. "...da. I have thought about it."

peeks an eye open. "And? What do you want me to say? That I hated it? Because I did not....yet, it did not make me feel good-

-to...see you cry."

sighs and shrugs. "That was me being honest. I enjoyed kissing you, but if it causes such pain...I would prefer not to hurt you."

him a sympathetic look.

nods. "This is true. But what relationship we are in...eludes me." *shifts and watches him, snuggling tighter in the blanket*

laughs weakly and nods. "Da..."

snorts and shakes his head. "Nyet, never." *sighs and glances at him* "...have you thought about the kiss?"

leans forward now again, staring straight at him with an unreadable gaze. "....and?"

blinks and sighs. "And what are YOUR thoughts? I have told you mine..."

throws his hands up. "I.....-!" *huffs and leans back again, putting a hand to his face* "...do not know what I want from you."

closes his eyes, keeping a hand over his face. "....."

remains quiet as well, breathing steadily and trying to pull together his muddled thoughts. "....I'm an idiot...."

shakes his head, groaning. "Because I keep falling for those who are already taken....." *sighs, letting his hand just fall* "Its not fair."

finally stares back, furrowing his eyebrows. "And why do you keep saying that?"

frowns and scoots closer so as to softly touch at his head. "...you sell yourself too short, comrade."

snorts and gives a little smile back. "Australia still stays with you, does he not?"

keeps smiling, petting softly at his hair. "Then maybe you are 'playing' better than you think..."

him a look, his mouth twitching. ".....that was also idiotic. I know this."

slumps forward, sighing. ".....I know."

nods, going quiet again.

sighs, quieter this time and glances at Eyvindur for a moment. "...I understand this."

him an imploring look. "I'm sorry. I do not mean to..."

goes to pet at his hair again, tilting his head. "What do you mean?"

smiles a little and plays with a strand of white hair. "It worked out nicely though, da?"

nods and lets go of Eyvindur's hair, leaning back. "Then be happy. You have found someone who adores you and who wants to be with you, da?"

sighs, closing his eyes again. "Then, if your having that attitude, at least be happy for the time spent with him..."

shrugs. "In you? No, not disinterested. Just trying not to think about it...."

snorts and cracks an eye open. "Eyvinduuurr..."

shakes his head. "Nevermind...."

sighs and shakes his head again. "Nothing. Mentioning Japan just seemed so random is all..."

him a look. "Doubtful. I do not even talk to him." *sighs, shifting a bit* "Either way, enough talk of this. Its depressing me..."

stares after him, quirking an eyebrow. "...goodbye?"

(( D: B-But he doesn't talk to Japan and and....*SADFACE*))

((; A )

sighs and sits up awkwardly, staring after Eyvindur. "...w-wait."

((*;A; *stabs emoticons* ))

looks down, feeling weird at what he was about to ask. "Were you...trying to help?"

( Well I'm glad~ X'D )

sighs. "It matters because I'm an idiot and didn't even realize you were trying to help. So...er, thank you." *furrows his eyebrows,-

-feeling that sounded even more stupid*

(........would you like my MSN? <w<))

snorts, smiling a little at that. "I might. But I can't say since I haven't talked to him much..."

makes a face, shifting. "Then why did you mention him?"

rolls his eyes, shrugging. "I dunno."

sighs, staring after him.

( Quite -A- )

( *thumbsup* XD))

(....I never gave you my MSN did I? D|))

( XDD I'm nooottt~ And here you go, sorry for my spacey-ness ; w ; chibitalia_chan@hotmail.... )

(( :'3 Added you~))