groans and goes over to her, crossing his arms. "..Wat? "
looks around to make sure there's nobody else around. "Luca told me he loves someone. "
flails at him. "What? What?!"
chuckles, wincing. "L-lame joke, Lotte. "
punches him. "It's not a joke! He told me he loved someone but it was impossible!"
groooaaans. "....Right. "
rolls his eyes, rubbing his forehead. "I'll.. ask him. "
frowns. "Well, don't tell him I told you!"
shrugs. "Does it matter? "
sighs and leans against her. "Kay.. "
frowns. "Do you have any idea who it is?"
"Uhm.. Dunno. Maybe.. Germany? "
shakes her head. "I don't think so..."
sighs. "I have no idea.. "
frowns. "You should know! Don't you two talk?"
"...I really should talk to him more.. "
nods. "You should! And find out who it is."
nods and stands up straight. "Okay.. "
leans against him. "Why won't he tell me?"
puts an arm around her. "Because.. it's Luxy. "
frowns. :T "That's no excuse!"
chuckles softly. "Yeah huh.. "
rests her head on his chest, sighing. "You two are emotionally damaged."
snorts and laughs. "Ow.. "
softly pets her hair back. "..So are you. "
rolls her eyes. "Unfortunately."
chuckles and pinches her cheek.
closes his eyes and rests his head on top of hers. "..Cute. "
nuzzles her head. "Lotte.. "
wrinkles her nose. "What?"
sighs. "..I don't feel so good. "
raises a brow. "What do you mean?"
opens his eyes to look at her. "What do you think? "
smiles weakly. "I punched Gilbert as hard as I could yesterday, yet I don't feel like I won.. "
frowns. "What did he say?"
glances away. "Stuff about Sa- .. "
scowls. "What about Sadiq?
crosses his arms again. "Gilbert says that a marriage will never work.. "
shrugs. "Well...most marriages don't."
sighs. "..I trusted him, y'know. "
closes her eyes, rubbing her temple. "It takes more than just your trust, Hans..."
nods once. "I know.. I just feel.. everything he said.. Goddamnit.. "
raises a brow. "Was a lie?"
bites his lip. "Everything's coming from my side now. I keep having to tell him I trust him, and that I love him.. Do you know that-
saying stuff like that so many times when asked, will make a person doubt himself? "
scowls. "Then he's-! Ugh." She bites her lip, eyes narrowing.
"When I went to visit him at his place, when he wasn't feeling well.. He just left, to go visit Greece.. I don't know anymore, Lotte.. "
stomps her foot. "He's a selfish asshole! Does he think he can just *play* with you?"
looks back at her, frowning sadly. "..Calm down. "
scowls. "I don't want to calm down!"
puts his hands on her shoulders. "Lotte.. Please. "
tenses, sniffing. "Why are you with him?"
closes his eyes again. "I have a lot of reasons.. "
"Made me smile.. Made me laugh.. Made me feel needed, wanted.. Fuckin' hell.. "
crosses her arm. "Don't me and Luxy make you smile and laugh? And dammit, I need you too!"
closes her eyes, feeling a headache coming on.
puts a hand against her cheek.
steps back from him. "Don't touch me."
frowns, lowering his hands. "..Sorry. "
rubs her cheek, sighing. "Just..."
"Just...Don't hurt yourself anymore..."
shakes his head. "You wanted to say something else.. "
glances down at her feet. "Nothing I say can change anything."
"Doesn't matter.. Just tell me. "
to yell "Just dump the bastard!" but that wouldn't go over well, so doesn't say anything.
looks at her and sighs. "..Maybe I should go talk to Luxy. "
shakes his head. "Not really. "
puts his hands in his pockets. "... "
glances up at him. "...."
glances at her. "...Bedankt. "
gently punches her shoulder. "For making me realize.. "
pouts, rubbing her shoulder and raising an eyebrow in curiosity.
sighs and pulls her into a hug.
tenses, before relaxing against him.
holds her close. "..Godverdomme.. "
"I just.. want everything to go back to how it was.. "
huffs. "Then you shouldn't have changed everything in the first place."
frowns. "Getting married..."
shakes her head. "Didn't you learn anything from the past?
frowns, sadly. "..I do miss her. "
blinks, now staring at her..
kisses her forehead. "..Thanks. "
blushes, rubbing her cheek. "For?"
smiles weakly. "For being you. "
punches his shoulder weakly. "That's nothing to thank me for."
groans. "...You're so abusive. "
shrugs. "It's just how I am."
"..Do love you, though. "
chuckles and nods. "What about you? "
shrugs. "I thought you knew how I felt."
leans closer. "..Tell me again. "
flushes. "....Ik hou van je."
kisses her nose. "..Thank you. "
hugs him close. "You're welcome."
leans against him, sighing softly. "What're you thinking about?"
continues to pet her hair. "Why.. Why have I still got hope, Lotte..? Argh, feel free to punch me.. "
punches him. "Because we're still kind of human?"
blinks, then starts to laugh.
shakes his head, laughing still.
grabs his nipple, twisting it. Hard.
blinks and winces, loudly. "WHAT THE HELL!? "
snickers. "You were laughing at me!"
rubs his chest. "Fucking.. That HURT. "
grins, hands on her hips. "Good!"
frowns and smacks her head.
looks away. " Jeez.. That hurt.. "
crosses her arms with a pout. :T
glances at her. "..What? "
pokes his chest. "Nothing?"
frowns and sighs. "Fine.. "
blinks and looks down at her.
huffs. "I can't hug you?"
"Uhm.. You could. But I feel like you'll end up punching me again.. "
"I'm not *that* violent!"
rolls his eyes. "Yes, you are. "
chuckles softly. "You can handle it. "
rolls her eyes. "I'm *delicate*"
(Idk why that went through twice. oAo )
((oAo BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME? C
)
ruffles her hair before stepping away fromher.
glances up at him. "Yes?"
sighs. "..I need a smoke. Badly. "
shakes her head. "What kind?"
starts to walk. "Guess. "
follows him. "It better be a cigarette."
snorts. "Sure. Because I'm known for /that./ "
huffs. "I thought you were trying to quit!"
glances back at her. "Not anymore. "
frowns. "Why don't you...drink instead?"
chuckles. "Because this is better. "
continues to walk. "Like it really matters! "
tries to catch up to him. "It does!"
stops and looks back at her. "Give me a reason not to. "
frowns, biting her bottom lip. "I don't want to see you like that again!"
shrugs. "Then don't follow me around. "
scowls. "But! Dammit, Johannes!"
holds his hands up, shrugging again.
(Having an attack.. /goes to bed. >> )
grabs his hand, frowning.